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I WISH someone would have told me about healing the Chakras a lonnnnng time ago, but thankful now as I have started
sugar | jeong yunho
word count: 2.7k
genre: smut (minor dni!) just another pwp, cowboy!yunho x waitress!afab reader
warnings: dom!yunho x sub!reader, unprotective sex (booo!), creampie, big dick yunho eheheh, slight humping lol, petnames (sugar, honey, sweetheart, doll)
author's note: don't know why this took light years for me to finish BUT SHE'S DONE!!!! and just in time for the cb >:) i will say though that this was written even before the cb was announced so i will take full credit for cowboy!ateez like i literally manifested that shit with this
in your quiet, little hometown not much went on. even the gossip that got around town was drier than the tumbles of weeds that ran through the streets.
recently, however, they were rumors about some lone cowboy who came in late last night. you were sure that the lone cowboy would wound his way into the saloon at one point of his stay here even if he was just passing by. what man could resist a glass of beer?
and you were right, well, you're pretty sure you're right. in the middle of your shift, some tall man stalked into the bar and quietly sat down in the back of the saloon. his eyes and the top half of his face were covered by the large black cowboy hat that he wore leading everyone curious as to what he looked like.
"do ya think that's him?" you ask your coworker miyeon as the two of you wipe down glasses and cups behind the bar.
"the mysterious cowboy who wandered into town last night?" she asks leading you to nodding, "well, let's look his tall man sitting in the back of a saloon and everyone is looking at him like he has horns growing out of his head so i assume so."
rolling your eyes at miyeon's sassy response, you find yourself taking a peek to look at the new visitor. from where you're standing and with the man's big cowboy hat blocking eighty percent of his face, your curiosity grew to as what he looked like. did he have a scar on his face? a beard? or maybe a mustache?
"if you're gonna keep looking at him, you may as well take his order." miyeon comments on your long gaze on the outsider.
"absolutely not!" you retort back but miyeon is already pushing you out the bar with your tray, "remember to smile! it gets ya more tips!"
you contemplate flipping off your coworker but decide against it and give her a nasty glare as you walked off to the back of the saloon.
as you approach closer to the man, you see him shift in his seat but he doesn't look up at you until you clear your throat.
the man finally looks up at you and you feel your breath gets caught in your throat. the man had no facial hair or any nasty scars on his face. to your surprise, he was well-shaven and his eyes were full of life along with his plump lips that sat prettily on his face.
too entranced by his aura, the man had to tilt his head and raise an eyebrow at you for you to start functioning again. "my apologies sir, "what can i get ya started with?" you ask, trying your best to calm your heart down before the stranger in front of you could hear it beating out of your chest.
he lets out a soft chuckle at your flustered state, "what do you recommend sweetheart?"
your heart stopped for a solid second at the pet name. "well, if you want something a little stronger i recommend our house's whiskey. but if you don't want something as harsh, our draft beer is great too sir."
the smile from his laugh stays on his face, "you can call me yunho, sweetheart. callin' me sir got me sounding old."
your face turned redder than the apple tree behind the saloon. "my apologies, yunho" you say, your eyes glued onto the floor.
another laugh erupts from yunho's mouth as he watches you flush with embarrassment. "what's got you so wound up so tight sugar? relax a bit for me sweetheart, you can do that, can't ya?"
the grip on your serving tray loosens as you let your shoulders drop.
"good girl." the cowboy praises as he leans back his chair, the big buckle on his black belt reflecting as it shines from the candlelight. "now, a glass of whiskey will do just fine for me sugar."
"i'll be right back with that, yunho." you curtsy at him before rushing to the bar.
miyeon!" you whisper-shout at your coworker, who somehow had disappeared behind the counter.
"so what does mister outsider look like?" miyeon asks, popping up from the bar like a jack-in-a-box. "i bet he got a nasty scar on his face!"
"he doesn't have a scar i can tell you that. but that man is fine as hell."
"no shot, he really is?" she asks, attempting to peek over you to get a look at the stranger.
"yes, he is and he keeps calling me sweetheart," you whisper at your coworker.
"he keeps calling you what?!" miyeon shouts into the saloon causing a few eyes to look over at the two of you.
"miyeon!" you whisper-shout once more. "anyways, he wants a glass of whiskey so would you be a dear and get me some."
"i think you should be the one filling up his glass, if he called you sweetheart."
"oh for christ's sake, miyeon. just give me the damn whiskey."
"who spit in your tea this mornin'" miyeon grumbles as she puts the glass down in front of you.
you roll your eyes at her response, before whisking away to the back of the saloon once more.
"where's ya whiskey," you place the glass down on the table before giving him a curtsy.
"thank you sugar."
in the distance, you hear another customer calling you over. reluctantly, you turn your attention towards the voice leaving yunho behind.
