Okay, So... Currently Adapting Eial Into A Musical Script Fanfic. It Has Some Themes I Don't Have Personal

Okay, so... Currently adapting eial into a musical script fanfic. It has some themes I don't have personal experience with, mainly drugs (cocaine and LSD) and psychosis. Does anyone feel like alpha reading me to make sure I don't mess things up?

Seriously, Dorian deserves more love. The hate he gets online is honestly so vile. They made me quit vaping, allowed me to feel valid in my ed while encouraging my recovery, and overall was the rare relatable internet figure for me who I feel like I actually have something on common with. I don't know how I would've gotten through that phase of my life without him. Probably a lot more alone.

I love Dorian

Why can't we all do that?

They were my goth-parent and I adore them, with faults and all

Great dude, very creative, good for the goth subculture

"There's no thought crimes and no thought heroisms" is honestly such a good piece of life advice.

You could be having the most fucked up problematic thoughts 24/7 but if you treat people with kindness, the good you do is the only thing that matters. But if you have only the purest thoughts and all the correct beliefs, it doesn't matter one bit if you spend most of your time being an asshole to people.

So I thought about this a bit, and I came to the conclusion that the spider demon that chased Edwin in hell could only be representative of why he was in hell the second time. He thought it will come back and consume him every time he tries to escape, so his punishment was to forever try and run away from a torture that never ends. That's because now he knows he'll only be there because of the stupid ritual sacrifice, since we know (because of Simon) that your afterlife fate is determined by what you believe. The first time he was in hell, it was probably something more gay angst related.

Do it for the "I'm proud of you" from everyone who loves you.

this applies EVEN IF YOU ARE ALREADY SUICIDAL, so don't give me the whole "I'm actually doing this to die, not to lose weight" thing. i was there. i was already suffering, but this shit made me go insane in my head even more than i already was. it made me constantly angry, brought me to the point where i started cutting myself (which i now can't stop), made me lonely and misrable from having to constantly lie to my family and brought two extra suicide attempts on me.

I'm not telling you to fix your mental health, i know from experience that feeling like you are morally required to get better can make things worse, but please, for the love of god, if you haven't started a new form of self destruction yet, don't. you dont have to have an eating disorder (this one applies to both the proanas and the promias) to be mentally ill. you don't have to cut to be mentally ill. you don't have to do drugs to be mentally ill. getting these won't prove anything, it will just put you in a loop of addiction you can't pull out of that will ruin your body. and if you already got yourself one or more of these, I am not telling you what to do, but if you feel at all sympathetic to the concept of quitting, here's your permission to not feel shame for that. 90% of the self-destruction-romanticizing pages you're following would support you in getting better, and the remaining 10% are, as i am sorry to inform you, horrible people. and i just want you to remember- what's happening to you is bad. and if you get the chance to, the actual chance to, you should do your best and get out of it. and this one i will actually tell you. because you deserve to know this.

tips for people new to ana/fasting

• leave • leave • get help before it’s too late • leave • delete this app • LEAVE