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the garden of basil rowan moore 🌿
art by me, script by @sunkitty143! (we no longer allow comic dubs!)
some notes:
aside from basil's parents' general design and the implication that they're busy and rich, everything else about his family outside of his grandmother is cat's headcanon!
the flowers assigned to each family member are olive blossom (oliver), dahlia (dahlia), sea aster (oliver's father), goldenrod (elijah), rosemary (rosemary), and azaleas (basil's grandmother)
the flowers in the last part represent the people (new and old) in basil's life!
dahlias are in the same family as daisies and sunflowers!
basil's dream of his family tree/garden is inspired by the meadow in headspace
spirit mari takes the form of her 15 year old self to basil, as he never wants to turn away from the truth again
thank you again for the patience and encouragement as we worked on this!! i honestly wouldn't have gotten through this much work over the months if i wasn't in love with what cat wrote, so i hope you enjoy it! 🫶
When Stars Fall Apart // Jeon Wonwoo // angst
[PART 01 of my Witchy October Drabbles series] which i made a masterlist for but tumblr decided it's not worthy of being seen in the tags
“Fix it. Make it better.”
Wonwoo could barely make out the words you were saying, your voice drowned by sobbing and muffled by the fabric of his sweater. Even with all that aside, he wasn’t keen on fulfilling your wish.
Heartbreak wasn’t something to be fixed with magic, no matter how powerful. Most books he had studied strictly warned against messing with the heart.
‘It could damage the heart forever and make it unable to feel anything at all’ is what they said.
“Please, Wonwoo,” you whispered again, looking up at him with tearful eyes. They were filled with so much hurt that he nearly felt his own break with yours as you begged again, “Fix it. Make it go away. I don’t want to cry for him anymore.”
Wonwoo was never one to break rules or twist the words of the books to bend them to his purpose. But more than that, he was never one to say no to you.
Glancing out the window at the starry skies, he silently apologized to the deities that had given him this power. Then, he turned back to you, kissing your forehead as you cried into his shoulder, and whispered a spell he only knew because it was forbidden.
As soon as the last word left his lips, you let out a sharp gasp and leaned away. Suddenly, your eyes were dry and clear, your sobbing finished.
“Thank you,” is what you said as he willed himself to believe this wouldn’t hurt you in the long run; as he willed himself to hope that it wouldn’t keep you from learning to love him back one day.
This was WAY too good.
✿ 》 Will you talk to me again?
╰⧼ 🪻 note.. ⧽ ; I don't expect this to do well because its not smut but it'd be nice !! reblogs appreciated, support your creators :)
╰⧼ ☀️ features.. ⧽ ; @saelique angst collab!! dazai x gn!reader, WC ; 784
╰⧼ 🌙 contents.. ⧽ ; angst, reader isn't alive, letter from dazai. he's trying very hard to keep himself stable but it's not working™.
To my dearest ______ .
It's been a while, hasn't it? I hope you don't mind me writing to you like this, it's simply been too long. I'm sure you're still angry at me, so seeing you physically isn't my best interest right now! haha, I'm sorry. you know I'm just joking around, don't you? I'd love to see you in person. I'm sure you would've punched my arm if you heard me out loud right now, wouldn't you? I'm glad I'm spared of the bruises.
what does someone put in a letter? that's what I was asking myself before I even began writing. I decided that the best way to do something like this was to just write whatever I feel true as pen touches paper. I hope it makes sense to you, at the least. if I'm pouring my heart out on some paper only for it to be misunderstood, it feels like a waste, no?
though, i'd be lying if i said it wouldn't be rather cute to see you try to fathom what I mean. did you know you scrunch your nose like a bunny sometimes when you're reading? I'm sure you're doing that now too. you'll get wrinkles very at this rate ..
but anyway, I managed to prank kunikida the other day! you remember that hair dye trick I'd told you about? I managed to break into his apartment and swap out his shampoo, at last! he came into work the next day with black hair, it was hilarious, you should've been here! he was so angry with me. beat me black and blue!
oh, _____. I got a new heated blanket for our bed, you know? it took a while to save up for it, and I had to cut out some other necessities, sure. but it makes everything so much better! I hate cold beds, I'm sure you know that better then anyone. haha, back before we moved in together when I'd break into your apartment and crawl into bed with you. I'm sorry for the amount of locks I broke, but your place was so cozy!
