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𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘮𝘶𝘯𝘪𝘤𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘪𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘬𝘦𝘺 - 𝘚𝘰𝘰𝘣𝘪𝘯 𝘪𝘮𝘢𝘨𝘪𝘯𝘦

𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘮𝘶𝘯𝘪𝘤𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘪𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘬𝘦𝘺 - 𝘚𝘰𝘰𝘣𝘪𝘯 𝘪𝘮𝘢𝘨𝘪𝘯𝘦

pairing: non-idol bf!Soobin x gn!reader

type: angsty-fluffy (requested) drabble more like draggle (sorry thought it was going to be a drabble but I kept going so it's an imagine now)

warning: language, lower case intended, proofread half assedly

an: this is the first time I've felt comfortable writing something that wasn't in bullet point form so i'm super excited for you guys to read it. this was requested by anonymous, i hope you enjoy.

"Me wanting to take pictures isn't for me to prove anything to anybody, I mean most of the time I don't even post them!" you snapped, your eyebrows now furrowed in frustration. you and soobin had been bickering and it had been like this since you got back from your date but as time passed it became more heated.

"y/n can you please just give it a rest. I don't want this to keep going." he pleaded with you, his eyes displayed how tired he was of the conversation but you didn't hold back. "I just don't get why you don't take as many pictures with me. Is there someone else? Are you embarrassed by me or something? Do you not want people to know we're together?" you're starting to tear up as you openly think of the possible reasons why soobin so desperately wants to avoid taking pictures.

when you and soobin first started dating, something he learnt about you was how you enjoyed documenting special moments in your life but one thing you are yet to learn is that despite your boyfriend's gorgeous features, he absolutely hated being in front of the camera.

"GEEZ, Y/N CAN YOU JUST GET OFF MY FUCKING BACK?! GOD!" he shouted, the volume of his voice not only startling you but himself too. you slowly started to back away "alright then, I'm just gonna remove myself from whatever this is..." your voice betraying you and disclosing the lump in your throat that you tried so desperately to hide.

soobin's eyes saddened at the sight of you shaking in fear, his intention wasn't to scare you at all. the last thing he wanted was to have his lover be afraid of him. "baby wait, i'm so so sorry. i didn't mean to raise my voice," he walks over to you, instantly pulling you into a tight embrace. you let your tears run down to stain the dress shirt that he looked ever so handsome in "i promise there isn't anyone else and i'm not ashamed of you-" "I never said ashamed, i said embarrassed." you interject with an audible smile "yes, yes embarrassed, ashamed, i'm none of that." he continued "if anything i want everybody in the world to know that we're together." he paused before speaking again, all while gently rubbing a pattern on your back with you still in his warm embrace "I just get so insecure and with these stupid cameras getting better by the minute, they just make my insecurities so much more visible and obvious. it just makes me so embarrassed and i just want to give you the chance to shine like you deserve. I mean you're freaking hot!" he exclaims. you slap his chest and giggle. "I'm sorry too Binnie, i shouldn't have pestered you.' you sighed looking down at your feet. "It's ok y/n, this just means we need to communicate better don't you think?" he leans into your face with a smile. you hummed in agreement as you closed the gap between your lips.

and that kids is why communication is key.