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Find Rest for Your Soul
Y/n is found unconscious by Hoseok and rescue owner, Sejin. Y/n is a mysterious Omega with no real memories and is trying to understand the warnings in her head. What or who is after her?
Alpha, Beta, Omega x F. Reader
Pairing: OT7 X F.Reader
Rating: M+
Trigger warning : none
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Hoseok found her in the living room. It was early in the morning when the sun was still rising, a small sliver of it was peeking through the curtains. The omega was sitting on the floor with her back against the front of the couch, staring out at the coffee table. He approached her slowly, not wanting to startle her with any sudden noises, but the floor creaked quietly under his feet. The sound must have reached her ears because her head tilted as if trying to listen more closely. âGood morning.â He whispered the greeting.
The omega didnât respond verbally but she turned to look at him with unfocused eyes. It looked like she was looking at something in front of him, or maybe through him - perhaps it was words of the books that she loved so much just floating around. Her breathing remained steady as if there was no change in her current state of mind.
âAre you okay?â He asked, unsure if she would snap back to him - to reality. He moved closer, still slow as he remembered that she did not always come back in the best state of mind, sometimes thrashing about. As he watched for any micro movements from her, he moved inch by inch until he was at arms length from her. âWould it be okay to sit with you?â He questioned but received no answer, not that he was expecting one. She was definitely too far gone in her head, and so he used the quiet moments to observe her.
The difference in her appearance from when he first saw her was astounding. The bruises that once decorated her small wrists had faded away. Namjoon had decided to remove the bracelet and kept it hidden for now until they could figure out if it was a tracking device or just a health monitor. Though he was sure if it was a tracker someone would have shown up by now. Her skin looked healthier, soft to the touch, and clean. Jimin had really helped with her hair, getting rid of all the knots and maintaining it well, even after the stitches were removed. He finally focused on her face. Her face was less sunken since putting on a little bit of much needed weight. The dark rings around her eyes were still there but significantly less. There was a sort of beauty that she carried even in her current health, he wondered just how lovely she would look once she was fully recovered.
Hoseok knew she had a hard time sleeping most nights, he could hear her pacing her room. He often wanted to go in and check on her, offer her some company but he also didnât want to overstep any boundaries. The alpha knew that Yoongi wasnât the biggest fan of the omega, but it was clear to see the quiet alpha was trying. The pack appreciated it and in return everyone has a certain time limit with the omega. Most of the time she was with Namjoon or Jimin and then it was decided the Jungkook was the omega that would spend the most time with her and help her adjust back into a pack setting.
Hoseok knew she wasnât part of their pack, but she felt right with them. He felt like she was meant to be with them. He was a firm believer that everything happens for a reason. He just didnât know what the reason was.
âI remember the darkness, it was always dark, except when they came in. The light would trickle through the door - a tease to something we couldnât have. It wasnât real, the light - it wasnât the sun. I preferred the darkness because every time I saw that light I knew something terrible would happen.â Her voice was just below a whisper, more like she was talking to herself instead of him.
For a moment he thought she was quoting a book, but it wasnât the same. She always had a certain look upon her face when she quoted, but this was different. He leaned a little closer, interested in the words that she was providing.
âWhat terrible things happened?â It was a risk to ask such a question knowing that every time someone tried to ask her about her memories, she would spiral into the nonsense of her mind. At first she didnât say anything, instead her fingers twitched right before she slid her hand from her lap to her knees. Hoseok watched as she tried to clear the fog in her mind, her eyes would focus and unfocus at her fingers. He was patient and willing to wait, maybe she wouldnât say anything else or maybe she would.
âIt was crowded at times, others not so much. There was no real organization among us, just lumped together like sheep.â Her scent started to turn sour and thick, the mood felt heavy like a rain cloud, dark and filled with despair.
The tears welled on her lash line and spilled over quickly. The alpha in him reacted before his mind could, he reached out and wiped the tears away, guiding her to look at him. âOh, little omega, I wish I could help you more.â He whispered to her as she looked through him as he let his hand drop.
