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the RFA reacting to MC saying something creepy in her sleep
so I went to a con and in one of the panels the speaker mentioned her boyfriend (also a speaker there) talked in his sleep and said only the creepiest shiz (she also mentioned him sleep fighting which is hilarious but not what this story is about) one of the things he had said that really shook her was the phrase “the wall’s demand a sacrifice” and i really like that phrase.
so yeah that’s where this came from
oh and ya know master list
Jumin
- it was past midnight and he was up to respond to a foreign business partner
- he wasn’t fazed when you shifted and mumbled something incomprehensible
- you had always talked a little in your sleep, mostly cute nonsense from your dreams
- “the walls demand a sacrifice”
- Well that was new
- He debated waking you up, if it were a nightmare he certainly didn’t want you to suffer longer
- Then you chuckled and he felt a shiver run up his spine.
- He had never her you laugh quite like that
- Perhaps he should make some tea and finish his work in the other room
Yoosung
- He had woken up when a particularly loud crack of thunder rang through the stormy night
- Jolted awake he looked around to check on you
- But you were snuggled up just as cute as ever
- “the walls”
- He smiled a little to himself, he loved when you talked in your sleep
- Sometimes if he goaded you along he could get you to say his name
- “what was that MC” he asked gently prompting you
- “the wall’s they want a sacrifice”
- That was all he needed to hear to know he would not be sleeping that night.
- He sat in the well-lit kitchen watching cute animal videos
- Anything to not think about the ominous warning you had muttered
Saeyoung
- You had your head on his lap as he worked on his laptop at the coffee table
- He chuckled at your occasional grimace or smile as you dreamed
- That is until you spoke
- “we must give the walls their sacrifice”
- “heh what was that?”
- “the walls demand a sacrifice”
- A second later you were shaken awake
- “MC if you ever do that again I will douse you in holy water”
- “huh?”
- “nothing just um, time to head to bed I think”
- You grumbled something about already being asleep before you shook you but relented and followed him to bed
- not noticing as he absentmindedly fumbled with the cross around his neck
Zen
- he’s occupied with character analysis when you appear in the doorway glassy eyed and vacant
- he had seen you sleep walk before when work stress got particularly bed so he wasn’t too surprised
- he stood, prepairing to gently guide you back to bed you turned your head towards the window and muttered something
- he chuckled quietly thrilled by how cute you always were
- he placed his arm gently around your shoulders and began to hush you gently as he walked you back to the bedroom
- “the walls demand their due”
- That stopped him in his tracks as he searched your blank and unfocused gaze still turned towards the only small window his apartment had
- “jagiya?” he prompted gently trying to rouse you “are you okay babe?”
- You shook your head blinking rapidly and coming back to yourself
- “Zenny? What? Was I sleep walking again?”
- “what were you dreaming about”
- “I um its fuzzy, you were there I think, but mostly I remember there was someone talking”
- “let um let’s get you to bed jagiya”
- he decides its best to head to bed with you, though he didn’t sleep very well after that
Jaehee
- she woke up to a call from MR.han
- she was ready to turn him down. You had helped her take great strides in being able to say no
- even to him
- she looked at you and readied her resolution
- then you spoke raspy and sleep deep
- “the walls demand their sacrifice”
- Well that was, unsettling to say the least
- When a chuckle escaped your lips the last of her bravery slipped from her grasp
- If she wasn’t going to sleep anyway she may as well work after all
- She left you a note on her way out
- “MC I had to go into the office urgently also you were sleep talking again last night. I read recently sleep talking can be caused by stress and sleep deprivation. Please take care of yourself and be sure to get good rest.”
Saeran
- He doesn’t sleep well
- So he’s used to sitting up watching you sleep it helps him calm down
- The you nuzzle into his lap just a little more and mumble
- “the walls demand a sacrifice”
- He’s more curious than anything else
- what does it mean? how do the walls speak to you? what kind of sacrifice do they want?
- am I in danger? why did they choose to give you their demands?
- I could sacrifice someone to the walls just as easily as you could?
- who are the walls to judge me unfit for preparing their sacrifices?