"sweetheart," yunho calls out to you, attention fully back on him again. you tilt your head waiting for him to finish his sentence, " you gonna be busy tonight?"
it took everything in you to not give yourself to him right away but godamn it was tempting. "i got some things to do tonight, but come tomorrow. i might not be busy."
you watch as the man slowly nods before downing the rest of his glass. "alright then sugar, i'll see you tomorrow."
yunho doesn't know how long he's been sitting in this damn saloon but he's been there too long and he can't keep slowly sipping this whiskey for another hour.
the cowboy arrived roughly around the same hour as he did last night assuming the flustered waitress he met would have the same hours again but as of right now he was wrong. yunho recognized her coworker and was tempted to ask about your whereabouts but decided against it. he didn't want come off as a creep or desperate.
usually, yunho didn't mess around with any of the girls in the small towns he visited. he was strictly a business-only type of man but something about you was just so enticing. a one-night stand wouldn't hurt right?
"wanna refill on that sir?" a pretty voice asks him luring out of his thoughts.
"i'm alright, i'm just," yunho looks up midsentence to see you standing above him. "waiting on someone..." he trials off, his eyes shamelessly wandering to places they shouldn't.
"really?"
"actually, they're here now." he answers absentmindedly, eyes still drifting towards your chest.
a blush makes its way to your cheeks as you hug the tray closer to your body, "well, let me know what they want, i'll be right back."
yunho only ordered one more glass from you as he waited for you to get off. he had planned to invite you back to his hotel room sometime during your shift but even with the alcohol running through his veins, he couldn't bring himself to talk to you.
once the night had began to wind down and most of the patrons had cleared from the saloon, yunho wandered to the bar to pay for his tab. he watched you gossip with your coworker, your backs to him as words carelessly left your mouth. he didn't know what the topic of the conversation was but yunho did catch some pretty interesting things.
"y'know what they say," your coworker leans into you with a knowing smirk. "save a horse, ride a cowboy!"
"miyeon!" you shout at her, giving her a slap on the shoulder. "we still have customers here!" you look over your shoulder to exaggerate your point only to see the cowboy she was referencing.
"hi sir! what can i help you with?" you ask, elbowing miyeon to get back to work.
a small laugh came up yunho's throat as he walked up closer to the counter with his hands on his belt, "just wanna close up my tab that's all."
"right, we'll get that for you. what'd ya order again?"
"just three glasses of whiskey."
"that'll be one hundred won."
"alrighty then." yunho reaches into his pocket to fish out the money. before placing on them on the table, he leans over the counter beckoning you to come closer which you do, "i can teach ya how to ride a real cowboy."
you froze, thighs rubbing at the suggested thought. "o-okay."
the corner of yunho's lips quip into a cocky smile as he watched you turn red. "i'll wait for ya then sugar. don't keep me waiting too long."
you have never cleaned up and closed so fast in your life. the tables were wiped and the floors were mopped. even miyeon had sped up with her own chores after you agreed to tell her what the mysterious cowboy told you.
before leaving the saloon, you take a moment to fix yourself up in the mirror. once deeming yourself presentable you take a deep breath before walking out.
the crisp, night air embraced you forcing you to wrap your arms around yourself as you look for the tall cowboy. "yunho?"
as on cue, the man emerged from the shadows with a cigarette between his lips. "you finished a lot sooner than i expected."
"there wasn't much to do."
"ahhh," yunho hums as he stomps on the cigarette to put it out, "ready doll?" he sticks out his arm for you to hold.
humming in response, you wrap your arm around his much larger one. the warmth radiating him his body instantly warming you up as you walked in the cold.
yunho made some effort to get to know you to refrain from taking you right now. it was hard to avoid thinking about he was going to fuck you tonight.
when the two of you arrived at yunho's room after passing by the innkeeper who merely raised an eyebrow at you, there was a thick tension in the air as you (im)patiently watched yunho unlock the door.
once unlocked, yunho stepped aside to let you in. the tension grew even thicker when he came inside. it was like a waiting game to see who would make the first move.
with hungry eyes, yunho stalked towards you, his figure looming over you as you eventually backed into the door. "i won't bite, sugar."
as soon as those words left his mouth, you closed the gap between you two attacking his lips mercilessly. yunho fought back with equal fervor, his tongue clashing with yours as he kept a finger under your chin to keep it titled.
pulling back for a breath with your chest heaving, yunho pulled away to your dismay but stayed close enough to whsiper, lead you to the bed inviting you to sit on his lap. eagerly, you throw your legs around him without a thought. your lips return to his in an instant, this time even messier as your teeth clashed with his. yunho pulled you higher up on his lap so that your clothed core came into contact with his raging hard-on. you gasped at the contact, allowing him to slip his tongue into your mouth.
yunho pulled away to catch his breath making you whine at the loss of his lips. he immediately shut you up by leaving soft kisses all over your neck and dangerously venturing toward your chest. soft gasps quickly turned to moans once those sweet kisses turned to love bites. one of your hands finds its way to yunho's hair, pulling every time he added another hickey. subconsciously, your hips began to rock against his.
a tut comes out of yunho's mouth as he stops his attacks on your neck, "patience sugar."
a pout forms on your lips as you beg with your eyes for the cowboy to do something about the ache in your lower half. "please,"
"you gotta use your words, doll." yunho teases as he matches your pout.
warmth begins to spread throughout your face, "please, let me ride you."