âProtect the littles. Thatâs the best we can do. Thatâs what they always say. Iâm scared. Iâm so scared. I can only protect them for so long.â
The alpha in him cringed at her sadness and won over his mind wanting to make it better. He reached out for her, pulling her toward him into a hug. Her body shifted willingly with him, settling on his lap, knees of each side of his hips and he wrapped his arms around her center. He tucked his face into her shoulder, rubbing his nose gently against her shirt. He poured his calming scent around them, hoping it would ease some of her pain.
She hugged him back, her arms holding his head gently to her body, her fingers carding through his soft locks of hair. Her bottom lip quivered as her chest began to ache. Her whole body started to tremble as she tried to hold back the sobs that wanted to escape her throat. She suddenly wasnât close enough, she hugged him tighter as the first sob cracked out. âIâm sorry!â She cried loudly. âWe couldnât protect you Alpha!â
Hoseok stiffened in her embrace, the sorrow that poured from her was breaking his heart and he gripped her tighter. It was suffocating, a sadness he hadnât felt in such a long time. He could feel it absorbing into his skin, twisting his own emotions to match hers. It was too much but he couldnât bear to know she carried this all alone.
âI tried. I promise, I tried. Iâm so sorry. Please, pleaseâŠâ The pleas that fell from her mouth were desperate and aching.
The sound of her cries had alerted the others in the house. The pounding of several pairs of feet coming down the stairs could be heard. Namjoon and Yoongi were the first to arrive, each sliding on their feet in the arched doorway. Hoseok could sense the other two alphas standing there and peeked over her shoulder at them. He shook his head, letting them know to not approach them.
Her cries and whimpers carried on as she begged for a forgiveness to something that Hoseok only expected was the start of her losing her mind. âIâm sorry Alpha, please forgive me.â Her voice was losing its volume as she crumbled into him, her face ducked into his neck as she sobbed heavily, her tears dripping onto his skin.
âShh, itâs okay. We have you now, you hear me?â He asked gently as he rubbed her back slowly.
âHey, can you hear me?â
The words ran in circles around her head, her cries stopping immediately but her body jumped with small hiccups of sadness. This wasnât her alpha, her alpha was gone. Gone, gone, gone. She let go of the body she was holding and sat back to look at the face that belonged to it. Her eyes focused slowly as she watched him study her.
Hoseok called her name gently as he cupped her face in his hands, wiping the tears that stained her cheeks. âAre you back with me?â His eyes flickered back and forth between her eyes, searching for her in the depths of her irises.
She reached her hand up to place over one of his. âIâm back, Iâm sorry.â
âNonsense, donât be sorry. Iâm here for you,â He looked past her shoulder which caused her to look back as well. The entire pack was there watching them. âwe are all here for you.â
*******
It was hard to get her to eat breakfast that morning. Her eyes would cloud over and get lost in her thoughts. Jimin stayed with her at the table while holding her hand and trying to
encourage her to eat, pressing small pieces of fruit to her lips, praising her gently each time she did take a piece into her mouth.
Everyone else tried to go about their business while Namjoon and Hoseok spoke about what had happened. Yoongi had pushed the others out of the room, pressing a kiss to Taehyungâs lips and the omega pouted.
Namjoon and Hoseok decided that since new memories seemed to have arrived and gone mostly well with Hoseok near her that he would spend most of the day with her, much to Jiminâs disappointment. They also figured that maybe it would be best to not try and snap her back to reality, unless things got bad.
Nothing had seemed to come to her mind since that morning, at least nothing that she voiced to Hoseok. Instead she just reached out her hand to hold his, especially as her mind started to wander, as if she needed him to anchor her so she wouldnât float too far away. Hoseok watched her closer than he ever watched her before, if there was even a micro movement from her, he caught it.
At the current moment they were sitting on the back porch where she normally made flower crowns, she was humming a tune - nothing that Hoseok recognized. It was sad and slow, filled with dread and despair as she pulled her arms to wrap around her middle and curled into a small ball. The sight alone made Hoseok upset, he wanted to cheer her up but knew he needed to let her feel her feelings today and hopefully they would learn more about her. The waiting was torcher to him and her scent filled with agony was more so.
