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in my like personal opinion i think the 4n4 community needs to be more thoughtful about their posts sometimes

yes binging is bad and needing reminders on why not to do it is important but can we not use actual health conditions to describe why your 1800 cal binge is evil

i saw one where they had fucking diabetes as a binge con, no youre one binge wont cause diabetes, i watched family die from diabetes from 50 years of unhealthy eating and very little exercise and sometimes it was just genstic

i found this so fucking insensitive, be more thoughtful of things you say even in spaces like this, having an 3d still gives you no right to be hurtful

already at 1008 cals and its only 6pm wtf, i usually stay under 800

today i ate 1022 calories

but i did some exercise stuff and was able to burn about a hundred calories

so im ending tpday at about 922 caloriesish

still much higher than id have preferred but its less than a thousand!!!

i love low cal foods, i feel like ive ate a lot but all together today ive only had 742 calories !!!!

im about 3 years clean with cvtting and i keep getting so fucking close to relapsing im gaining weight anf my friends are hardly talking to me im so fucking alone

im gonna end up miserable and without friends like my parents

I feel so alone, in everything, i wish i could disappear, i wish i wasnt so fuckinf fat, i wish my chest would disappear

Ive been so bloated lately and i know its not more fat but its so uncomfortable, i look so big from it and my shirts are fitting weird i look so gross

3d tmblr stop calling people girls in every post/meme challenge (impossible)

A lot of us aren't girls, seriously >.> The trans/nonbinary communities have high rates of 3ds and a tonnn of us aren't girls, cis guys get them, people's nongirl alters get them. Be more inclusive.

I wish i had people I could talk to about this stuff, if my family found out id be put in the psych ward and if my friends found out theyd never see me the same

ive been binging so bad the past two days, its so much harder to ⭐️ve on testosterone

everytime im like "yea i think i can recover for good" is when i smoke weed more often LMAO

hey guys i dont think it gets better!!! being fucked up from ur childhood anf it affecting you violently in ways youve never been brave enough to talk about sucks!!!! i hate how unloveable i am and how i literally cannot ⭐️ve myself right either, im getting so fucking fat this sucks

i wish my dad didn't ruin me i wish i wasnt dirty and broken

im gonna be consistent

im gonna stay below 800 calories

im gonna be skinny by christmas

i feel like such a wannarexic but im disabled and use a cane and rollator so exercise is hard and i need to physically consume certain things so i dont literally faint and lose more mobility its so fucki g frustrating

instead of sitting on tumblr every day thinking about how bad i am at ⭐️ving ive been off this acct and have been doing it better without the constant rhoughr about ut

im too audhd to keep up with apps so ive just been tracking rhings the best i can but i think i am doing well

i want to be a cute scenemo guy but im still too chubby and ive been losing somr weight but my mom got rid of the scale and im going INSANE i wanna be skinny

school starting😈😈😈 ill be able to eat less and exercise more

skinny boy autumn !!!!

my ribs are becoming more and more obvious, skinny boy winters coming this year im not gonna fuck it up

living on milk crackers and rockstar rn