Im Afraid Youll Change Your Mind About Me If You Do - Tumblr Posts

feel like i’ve said far too much today but i just need to get it out.. i actually don’t know how i can keep going like this for the rest of my life, everyday is the same, it’s exhausting. “tell me about yourself” lets see.. i have no social life, no job, no goals or hobbies and i never leave my house . i dont even know the words i just feel so wrong, i guess. like im not meant to be here. i just wanna sink into my bed and have everyone forget i ever existed. i’m tired of lying, im tired of pretending to be something and someone im not. i can’t stand to see my reflection in the mirror, ive fucked up in so many ways, so much shit has happened, i feel disgusting. i really can’t think of a single positive thing to say about myself