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I wanna be model thin Is that too much to ask for?
I’m finally back here but guess what
No fucking weight loss!
I’m still trying
Never give up
Won’t give up
Modern times.
I miss the old times when the world wasn't connected. When You learn about other people using pictures in magazines and not rolls. When social media were used for connecting peoples and not for exploiting them.
What I truly miss are the times before social media, before internet. Do you remember it? Internet took so much from us.
🌷bmi🌷
I’m very happy that I’m out of the bmi 30s now and I hope I don’t get back up to in the 30s 🩷🤍
🌷A big step🌷
Today I consumed only 424cals my lowest ever consumed and I’m proud of myself for being able to resist eating more because yesterday I binged but in the end I’m quite proud of myself!
🌷Fasting🌷
Today I was able to fast for 21 hours I’m glad I was able to do it because it’s my longest fast ever!
🌷Buddies🌷
If anyone one wants to be ana buddies to help me get out of my 4+ month long overeating period and of course to help each other with our goals! 🩷🩷🩷
Please dm me if you want to be buddies! 🩷
🌷GW1🌷
I finally got to my first goal weight! It’s been so annoying not being able to reach it because of my binging habits, but at least I’m under 170 pounds🌷🩷
recovery; a return to a normal state of health, mind, or strength.
This is how i have been since i can remember. I can never remember a time before i was very picky with what i ate, before i was revolted by most foods to the point i could only eat a few. There is nothing for me to return to, because i have never known life without this eating disorder.
i will never have a normal and healthy relationship with food. i will never be able to go to a restaurant and order something new, just because i want to try it. i will never be fully ‘‘recovered’‘ from this.
and that’s okay to me. i don’t find this a bad thing, not really. i’m ok with how things are, but i know i’m not healthy and i have no desire to change, but if i did, i wouldn’t focus on trying to recover, or trying new different foods. i would just worry about making sure my body gets all the stuff it’s supposed to, and i wouldn’t mind if i had to eat vitamins daily for the rest of my life for that.
this is exactly how i wanna look
NEVER MIND I'm going to go on a 5 days fast instead and them do the diet (•ˋ _ ˊ•)
my account is locked on Twitter and now I generally feel sad right now and I was just having fun..
#ed
pinned post !!
hey friends, this is an ed blog, im so incredibly pro recovery, im just not at that point yet !!
i used to be @futuredreamb0y but i lost the pass, so im making a new one !!
we r plural, we collectively use he/star/she pronouns !! we r 16 so if ur an adult, you Can interact n fllw just dont be weird, im uncomfortable w ppl under 15 following though.
UHH we will mark who posts generally aka whos in front posting !!!
PEOPLE WHO'll INTERACT
conner/cam - he/it/spike - 🎮
charlie - he/goop/gunk - 🍀
travis - she/ufo/he
we'll add more as time goes on
ive been binging :[ i need to like, stop. i was losing so muvh weight i dont wanna gain it back
tw meanspö for myself
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And after spending all day trying to think skinny and excited for a weigh-in tomorrow I binged at work like the fat pig I’ve always been 🥲 two binges back to back is pathetic; just because I work near food doesn’t mean I need to EAT ALL OF IT. Fat ugly bastard. You’ve got 60+ pounds to go before you even touch the 170s again, so work harder.
i wanted to ask @na tumblr, how do most of yall not eat??
its actually so hard for me to NOT eat. i'm so fucking tired of being fat nd overweight & i do not have the motivation to workout or anything.
i just want some tips on fasting or not eating in general, because i'm only now in this point of life, that i decided that i want to be skinnier for good.
small dump
i have never EVER been skinny in my life, always been on the chubbier side. and people dont even try to hide it when they judge me, so i am really, REALLY desperate to pose weight ASAP.
so if anyone sees this nd has tips on fasting and cutting calories or anything related to weight loss, please lmk. i am actually so desperate for it.
i need someone the physically yell at me everytime I don't go to bed hungry cause the voice in my head hasnt been doing its job lately.
"if you are not recovering you are dying"
Well can we speed this shit up pls?
when your thighs aren't touching anymore, and people start to tell you how skinny you are you will thank yourself for not eating that meal 🎀