Feel Like Ive Said Far Too Much Today But I Just Need To Get It Out.. I Actually Dont Know How I Can

feel like i’ve said far too much today but i just need to get it out.. i actually don’t know how i can keep going like this for the rest of my life, everyday is the same, it’s exhausting. “tell me about yourself” lets see.. i have no social life, no job, no goals or hobbies and i never leave my house . i dont even know the words i just feel so wrong, i guess. like im not meant to be here. i just wanna sink into my bed and have everyone forget i ever existed. i’m tired of lying, im tired of pretending to be something and someone im not. i can’t stand to see my reflection in the mirror, ive fucked up in so many ways, so much shit has happened, i feel disgusting. i really can’t think of a single positive thing to say about myself

covering up all the mirrors in my room and starting to wear baggy clothes again

Stand By Me (1986) dir. Rob Reiner

PLEASE DONT TAKE THIS OUT ON ME CAUSE YOURE THE ONLY THING THATS KEEPING ME ALIVE

i don't need therapy i need my head crushed by a large rock