She turned her attention to him and looked him over with sad eyes. â...if youâve been up all night and cried till you have no more tears left in you - you will know that there comes in the end a sort of quietness. You feel as if nothing is ever going to happen again.â
There it was again, that particular look she got when she was quoting a book. Hoseok gave a sad smile and offered his hand again for the hundredth time today. He watched her look at the hand before grabbing it gently and letting him pull her closer. Slowly he moved her wrist to his nose, he placed a soft but quick kiss to the skin there before his alpha side decided to scent her, his nose skimming the skin lightly as he pulled her closer.
Her eyes widened as she snapped back to reality, the fogginess of Narnia and the Pevensie siblings faded from her mind. Instead there was a warmth that filled her, something she had missed for so long. She couldnât help the happy little chirp that passed her lips.
Hoseok froze, eyes snapping open - realizing what he did and dropped her hand immediately. She wasnât his to scent, to mark - to do anything with. Just as he was about to apologize, she whined instead.
âAlpha, Iâm so sorry.â She scooted back from him, head dropped to look at the ground - her seconds of happiness banished to the far depths of her mind.
That wasnât what he wanted to happen. The alpha moved closer, refraining from touching her. âWhy are you sorry? I should be apologizing to you. I shouldnât have done that. Youâre not mine to claim.â
She shook her head and moved back more. His words, while true, still stung her heart and she felt it tighten up, preparing for a new crack to form. âDo- do you not want me?â
Hoseok could feel his own heart crack. âOh, Sunflower, how could I not want you to be mine?â He questioned and she paused, her head tilting a little to look up at him with her doe eyes. âItâs just wrong of me to do that without asking, you are not a part of our pack. You might have your own pack-â
âSunflower?â She tested the nickname on her tongue, loving it immediately. So much in fact she stopped listening to him as soon as the syllables passed his lips.
Hoseok however panicked. âSorry, it slipped. If you hate it-â
She smiled at him, shining brighter than she did in days. âI love it.â She whispered and moved closer to him this time, reaching out for his hands. They stayed silent for a moment as she looked over his hands in hers. She traced the love line in his palm and dragged her fingertips over his long fingers before her smile slipped away slowly. The omega looked up at him with utter seriousness. âHoseokâŠâ She bit her lip, gathering the courage to say the next words out loud. âI donât have a pack anymore. Alpha is -â her bottom lip wobbled with emotion. She didnât want to say it, she didnât want it to be real. If she kept it to herself, then she could pretend and things could be a little better.
Lies. Lies. Lies. âAlpha is - isâŠ. Heâs dead!â She finally spat out before she clamped her eyes shut tightly, her hands dropped his and fell at her sides curled into fists. It felt like hours passed, her heart pounding so furiously in her chest that she could hear it in her ears.
âIâm sorry about your alpha.â Hoseok spoke as his hand touched her clenched fist. He watched her eyes crack open and she looked at him, truly looked at him.
âWe tried to protect him.â
âI bet you did. I can tell. You loved your alpha.â
âWith my whole heart.â She whispered.
âIâm sorry Sunflower.â He whispered back as he pulled her into a hug. Her body curled into his, he could feel the weight that she carried and held it for her.
****
Hoseok wasnât sure how long they stayed out on the porch, but she sat in his lap and looked out at the fields behind the house while she kept her back pressed to his chest. He ran his fingers across her skin, healing touches as he poured his comforting scent around them. By the time Namjoon came to check on them, she was sleepily nuzzling under his chin and whining about not wanting to go inside.
Hoseok chuckled and carried her into the house, bringing her straight to his room to wash up before food. He sat her on the counter of his sink and grabbed a washcloth, wetting it and wiping it slowly over her face and neck. He chuckled as she whined and grumbled at him. âWould you like to get changed?â He asked her as he moved to run the washcloth over her hands. This was the most he has ever seen her act like a true omega and couldnât help the smile that appeared on his face as he looked at her.
