Diaper Training - Tumblr Posts

Yoooo just got my first transphobic messages, let's fucking goooo! Sadly nothing creative, but it is nice to know new people are seeing my blog and the bigots are upset by it. Means somethings working out.

Anyways time for changies and to get blasted. This day honestly was amazing for some reason, but hey I'll take it lol.

I think it's funny how some of my kinks directly prevent each other from being fulfilled lol.

I wanna be forced into diapers, told I'm too little to do things, made to fail potty training over and over. The issue being the very moment I receive praise I would no longer be able to be forced to do those things, as I would definitely immediately just willingly submit to those rules. DARN YOU PRAISE KINK! THEY CANT FORCE ME TO DO SOMETHING IF I AM ALREADY ENTHUSIASTICALLY AGREEING BEFORE THEY EVEN FINISH TALKING!

For firstly. Lobe your blog. And Secondly. Stop Drop and Potty.

Thank you very much 😊 I like hearing that.

Im never gonna get over how squishy these megamaxes get after a while, thank you for the reminder. I seem to be wetting much more easily now, which I expected, so flooding is becoming less common, but these reminders always help, especially when people are around 🫣

Im bored, time to spice this up a bit I think. I may or may not make this a monthly thing, depending on my mood and how this plays out lol, but imma stick to it or a minimum of this month at least. I feel like imma regret this lol.

Please be nice 🥺

My tummy feels icky agian today 😣

Im just glad I brought my diaper bag just in case

diaper check!

and then, stop drop and potty afterwards

I put on a pulley after my shower cuz I was feeling big, and it's still dry😊

Umm, was dry, but it's only a little wet I promise 🥺 I don wanna put on my nini padding yet.

Guess who somehow managed to leak at work even though they litterally only drank one coke and a small water alllll day.

I'm just happy it was only a little and didn't show up on my actual pants.

I finally had enough courage to change at work, well, I was scared enough too. Leaking that one time honestly made me have a lot less trust that just an m4 can get me through a workday, so when I checked my padding at lunch I decided I'd rather risk changing than risk leaking. Ngl, I was terrified, but I did feel better once I knew for sure I wasn't gonna leak. Now I just need to practice quick standing changes rather than just quick laying ones.

I'm proud of myself 😁

Now this is the kind of thinking I come to tumbler for

I think it's funny how some of my kinks directly prevent each other from being fulfilled lol.

I wanna be forced into diapers, told I'm too little to do things, made to fail potty training over and over. The issue being the very moment I receive praise I would no longer be able to be forced to do those things, as I would definitely immediately just willingly submit to those rules. DARN YOU PRAISE KINK! THEY CANT FORCE ME TO DO SOMETHING IF I AM ALREADY ENTHUSIASTICALLY AGREEING BEFORE THEY EVEN FINISH TALKING!

Stop drop pushies

Why'd ya have to wait till I just got changed 😭 I'm not even wet yetttttt

Thank you anyways tho, I was kinda breaking the rules a little by not making pushies when I first needed to and trying to wait till my next change, so thanks for reminding me why that's a bad idea

This has been the longest I've been padded in a row by far, and while most of what's happened I've expected to occur, a few things I never really noticed before are starting to happen which I think are interesting so I wanted to share.

Firstly, it seems I may have started leaking slightly between changes if I take too long, it's never much, and hasn't been an issue, but I might need to start actually trying to speed up my changes if this becomes more prominent over time.

Secondly, while it was already easier to use my padding when little, it's amazing how much my bladders behavior changes based on my mindset now. When I feel big I very much still have to pause and think about wetting or messing, but whenever I'm really little I sometimes don't even seem to notice wetting. I've started using timers to remind me to check and change myself a little before it's typically needed just in case and to help take my mind off of when I use my padding even more. I still have to think about it at least a little the vast majority of the time, but I'm still excited lol

Thirdly, it's interesting how much it seems bedwetting affects how my bladder behaves. On days I wake up wet, I seem to be able to use my padding much more freely and easily, but on days I have stayed dry overnight I've noticed I definitely have to pay a little more attention to avoid accidentally flooding, especially in the mornings.

None of these things are that interesting, but to me are very exciting

Changing in public is still scary, but I do see why people say the embarrassment around simply wearing in public goes away after a while of wearing 24/7. My m4s feel like the norm in public now, and this routine honestly is starting to feel like habit. I still think about the potty sometimes, and sometimes I don't feel like changing when I should, but overall I've basically integrated being 24/7 into my life almost fully now.

Now the only things I need to figure out are how to stay at friends houses and what I should do if I need to go to a doctor.

I was litterally planning on buying more mega maxes today because I was starting to run low and it was my day off, and I come home to find a package on my porch, turns out I subscribed to auto ship for them sometime around three weeks ago while I was super high and little and forgot lol.

Guys I promise I don't need them I just have them on auto buy, leak sometimes when I wear an m4 instead, and haven't been dry by the time I've gotten up for the day in about two weeks.

I love waking up super little on my day off, endless cuddles and comfort are a wonderful way to start the day.

Now I just need motivated to get up and change, but I'm just so comfortable and warm and cozy I don't wanna get upppppp. Lol

Stop, drop and pushies!

Well my plans of waiting to mess till I escape markarth's jail right before I shower are no more, I guess I should hurry up 😣. Thank you for the ask, you caught me at a good time cuz I was kinda cheating a little lol.

So much for being big after work🫣

It's so difficult to feel big sometimes ☹️ I keep trying to cuz I need to focus on work while I'm here, but it's really really hard rn. It definitely doesn't help that every few minutes I get reminded that I'm padded lol.

almost every time I buy something from Northshore they give me booster for my padding, I have no clue how good they are but I definitely should make time to try them out eventually. I have two now, now I just need to come up with a reason to use them, megas already last sooooo long.

I'm thinking of doing another hold on the 15th to see how good I can do still. I plan to turn these holds into a bimonthly challenge to help better map any real changes to my control over time.

I honestly don't expect much to change except that I cant hold it as long, but this will fulfill my desire for desperation that pops up every few weeks in a way that still plays into tracking my unpotty training, so regardless it's still a decent plan lol.

Uhh...noooooooo...... Mine are tyedye 🫣

Gotta say, movie nights are significantly better while padded. Getting to watch like three episodes at once with my snacks without ever having to get up from being cozy is a very good improvement. Also, Dexter is a pretty good show, I'm probably gonna finish at least the main series.