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A letter to little me.
I’m sorry.
I’m sorry that I took everything that made you happy.
I’m sorry that I went from thriving to surviving.
I’m sorry I cut off the long hair you took so much care to maintain.
I’m sorry that I cut people off that you thought would be there forever.
I’m sorry for the words you will say to others.
I’m sorry that you will mean it.
I’m sorry for what you will have to endure.
I’m sorry that you will feel alone.
I’m sorry you are alone.
I’m sorry that it will feel like the weight of the world is on your shoulders.
I’m sorry that your own thoughts, the same ones that make up characters when you play mermaids, will scare you.
I’m sorry that you will have to protect yourself while protecting everyone else.
I am sorry that you will be taken as a joke, so much so that it will become your way to cope.
I’m sorry that not even your own family will believe you until you have taken irreversible action.
I’m sorry that dad’s side of the family will never treat you as an equal.
I’m sorry that you will always be seen for just your autism.
I’m sorry that mum and dad will wave you around like a trophy they did not earn.
I’m sorry that you will have to go through what I did.
I’m sorry that nowhere is safe for you.
I’m sorry that you won’t be able to go out in public without fear for your safety.
I’m sorry that you won’t remember most of your time as a kid.
I’m sorry that you will lose anything that tied you to me.
But the main thing is I’m sorry this happened to you.
You were too young to deal with that.
You
We were too young to deal with that.
I’m sorry that you are me.
I’m sorry that I am no longer you.
Lots of love (and luck because you will need it)
The older you,
Charlie <3
Eredin Bréacc Glas, the Sparrowhawk, successor of Auberon Muircetach, leader of the Red Riders, King of the Wild Hunt and King of the Aen Elle.
Some closes up:
The first steps:
(This part was fun. As were the skulls).
Because Eredin succeeded to Auberon, he is now the new King of the Alders. But I see him more as the King of Frost and Thorns. I like the way "King of Thorns" --"Roi des Ronces"-- sounds in French because of the harsh sound of the "r". I think this name would suits him quite well. What do you think?
Well, there he looks like more of the King of Bones ^^
I wanted him charming but menacing, weirdly seductive but creepy, gracious and calm but still venomous and predatory. I don't know if I nailed it but I enjoyed drawning him with this strange look.
Thank you for watching/reading!
IM SCREAMING BANG PD
I could never be a protagonist because I'd just never move the plot along. "You have free reign of this castle, but don't go into this one area" Okie dokie. I mind my own business and hang out in the library. Queen of staying in my own lane. I'll never discover your magic curse.
