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The Sixth Choice
This is a short drabble. It's pretty self-indulgent. Basically, I was tired of second-place people looking for pity. don't take it too personally I just recently discovered I kin Chiriko Tsurumi from Anohana.
Anyway's this is...
The Sixth Choice
An angsty Sugawara x GN!Reader
For clarification this is Suga and the reader's first date, they are not established.
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Trigger warning: Yelling
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“ So I was your second choice. Of course, I’m always the second choice, and I’m so tired of it. I don’t know if I can be another person’s second choice.”
Suga was furious. He wasn’t yelling, but his voice was raised and venom seemed to be dripping from his voice. He had found out that you went on a date not even twenty-four hours before going on one with him.
“You were never a second choice to me, yo-”
“Oh sorry, a safety net, a backup, a pity case.”
The only thing you could hear in his voice was sarcasm.
“It wasn’t like that and if you let me finish”
“ I don’t need to hear you say it to know it’s true. I’m a second choice to you”
Tired of trying to explain and being interrupted, so you gave up and let your emotions take over. Your voice raised, tear’s flowed, voice crack’s escaped while you expressed your own feelings.
“At least you’re second. I don’t even have a number. I’ve liked you for so long, but I never even got a shot. When Dachi, your first choice rejected you, you moved to Kiyoko, then you moved on to some girl in your class, after that you went out with my science partner, I WAS LITERALLY RIGHT THERE WHEN YOU ASKED THEM OUT. And when that didn’t work out you moved on to Oikawa, he doesn’t even go to our school. But now that you’ve asked me out, I’m supposed to feel bad because I was trying to move on after a year of pinning. I’m sorry that I made you feel like the second choice, but you were always number one in my heart, but I can’t deal with this. Maybe the reason that your a second choice is because that how you see yourself. Or maybe you like the pity.”
You take a breath and wipe the tears from your face. Then calmly said your exiting line
“Goodbye, Sugawara. Maybe the seventh person will treat you like the number one you think you deserve.”
You walked out of the restaurant, accepting that sixth place doesn’t belong with a silver medal holder.
idea Who knows
suga x reader, Daichi admits he likes Suga, suga admits that the reader was just a rebound for him and that he like Daichi, the two rejoice that their feelings a reciprocated. Not knowing that reader overheard it all, he's there, listening to their smile and laugh about being together.
Reader wants to step in, be brave say
"you don't need to explain because I heard it all"
But he cants, he's in to much pain. Because suga didn't just cheat on him with some random person, but with his best friend, and it wasn't a fling, they are in love, and all the lies of love Suga said, are all liars because reader is just the rebound.
Ahhh these are the characters intros
Synopsis-Y/n has feelings for four of her closest friends at once but she doesn’t want to admit it. Does she ever admit to her feelings?? READ TO FIND OUT!!!!!
Warnings- Mentions of angst,Cussing, alcohol and drugs(weed),Sex,numbing emotions/being numb
THERE WILL BE A SPOTIFY PLAYLIST COMING SOON AND DISCLAIMER I MADE Y/N BI BUT IT DOES NOT EFFECT THE STORY IN ANY WAY ITS JUST IN HER BIO
*This is a AU this is fake*HIII ok this is my first story so it might not be the best but i really enjoy writing!!
Synopsis-Y/n has feelings for four of her closest friends at once but she doesn’t want to admit it. Does she ever admit to her feelings?? READ TO FIND OUT!!!!!
Warnings- Mentions of angst,Cussing, alcohol and drugs,Sex,numbing emotions/being numb
Possibly Parings/Mentions of relationships- SugawaraXFem Reader, NishinoyaXFem Reader,TerushimaXFem Reader,UshijimaXFem Reader,SunaXFem Reader
DISCLAIMER IK THIS IS NOT HOW THEY ACT IN THE SHOW ITS MY AU I MADE UP AND I LIKE IT
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2-Backstory/How Y/N interacts with everyone(Coming Soon)
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whatever you do, don’t think of sugawara koushi on his last first day of school, excited because he is karasuno’s official setter. don’t think about him feeling intimidated by kageyama when him and hinata first show up to the try outs, but dismissing this feeling because he has been playing with the team for longer, they could never replace him. don’t think about sugawara, outside the court, not being able to play the first match of the year (practice match against seijouh) because they had specifically requested to play against kageyama. don’t think about him spending less time in the court after kageyama improves and has a better synergy with the team, and how despite all that suga never resented kageyama, but instead helped him learn, taught him all he knew.