Guess Who Somehow Managed To Leak At Work Even Though They Litterally Only Drank One Coke And A Small

Guess who somehow managed to leak at work even though they litterally only drank one coke and a small water alllll day.

I'm just happy it was only a little and didn't show up on my actual pants.

I was litterally planning on buying more mega maxes today because I was starting to run low and it was my day off, and I come home to find a package on my porch, turns out I subscribed to auto ship for them sometime around three weeks ago while I was super high and little and forgot lol.

Guys I promise I don't need them I just have them on auto buy, leak sometimes when I wear an m4 instead, and haven't been dry by the time I've gotten up for the day in about two weeks.

So, uh, scrolling Tumblr hits different when you're wearing a diaper and onesie and sucking a paci, huh?

To all the other pre transition trans peeps out there, do you guys ever get the feeling that you are "running out of time" to transition?

I've been getting increasingly upset at the idea I might not ever see the young version of the me that I want to be. Do any of you have any tips as to how deal with feelings like that? I've improved so many things in my life lately, and I'm much happier, but I just cant shake the thought that for some reason time is running out, even though I have basically no reason to feel like that

This has been the longest I've been padded in a row by far, and while most of what's happened I've expected to occur, a few things I never really noticed before are starting to happen which I think are interesting so I wanted to share.

Firstly, it seems I may have started leaking slightly between changes if I take too long, it's never much, and hasn't been an issue, but I might need to start actually trying to speed up my changes if this becomes more prominent over time.

Secondly, while it was already easier to use my padding when little, it's amazing how much my bladders behavior changes based on my mindset now. When I feel big I very much still have to pause and think about wetting or messing, but whenever I'm really little I sometimes don't even seem to notice wetting. I've started using timers to remind me to check and change myself a little before it's typically needed just in case and to help take my mind off of when I use my padding even more. I still have to think about it at least a little the vast majority of the time, but I'm still excited lol

Thirdly, it's interesting how much it seems bedwetting affects how my bladder behaves. On days I wake up wet, I seem to be able to use my padding much more freely and easily, but on days I have stayed dry overnight I've noticed I definitely have to pay a little more attention to avoid accidentally flooding, especially in the mornings.

None of these things are that interesting, but to me are very exciting

Yaaaay, I got off work for my birthday 🥳 19 sounds way too old, but I'm gonna say that every year until I'm dead so I'll get used to it lol. this summer really flew by much more quickly than previous ones, I guess I'm finally having fun.

The 17th of August is my birthday btw, such a random and boring day, but there's always been beauty in simple casual days.