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I just want her to know how much I want to use her until she’s broken then build her back up stronger.

A letter to little me.

I’m sorry.

I’m sorry that I took everything that made you happy.

I’m sorry that I went from thriving to surviving.

I’m sorry I cut off the long hair you took so much care to maintain.

I’m sorry that I cut people off that you thought would be there forever.

I’m sorry for the words you will say to others.

I’m sorry that you will mean it.

I’m sorry for what you will have to endure.

I’m sorry that you will feel alone.

I’m sorry you are alone.

I’m sorry that it will feel like the weight of the world is on your shoulders.

I’m sorry that your own thoughts, the same ones that make up characters when you play mermaids, will scare you.

I’m sorry that you will have to protect yourself while protecting everyone else.

I am sorry that you will be taken as a joke, so much so that it will become your way to cope.

I’m sorry that not even your own family will believe you until you have taken irreversible action.

I’m sorry that dad’s side of the family will never treat you as an equal.

I’m sorry that you will always be seen for just your autism.

I’m sorry that mum and dad will wave you around like a trophy they did not earn.

I’m sorry that you will have to go through what I did.

I’m sorry that nowhere is safe for you.

I’m sorry that you won’t be able to go out in public without fear for your safety.

I’m sorry that you won’t remember most of your time as a kid.

I’m sorry that you will lose anything that tied you to me.

But the main thing is I’m sorry this happened to you.

You were too young to deal with that.

You

We were too young to deal with that.

I’m sorry that you are me.

I’m sorry that I am no longer you.

Lots of love (and luck because you will need it)

The older you,

Charlie <3

Dude you’re awesome

Thank you so much!!!

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