âMmmâkay.â She nodded her head.
âWhat do you want me to grab for you?â He asked, brushing a strand of her hair behind her ear with one hand while he threw the washcloth into the sink basin.
The omega gripped the front of his shirt and didnât let him step away. âCan I borrow your hoodie? The blue colorful one that is really soft.â Her cheeks were flushed as she rolled the fabric of his shirt between her fingers.
âYou want to wear my clothes?â His heart rate jumped with excitement.
âIs that okay?â She whispered.
âAbsolutely, hold on.â He left her for just a moment and went to his closest to locate the requested article of clothing. The pullover was soft in his hands and he brought it to his face to scent slightly for her. He returned to the bathroom, she was no longer sitting on the counter, her shirt off but bra still on staring at her own reflection. He stood in the doorway for a moment and watched her touch her cheeks before moving down to her collar bones. There was disgust and loathing in her eyes. She twisted her body left and right, looking over the person who stared at her in the mirror. He knocked on the door and she spun quickly on her heel to look at him.
The omega looked at the hoodie he held out to her and she took it quickly, slipping it over her head. She closed her eyes in slight bliss as the softness of the fabric wrapped around her. After a brief moment she opened her eyes and stared at the male before her. He looked concerned and she sighed before gazing back at the mirror. The words popped up around her head and her mouth began to move. âI canât remember what itâs like to face a mirror, And not hate the person staring back at me.â
The male blinked at her. âA quote?â He wasnât sure, he watched her eyes dance around as if she was reading words but the way she said it was also as if she was telling him how she felt.
âYes, but also the truth.â She stepped closer to him, wrapping her arms around him. âI donât know her, she doesnât look right. Sheâs similar - but sheâs not me.â
****
Namjoon wasnât exactly pleased with Hoseok, he could smell him all over the omega. Scenting her wasnât part of the plan at all. Though he couldnât say the results were terrible. The omega seemed happy, hovering in the doorway of omega space. He looked her over as she sat at the table, waiting for the food to be served.
âSheâs sad.â Hoseok stated, whispering low enough that she couldn't hear. âHer alpha is dead. She knows she no longer has a pack.â
Namjoon frowned and looked over to the other alpha. âWe figured as much, but now at least it is confirmed.â He continued to put food on the plate for the omega as Hoseok grabbed a glass to pour her some juice.
âShe asked me if I didnât want her.â
Namjoonâs head whipped toward Hoseok. âHow did that-â
âI accidentally scented her, lost in trying to comfort her and I apologized for it. She looked so broken down after I apologized and she just asked. I couldnât tell her no, because that would be a lie in itself.â Hoseok looked up from the kitchen counter to catch her just turning her head to look back at them. He couldnât help but return the smile that was on her face. âSheâs lonely, Joon. I wonder if she became pack, officially, if it would help with her healing process.â
âWe need to tread carefully with that subject. Itâs a serious conversation to have with the entire pack.â Namjoon looked up at her as well, catching her attention and smiling back at her as well. âAnd what if itâs something she doesnât want?â
Hoseok looked at her, studying the way she looked so small in his hoodie - but it felt right. âShe can make up her own mind on that when we address the topic and whatever she decides we all need to be okay with.â He grabbed the glass from the counter and walked away from Namjoon and toward the table. âHereâs your juice, Sunflower.â
Namjoon could see the connection between Hoseok and her. It warmed his heart but he hoped this was the right thing - he would hate for anyone to end up heart broken. He followed in Hoseokâs steps, bringing her plate to her. âI hope youâre hungry Darlin. Jin made this especially for you.â
She smiled at him and accepted the plate from his hands. âI bet itâs delicious.â
****
I sat at the table with the two alphas. The food was delicious like I knew it would be. I couldnât help the way I was drawn to Hoseok today, in fact I was already feeling a sadness over me because he was sitting too far away. I reached out with my hand for his and was happy when I felt him take my hand in his. I didnât care to listen to what the two of them were talking about. I was content with this. I missed the feeling that Hoseok was providing. Maybe I was being selfish but I craved this so much.