"there's my good girl," he praises a smile replacing the pout on your face.
his hands went to work at his belt, swiftly removing the chunky leather along with his pants as well while you unzipped your dress and drawls underneath. once you were fully unclothed, you shyly looked at yunho for guidance who was already waiting on the bed, a hand lazily pumping at his cock.
"come 'ere sugar," he motions at you with his free hand.
obediently, you climbed onto the bed, both legs swinging over each side as your hands shyly press against his lower stomach. yunho watches you intently as you glide your slick cunt over his aching cock before finally sinking down on him. once you've fully taken him in, your big doe eyes look down at yunho for help.
"you can move sweeheart." he encourages you. god you were going to be the death of him. how could such a pretty thing like you be so clueless? it made yunho want to ruin you more.
you nodded your head as the pain in your lower half turned into sweet pleasure. giving an experimental roll of your hips, you watch as yunho's bites down on his lip harder and mumbles a quiet "fuck".
"just like that sugar," yunho praises, his hands snaking around your waist to help him ground himself.
with yunho's praise, you fell into a steady rhythm of rocking your hips back and worth. whimpers left your mouth as you felt the knot in your stomach begin to tighten.
yunho could feel your pussy clench around his dick as you neared your high. he was close well but he needed more to be able to come. the cowboy was patient enough to let you figure out a rhythm but now he needed to cum. the hands on your waist still you for a moment as he guides your hips in a up and down motion. this new pace had you seeing stars as the repeated motion of yunho's big dick breached your walls every second.
"fuck yunho," you moan, "feels so good."
yunho smirks at your fucked out state, "does it baby?"
you hum in response, not even being able to form a single word. god, he was fucking you so good.
the cowboy started to bounce you harder on his dick as he bucked his own hips to meet yours. your moans spurred him on as he chased his high. lord, you were addicting. he could listen to your pretty sounds all day long.
"yunho, i'm-fuck, so cclose!" you whimper out with your eyes shut.
"wait for me sugar," yunho grunts slamming his hips even harder as his hands gripped your waist so tightly that there was sure to be a mark tommorow.
a whimper leaves your lips, warning yunho that you may not be able to hold off your orgasm. "you can be a good girl, can't you?" he groans in between thrusts.
"yes-fuck," you cry out, nails scratching at his toned chest.
"i'm close sugar, aalmost," yunho groans, his fingers pressing even harder onto your hips as he continued to slam his hips into yours.
"fuck!" you groan as you feel the knot in your stomach unravel as yunho finishes. his hips stutters as he empties his load into your cunt.
yunho watches as the cums leaks out from you and onto his lower stomach and he couldn't help but buck his hips one more time. a whine leaves your lips as your pussy aches from the overstimulation. "sorry sugar, you're just too tempting."
you collapse onto yunho's chest, arms tired from holding yourself up for so long. his body felt warm as yunho's arms wrap around you, encasing him in his embrace.
"good job sugar," yunho praises once more, pressing a soft kiss to the crown of your head. "i think ya just need one more lesson from me doll. what'd ya think?"
HEY GUYS HAVE YOU HEARD????
CUE THE CONFETTI its my bday!
. .𝗐𝗁𝗂𝗆𝗌𝗂𝖼𝖺𝗅 𝗁𝑒𝖺𝗋𝗍. 승. 열정. .
. .右. 𝖿𝗋𝖺𝗀ꪱ𝗅𝖾 ♡ 𝗆𝖾𝗌𝗌𝖺𝗅ꪱ𝗇𝖾. .
I've decided to post him Kallamar Snail
"I Feel..."
"Like I need you beside me. That if I go one more day without you I'll fall into this bleak pit and never return. Sometimes it feels as though I'm already there. I feel like I never know happiness without you. That without you love would cease to exist. That I would cease to exist... I think I need you.... But I don't. I don't think I want you or need you. I have myself and that's all I need. I can find beauty and love and happiness Without looking to you. I can find peace and kindness in others without already having yours. I can reach to the ends of the earth with just my two arms. I can embrace the world and all its inhabitants by myself. I can fall in love with the unlovable and the unbelievable. I can do all this and more because I don't need you... But then again, It would be nice to share all this with You. That would be splendid, don't you think?"
shiiittt
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