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🪐 — LUCIUS SPRIGGS for izzy !
‘ yes. yes, izzy you— wait. ’ half exasperated tone grinds to a halt. his brain fights for control, pushing back the bewilderment of it all and the dizzy ( no pun this time ) feeling spreading through his body. it’s a bit comical, this whole situation — they haven’t been on a first name basis until, well, now, not without a bite of thorny sarcasm on lucius’ part anyway, but this is not why he calls for a stop. a break, rather. thing is, he’s noticed it: the limp. the.. whatever the hell happened to izzy’s foot. and it’s late in the evening, which means the man must have spent most of his day on his feet. despite the infuriating sentiment izzy stirs in him almost without fail, and the way past week’s words still kind of prick at the skin, lucius spriggs is not, at his core, cruel. and if he’s done the math right, not even izzy deserves that. did izzy notice it, by the way? how lucius breathes a little easier now that edward has left, how his eyes don’t look for a way out and away from the man at any given time.
' we could sit, you know. it’s not much, but i do happen to have something slightly better than the cold hard floor in here. ’ the hand that was slowly moving through izzy’s hair ( pretty soft, actually ) gets dislodged only so he can wrap it around the man’s wrist. he doesn’t ask. it’s a bit early in their tentative truce to go for the metaphorical throat like that. maybe they’ll get there, maybe they won't — for now, lucius simply leads him towards the small cot stored against the opposite wall. he mostly sleeps by himself now, though pete visits sometimes, because he ended up waking half the people on deck once, screaming for help and tasting saltwater on his tongue after a freakishly vivid nightmare. ' hello, ’ he greets with a small grin curling around his mouth. ' it’s still yes, if you’re wondering. '
GENTLENESS IS ALMOST UNBEARABLE to izzy hands — not because he doesn’t like it; it’s far too early for him to try to work out how he feels about any of this — but because he has no idea how to respond to it. he’d expected rushed hands & whispered instructions. but lucius surprises him at every turn, seemingly content to take things at a more leisurely speed. he stops izzy before he can kiss him again, the younger man takes him by the wrist just above his glove & leading him deeper into the little room. only when they're seated facing each other, his injured foot hanging off the edge of the meager sleeping cot, is izzy brave enough to meet his eyes. & to his surprise, he finds lucius looking back at him with a kind smile. still offering.
something about being on a bed makes everything feel a little more serious, & izzy feels his breath hitch as heat floods his face. the fear is still there, familiar as ever, a deep-seated instinct that urges him to fight or flee from some vaguely perceived threat, but he knows that lucius won't harm him, & edward isn't here to be angry with him for forgetting his place. & izzy may be many things, but he is not a coward.
so he pushes defiantly through the unpleasant sensation to press their lips together once again, more gently this time. his skin flushes at the point of contact, but izzy forces himself to match lucius's unhurried pace, lips slow & explorative as they move against each other. meanwhile, his left hand reaches out & finds the lapel of a cotton jacket, fingers curling into the fabric & tugging himself a little closer. & izzy has never smoked the opium that ed favors for the pain, never particularly cared for tobacco or felt the need to indulge in rum. but as he leans further still into the kiss, he finds himself thinking that if he isn’t careful, he could quickly become addicted to this.