As I finished my meal, the doctor took my plate and cleared the table. Hoseok offered to bring me to my room but I wasnât ready to go yet. âCan we wait for Namjoon?â I asked quietly.
âHoseok smiled at me. âYou want him to join us, Sunflower?â
The nickname warms my entire body, starting from my chest and spreading all the way down to my toes and fingertips. âYes, if he wishes to join us that is.â
âWhy donât you go and ask him?â
I nodded my head and let his hand slip from mine as I walked toward the kitchen to where the good doctor was cleaning up the dishes. I stood in the doorway just watching him for a moment as I thought about him and how he has helped me so much. I know he wants me to remember âThe Beforeâ but Iâve tried and anytime I do I get scared. Sometimes I push through but then I get lost in the darkness. Hoseok is a good light, he gives me a path to follow to return safely.
I want to be close to everyone, and I know I have my own little habits with them all, a piece of me is comfortable with them all to a certain extent. Like a routine ingrained in my brain I know I have certain things I can do with them, holding Hoseokâs hands, making pretty flower crowns with Jungkook, cuddling with Jimin and touching Namjoonâs hands and face. I think I feel the most drawn to Hoseok, Jimin and Namjoon, they were the first ones I met. Iâm most guarded with Yoongi, but not in a bad way - I donât want to push him and make him uncomfortable. I limit myself for his own comfort.
â...darlin?â Namjoonâs voice breaks me from my thoughts.
I notice that he is no longer in front of the sink but now in front of me, hand reaching out to touch my arm but as I look down at his hand he drops it away. âSorry, I was lost in thoughts.â
âAnything good?â Namjoon asked, I know he wasnât expecting a real answer, most of the time they donât. I can feel it anytime they ever ask me.
âI think so, it was about all of you.â
That caught his attention. âOh, do you wish to share or keep those to yourself?â
I thought about it for a moment. âI could share. Itâs nothing bad.â
âYou donât have to, ignore my curiosity.â
âI was thinking about the different levels of comfort I have with you all.â I could see a frown starting on his face. âNot in a bad way, For example,â I stepped closer to him and raised my hands to cup his face in my hands, I tapped my fingers gently on the skin of his cheeks. âThis isnât something I wouldnât feel comfortable doing with Yoongi. My comfort with him isnât touchingâŠâ I let my mind collect thoughts as I trailed my hands down the front of Namjoonâs chest. âItâs more of a verbal comfort with him. I feel at ease with his words because I know heâs speaking the truth when he talks to me.â
Namjoon grabs my wrists with his hands gently, stopping my wandering hands. âIs that so?â
âItâs true.â
âThen do tell, what about Jimin?â
I was startled. âJimin?â I looked away from Namjoonâs eyes, he had a knowing look that I couldnât stare at anymore.
âYes, Jimin.â
âI feel the most with Jimin. Close and safe.â I blushed and hid my face in Namjoonâs chest. âNot to say I donât feel safe with everyone else but with JiminâŠâ I trailed off as my heart rate increased thinking about the other Alpha.
Namjoon chuckled gently. âAnd what about Hoseok?â
A whimper fell from my mouth. âI-IâŠâ
âItâs okay Darlinâ. Youâre getting to know all of us. Iâm glad you feel safe with us because we will all protect you. Bonds are just sometimes stronger than others, itâs okay - that happens.â He let go of my wrist and suddenly fingers were under my chin guiding me to look back at him again. âDonât be embarrassed.â
I nodded my head and lost my thoughts again. âOh!â I breathed as soon as I remembered what I was supposed to be doing. âWould you like to join Hoseok and I?â
âWhat will you two be doing?â He asked as he released my face.
âI was going to sit with him on the back porch, he said he was going to listen to some music.â
Namjoon looked down at me with raised brows and a grin curled on his mouth. âDarlinâ, that sounds wonderful. Are you sure you want me to join you both? I feel like Hoseok and you had such a good day together. I don't want to intrude.â
âIt was my idea.â I whispered.