... you know, it's been really hard without you here. I miss you so painfully, and I don't mean to call into the void without even an echo, but its killing me to pretend I'm fine about any of this. I'm not fine with this, how am I supposed to be? I wish it was just a bad dream.
I don't want to have to write letters to you anymore, ______. I don't want to have to buy heated blankets to try and stop my arms from aching for your warmth. I don't want you to be angry with me, I'm sorry I didn't apologise to you before you were gone. I shouldn't have been so stupid.
i had so many words on my mind that I was too afraid to say. maybe if I faced myself and told you 'I love you' it would've stopped you leaving.
have you met odasaku yet? has he told you any stories of his time? I wish I could hear your voice again. I wish you could answer my questions. even to hear you scoff at my stupidity again would heal me. I'm sorry I was annoying, I just wanted your attention. it stings knowing I'll never get it again.
I can't keep repeating to myself that you're not gone. I can't keep buying your perfume and pretending that you're in the next room over. your pillow doesn't smell like you anymore.
I wish I could apologise properly. I wish I could've stopped you from leaving the house that night. I wish I could kill myself to join you and yet I know we won't cross paths again in the afterlife. you were always too good for me, ______. i was nothing compared to you.
i picked up a homeless dog yesterday. you'd always wanted a puppy, I'm sorry I never let you bring one home. I named it after you. im trying to get used to them, I promise. if I couldn't save you, I'll save your name.
I'm sorry. if I continue writing, my throat will hurt more. its strange, isn't it? crying makes your throat sore. I forgot what it was like for a while, I remember laying in your arms wondering if I'd ever have a reason to cry again. now I can't seem to help myself.
keep your wings clean for me, white looks good on you. its a shame you couldn't wear the wedding attire i wished to see you in one day. you would've looked amazing.
I'll write again, missing you is the greatest honor.
sincerely, your osamu.
Watched this video twice just to see if I was wrong... I don't know why I thought if I watched it again it would be something different and not his retirement announcement. Love makes us stupid.
I love how he mentioned all his family and how much they all contributed to his career, I don't like the word sacrifice but sometimes there is no other word to describe how your family puts your needs above theirs.
From being a son to a father, he really grew so much
Baby Rafito has been his motivation in the last two difficult years and that's so sweet
I didn't even notice this during my first read but oh auggie :((
"just let me close my eyes" <- odysseus, love in paradise "just keep your eyes open" <- penelope & telemachus in odysseus' dream in keep your friends close just a neat little thing i noticed
LOOK WHAT @aquaquadrant JUST SENT ME!!!!!!
RANCHER DECKED OUT!!!! SKIZZ ON HERMITCRAFT!!!!
Soulmates in life and death ⭐️
Can finally share my 4-page comic I did for the platonic StobinFanZine. The full digital zine is also still available here 💫 (there’s happier stuff in there I’m just a menace)
DOES HE KNOW IM INSANEEE
WUH HUH? HUH?? AUAGHHGHwee ACK!
How is Milo able to pick him up?? HE IS TEENY- /pos
Cat sees long time human friend after a long time
(via)
saw someone hc that bill is warm to the touch/gets warmer depending on emotions and it got me thinking about that feeling of dozing off in an arm chair with a cat or a heating laptop......
fucked up how Gordon abandoned them on Tommy's birthday.
(like my art? check this out)
guys how do I make a tag list. send help. I’m making fanfics on Thursday and I need a tag list. somebody pls. I’ll send you Olive Garden breadsticks. or wet hotdogs.
Bad life Day