Bladder Desperation - Tumblr Posts

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Here's my hold timer, this is how long it took until I had an accident, I didn't manage to stop the timer right away, so subtract a minute or two, but this is pretty close.

Now I know this looks bad compared to my previous goal, but I promise it's only cuz I drank more water this time around.

These pulleys are surprisingly absorbent in perfect conditions, can easily hold a real accident, struggles slightly to hold a full bladder. Sitting didn't cause a leak immediately, but basically any further wetting would've. These basically work perfectly as "just in case" undies, for any times I have permission to potty.

Now to put them away agian, I gotta have my room for the more useful stuff back agian lol

I'm thinking of doing another hold on the 15th to see how good I can do still. I plan to turn these holds into a bimonthly challenge to help better map any real changes to my control over time.

I honestly don't expect much to change except that I cant hold it as long, but this will fulfill my desire for desperation that pops up every few weeks in a way that still plays into tracking my unpotty training, so regardless it's still a decent plan lol.

I did my hold eventually and umm

I promise its only cuz I drank so much and was having weak bladder day, I can definitely do better next time.

Fuck, the idea of cupping someone's crotch in my palm when they have to pee to help them hold it drives me wild. I definitely wouldn't press the heel of my palm into their hard bladder or prod at their urethral opening teasingly. Definitely not. I'm "helping", after all.

I neeeedddd someone to control my bladder right now

The bathroom at work is all messed up, so I guess I’m doing an involuntary hold today qwq

Fuckk I almost pissed just pouring water

God dammit I have to piss so bad.. I’m not having an accident in this fucking car!!

Finally release qwq…

I guess I’m unintentionally doing a hold again >.<

Very tempted to do a hold that results in an accident when I’m home from vacation 👀👀

Fuckkk I have to piss but we can’t stop for another 45 minutes >.<

OMG I COULDNT HOLD IT!!

I made my friend pull over, and I ran to go piss in the bushes… >.< omfg.. That was so embarrassing..!!!

I’m gonna do a hold :3

I just got home and I’m already desperate to pee >.<

I’m gonna keep holding!!

Finished drinking a large cup of water, and now my need to pee has gone from a 4.5 to a 6..!

Fuuuuuuck I really need to pee >.<

I’m gonna drink another glass of water

I don’t know how much longer I can hold it..

I pushed down on my bladder and had an accident immediately qwq

Every single day I come home from work, I almost wet my pants.. QwQ maybe it’s a sign that I need to start wearing pullups/ diapers