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Drugs

Destoryed

Saint or Sinner

Death

"Wait a minute, let me finish

I know you don't care

But, can you listen?

I never really know how to please you

You're looking at me like I'm see through"

With that look in your eyes.

I adore you

I'm more than infatuated

Your beautiful dark mocha skin

And velvet deep voice

Makes melt and moan to be in your arms.

Oh I fear for you to be alone with me

I might reveal that I miss you, or worse

That I'll say something

Even more stupid than I love you

I'm a ghost

Someone come and save me, please

지친 하루의 한숨뿐

사람들은 다 행복한가 봐

Can you look at me? 'Cause I am blue and grey

Translation:

Someone come and save me, please

A weary sigh of a tiring day

I guess everyone's happy

Can you look at me? 'Cause I am blue and grey

어느 날 세상이 멈췄어

아무런 예고도 하나 없이

봄은 기다림을 몰라서

눈치 없이 와버렸어

Translation:"One day, the world stopped

Without any warning

Spring didn't know to wait

Showed up not even a minute late"

Image: Pexels (Pinterest)

"People look happier than the day

Everyone else knows where they’re supposed to be

But only I walk without purpose

...I wish I could love myself"

Sometimes I want to run through the looking glass, into a place where I'll feel at home, a place of wonders and true happiness. I don't know who I want to be and it's hard to try and see

Fuck it

Two of best friends won't pick up the phone or look at my texts and I was supposed to hang out today but I guess not

"I don't wanna fucking be here

Cause all i do is nothing"

Song ATM: i hate it here - p4rker/osquinn

Gif: tumblr

I'm trying to feel better and I feel better :)

Song ATM: One Summer's Day - Smyang Piano

Image: pinterest/instagram edit

Disclaimer: I'm ranting again, ignore this if your irl friend on here, it's 100% not about you, I love you

my year already feels like shit and it hasn't even been 24 hours yet. I think I'm just done with having friends, I don't need them, I don't deserve them, I'm better off alone. "But it hurts me. That you could be the one that deserved this, even more...I guess that's what happens to the best of us the best of us." (beabadoobee)

"Enetitled ‘Sorry’, Beabadoobee said her new track is about 'confessing [her] mistakes in a friendship and watching someone who [she loves] breakdown and fade away as a person.' She added: 'It’s the idea of dismissing something because it felt too close to home and a personal reminder to never take for granted what that person could have had.'" - NME

and I'm experiencing the same thing

song atm: Sorry - Alternative Edit by Beabadoobee

Image: pinterest

I have had this playlist for a really long time and I would like to share it with you guys cuz I believe crying is a great way to let out alot. It's on spotify, lo I forgot how long it is but vibe if ya want

If has artists like: dodie, beabadoobee, billie eilish, mxmtoon, red velvet, bts, chole moriondo, Umi, and so much more (even those beautiful underrated artists bruh)

fav song on the track atm: Call Me by Aretha Franklin

Image/gif: tumblr

This reminds me of that Hayley Kiyoko mv.

Hayley and the girl of her dreams are bathing in a milk tub together, admirably gazing at eachother from across the tub, though it's Hayley's fantasy of her best friend being her girlfriend.

"Even when you're next to me. It's not the way I'm picturing. I'm just feeling low, feeling low. You wanna be friends forever?I can think of something better…"

Throughout the mv, you travel through her fantasies as she express her desire for her best friend with the realization that she can't be with her

"Sleeping here right next to me...But at least I got you in my head..."

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Song atm: Sleepover by Hayley Kiyoko (MV recommended, 16+)

This song has been stuck in my head all fucking day :))

Also I hope you all have a fantastic February

Aishite~ aishite~ aishite~ motto motto

Just chilling, listening to my jams of 2019 on Spotify

and omfg, past Momo had some great taste

Like, fuck

ITS THE✨VIBES✨FOR ME

Song ATM: Look by Red Velvet

Me. 100% me

satm: summer depression by girl in red

pure of heart... dumb of ass.... bi of sexual....

I really like pretending that you’re in love with me too.

I'm sorry.

Goodbye.

I have no idea where I got this from :p

Got drunk and cried to Phoebe Bridgers for hours