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Well…I have an update I guess? G didn’t answer my email asking to call/text him- essentially asking for his number in the best, most respectful way my vocabulary could form. And ugghhh I just feel so embarrassed and stupid?? I don’t know why I’d think he’d just be okay with it. We’re close but I guess we aren’t that close. Having his number would make a whole lot of things easier, but he’s so busy anyways. Maybe it’s for the better.

In better news, schools over and my English teacher who is honestly so…😳💕…gave me a most-valuable-student award when I’ve only been in her class for the spring semester!!! She said she enjoyed everything I wrote, and Asfghhwbbb just- ! You know? Anyways yeah other than that no news on any further tc developments.

I think maybe I just need to take a break from g, then email him again in some months to see if he missed me any. I just don’t know if I’ll commit to it. I’ve told myself I’d be able to leave his inbox dry of my words several times before, but I’ve always plummeted back to him. And very rarely did it ever do us any good. But, gosh, I hope he misses me.

(This is an old draft lol, enjoy tho)

Mini update cuz I’ve been gone a while:

My phone was broke but I still emailed g. In the politest and most relevant way I could, I basically said we should go out sometime. I listed off stuff we could do together, like date type stuff.

He didn’t say yes but he didn’t say no. He just talked about other things related to the rest of that email. (And sent a cat meme.)

Still absolutely in love with this grown ass man

He got teacher of the year I just saw on Facebook 🥲💔

I wish I could be there. I sent my congrats but it’s not enough.