âThen I would love to join you both.â He slipped his hand into mine and led me back to Hoseok, who was waiting in the archway of the dining room for us.
Hoseok smiled brightly at us. âReady to relax and watch the stars?â
*****
The temperature had dropped a little bit, but I didn't mind much. Not when the two alphas offered their warmth. I was sitting in Namjoon's lap this time, my back against his chest as I leaned into him. The alpha was hesitant about it, but I insisted that it wasn't too much for me. Hoseokâs head was resting in my lap and I looked down at him as my fingers played with his hair.
The music was playing softly, instrumental and soothing. Namjoon thought it might help me stay relaxed while I let my mind wander.
The look on his face said it all. I was to stay put. I hated it. So very much that I stomped my foot in defiance as I stared at him.
âPup, I don't have time for this.â He grumbled.
âNot a pup anymore.â I argued.
He took two steps forward and closed the distance between us. âYouâll always be a pup to me. Now be good. Listen. Stay. Protect the little ones. Iâll be back from the hunt soon.â He leaned down and pressed a kiss to my lips.
I returned it and grabbed onto him, hoping that he wouldn't leave. The kiss however broke and he wiggled from my hold as he went to the beta, kissing them deeply.
âLove you, keep watch.â Alpha looked back at me and smiled before stepping out.
The memory was short and sweet but it was enough to have tears rolling down my face and onto Hoseokâs cheek. I felt my bottom lip tremble with emotion and I tried to stop it by biting into my lip.
âItâs okay Darlinâ, let it out. We got you.â Namjoonâs voice whispered in my ear, his breath tickling the skin there. I felt his arms tighten around my waist and I sank deeper into his hold. I tilted my head to tuck into his neck.
Hoseok was moving as well, off my lap and sitting close, grabbing my hands into his. âTalk to me, Sunflower.â
I sucked in a shaky breath and tried not to whine. âI-it was justâŠâ I let out a small sob. â- just a memory.â My fingers tightened my hold on Hoseokâs hand, afraid that he would let go.
âEasy Omega, Iâm not going anywhere.â Hoseok stated as he squeezed my hands twice. I relaxed my hands a little, loosening my grip on him. It didnât seem like he wanted to leave me but neither did my Alpha and look what happened to him.
âDo you want to talk about it?â Namjoon asked, mumbling softly in my hair.
âNo!â My mind was screaming. I didnât want to think about it. I didnât want to remember it. I wanted to pretend and pretend. âIt was about my Alpha.â I took my time, thinking of my words carefully. The sound of the music started to relax me again.
Hoseok lifted my hands to his face, nuzzling them with his nose before pressing gentle kisses to both of them. âItâs okay. You donât have to force yourself.â
I almost sobbed from the comment alone. He could read me so easily. As much as I didnât want to talk about it, or remember it - I knew I needed to. Maybe deep down I really just wanted to but I was scared. âHe was going on a hunt - I was mad at him because he was making me stay home. Protect the little ones - it was what he told us to do.â
âWhy were you mad that you had to stay home?â Namjoon asked.
âI was usually allowed to go with him and the others - not to hunt but just to be nearby. The energy everyone had after a hunt was always so exciting. I loved being with them when they celebrated - but for some reason Alpha told me I had to stay behind.â I looked at the stars while talking, I didnât want to see their reactions. âIâm pretty sure that was the last time I saw Alpha during âThe Beforeâ.â
I could feel both of them tense at my words. âI donât have good feelings about it. I think, and maybe Iâm still missing memories, the next time I saw Alpha was when they dragged him from the other cell.â
âThe other cell?â Hoseok questioned.
