Im Sad Rn - Tumblr Posts
If anyone hasn't realized that a few weeks ago, there was a TMNT art competition with prospect 100. I inserted mine, and here is the piece I did for their redesign and I try to make it as caroony as much as possible. I was hoping I would win, but sadly, not me nor anyone in the U.S were picked as the winner for the contest. Instead, they chose someone from the U.K......That left me very devastated because Not only I work so hard on this, but no one in the U.S gets a chance to win anything. I hope the next TMNT art competition would be better than what we got now. I hope at least have one of us get a chance in a spotlight. It makes me shed a tear tbh. I did made another piece for the competition, but I didn't get the chance to insert it the day before the entries ended, and I will show it someday if anyone would like to see it....*sigh*.....I need a hug. ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ’”
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I hate depression and anxiety. I want to live normal life like everyone. I want to be happy and free from this everything
I'm so fed up with my stupid mind that today I bought a small vodka in the store, I hid it in the closet from my mom because i want to drink it at night. I shouldn't drinking alcohol because I take several medications for my depression and anxiety, but oh well... Fuck it
I hate New Year's Eve. It'll be the same shit just with a different number on the back
Today is all about making wishes and everyone is hoping that next year will be as good or better. I wish you that, but really only the number on the back changes, nothing else, no miracles. For people with depression or other conditions, it's still the same shit. Nothing can change this thinking.
Since 2019, I spend New Year's Eve in pajamas, it's sad, but fighting with my own mind is hard as hell. Depression, neurosis and anxiety disorder are a swam.
I really want to be happy. I want my mind to be free of it all. I want to live normally like other people. As I write this with tears in my eyes, it is tearing me apart into little pieces that will never be put back together again.
The worst new year's eve of my life so far
I'm trying to feel better and I feel better :)
Song ATM: One Summer's Day - Smyang Piano
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