It was weird, I didnât recall the cells before now. I brought it up like a known fact and it was startling. I could see it clearly now. Whenever the door opened, the light would flood in and the room was divided by two cells. Almost like a holding cell you would see in a movie for a jail. âThere were two cells. They separated us. Why? Itâs not like it would matter if we were togetherâŠâ I could feel my mind wandering again. It didnât make sense. They had the others first, they were all in the one cell together and then when we arrived we were put in the other cell. I frowned. âHow did I get there?â
***
The two alphas looked at each other and then the Omega in front of them. She was in her own thoughts again, but she was still talking out loud. Every few moments a new question would pass her lips and they hoped for answers along with them, but of course no answers were concluded. Except for one. âI woke up already there.â
Then she was quiet. Staring at the stars while silent tears rolled down her face. She eventually closed her eyes and fell asleep in the doctorâs arms, still holding the other alphaâs hands.
Hoseok almost smiled at the fact that she was still holding his hands, feeling a little happier than he probably should that she felt as comfortable with him as she did. âI donât think I ever want to let her go.â He spoke quietly.
Namjoon cracked open an eye and looked at the other Alpha. âI know Hoseok. I donât think she wants to let go either.â He frowned. âHoseokâŠâ He trailed off as he looked down at the omega.
Hoseok looked up at him. âHmm?â
âDid I make a mistake bringing her home?â He frowned as tightened his hold on the omega. âI told myself that we would help her and that I wouldnât get attached. Iâm not⊠at least not completely. I feel for her, and as her doctor I care about her state of mind. I see youâre attached, I know Jungkook and Jimin are too. I canât help but feel this will eventually blow up in my face.â
Hoseok dropped one of the omegaâs hands and reached forward, caressing the other Alphaâs cheek softly before bringing himself closer to place a gentle kiss on his lips. âJoon, we are doing our best here. Youâre doing amazing - you make the decisions that you feel are best for our pack. I stand by you with all your choices. This wasnât a mistake. Donât doubt it.â He whispered against the otherâs lips before kissing him again.
Namjoon sighed as they parted. âThank you.â he replied with a breathy voice.
*****
They stayed outside for another twenty minutes before Namjoon swooped the omega in his arms and carried her to her room. He sent Hoseok to go take care of the other Omegas while he got her settled. He placed her on her bed, pulling the covers over her and making sure she was covered up. He smiled as she curled onto her side and mumbled something before nuzzling into her pillow, dragging the covers to just under her chin.
The alpha leaned down and pressed his nose to her hair, not yet a kiss but a sort of affection nuzzle. As he was leaning back to straighten up a scent caught his nose. A very familiar scent. The alpha couldnât help himself as he leaned down more toward the omegaâs face and sniffed gently. It wasnât her. He moved a little lower and stopped as he caught another whiff of it. âYoongi?â He thought to himself and dragged his nose toward the blanket just under her chin.
The scent was unmistakable. It was Yoongi. The scent dulled but not by years, by a week or so. The alpha couldnât stop the smile that graced his lips. Yes Yoongi could be cold and over protective with the family but did he have a heart of gold deep down inside. While Yoongi might have not agreed with the Omega coming here, it was obvious he was trying in front of everyone but to see him trying away from everyoneâs eyes? Now that was a victory in its own book.
Namjoon walked down to the pack room, standing in the doorway he watched as everyone was snuggling under the covers, shifting against each other to slip into blissful sleep. He found Yoongi at the outer edge of the nest, eyes closed but obviously not sleeping yet. Joon crossed the room quietly and nudged Yoongi gently.
The alpha cracked his eye open and lifted the blanket to invite Joon in. Once the other alpha was comfortable, Yoongi closed his eyes and sighed in content. Hands on his face almost made his eyes snap open, but then there were lips slotted perfectly against his and he groaned against the lips instead. Legs tangled, hands grabbing at each other, trying to get impossibly closer. Lips parted and breathless gasps escaped him as lips trailed down his neck, licking and biting sensually.
âI love you, Yoongi.â The words were whispered in his ears.
âHmm, love you too Joon.â
âThank you. I know youâve been trying and Iâm thankful for that and you.â
Yoongi looked at Joon, but the latter had his eyes closed - trying to drift off to dreamland. âOf course, Joonie. Anything for the pack.â
sir please have mercy
kirsten and aj inviting paget to brunch after her first table readđ„ș
ppl start tagging me in reunion pictures challenge, GO
what the đ«fuckđ« is this