- He has to shake his head that line of logic was still so easy to fall into
- He would wake you gently then in case the dream that caused the sleep talking was a bad one
- then both of you could start the soothing routine of falling back to sleep together
RFA reacts to MC using a pickup and finger guns on them
personally I like finger guns anyone who knows me knows I am a huge dork and i like to make puns but my somewhat dry humor means that people may not notice if I don’t actively play it up so bring in the awkwardly dorky finger guns (guy’s there’s a reason I don’t have many friends I am so far from cool) any way I don’t do pick up lines because I don’t have any interest in actual dating so I had to look these up. I hope ya’ll enjoy these. writing them made me happy at least.
oh also ya know master list
Jumin
- I’d like to make you my feature PowerPoint presentation *finger gun*
- Straight up asks what you’re doing with your hands.
- MC: it’s uh ironic I guess? It’s like a silly thing you do if you are trying to flirt with someone and you fail at it Jumin: and you made that gesture to me because? MC: I was trying and failing to flirt with you Jumin: I do not believe you were failing *trademark smirk* Mc: *gulp* Help
- Tries it on you and is pleasantly surprised by your giggle and blush (it’s just so awkward and cute and oh my god you are going to marry this man)
- Gets Saeyoung to make him a finger gun emoji (Saeyoung is hyped)
- Everyone loses their sh*t
Yoosung
- “You’re my superman yoosung * jokey finger guns*
- Turns bright red, stutters,
- Tries desperately to flirt back but can’t get the pickup line out
- You can’t get over how cute his embarrassed face is
- He is now distraught at how often you start doing this
- Keeps asking the RFA for help on lines to say back to you because he wants to impress you
Saeyoung
- “I’d like to play on your laptop *wink and finger-gun*”
- It was in this moment that he knew he was in love
- Finger-gun’s back
- Starts a finger-gun shoot out
- It always ends in his over the top death scene He falls into your arms and quotes hamlet
- you giggle and give him a kiss to bring him back to life
Zen
- Are you Macbeth? Because your name sends shivers down my spine. *finger gun*
- he can’t stop laughing, you looked so cute
- once he gets a hold of himself he turns the table on you
- jagiya, if you were words on a page, you’d be fine print. *finger guns*
- he is absolutely hugging you so tight it’s hard to breath
- the beast is unleashed
- you swear you’ll learn more theater pickup lines
Jeahee
- can I have your number because I like you a latte *finger guns*
- sputters blushes “what?”
- tries to brush it off as a joke (because you two are friends)
- secretly hopes it wasn’t a joke (she may not want to be just friends)
- tells you about this new café that has really good latte art
- you insist that both of you go together
- now she has a date? Maybe? Or at the very least she has plans to meet a friend
- you two spend a lot of time in this weird “are we friends or dating and they just go slow” area
audition of a lifetime
a Zen x MC ficlet (850 words)
MC is watching over Zen’s latest audition when she begins to feel sick. she rushes to the theater bathroom where her water breaks.
FLUFF I hope you enjoy it. also I have no idea if this would make someone more or less likely to get the role so I’m leaving that to you does Zen get the role? if he does will he accept to help pay for new baby stuff or refuse to spend time on baby.
You where sat off to the side as Zen auditioned for what could be the role of his career. You were so proud of him. between the RFA and his growing popularity as a model he had made real strides towards his dream. This audition would secure his first big movie role and facilitate his breakthrough into more movie roles in the future. You would not, could not miss this opportunity and so you sat to the side and watched him despite the occasional pain in your abdomen. You were sure it was nothing, pain was bound to happen later in your pregnancy you thought and these pains had been happening on and off for the last few days. You had an appointment with the doctor tomorrow after all so you could wait until then. halfway through Zen’s reading you felt a shift and a kick from the baby that made you wince, and place your hand on your belly. Zen was still on stage if you could wait just a little longer he could drive you to the doctor to make sure everything was okay, just a little longer. The next pain that shot through you had you standing to rush to the bathroom. You were sure you were going to be sick. You crouched next to the toilet emptying the contents of your stomach into it as another wave of pain wracked your form. As the pain ebbed you turned to sit more comfortably, you caught your breath and heard the door open.
“mrs. Ryu?” called the casting director. Your heart stopped and you scrambled to your feet despite another wave of pain.
“yes yes. I’m so sorry. What did you think? He’s incredible right?” you know your voice is trembling. You can hear how forced you sound, you can feel how stiffly you’re holding yourself, fingers digging into your arm with every new wave of pain and nausea.
“mrs. Ryu? Are you okay?” she asked gently worry etched across her face. You shake your head, lips pressed tightly together and that’s when you feel your water break. “somebody call Zen!” the room was spinning and you felt yourself vomit again before Zen’s hands where on your shoulders. You tried to tell him about your water breaking but the words caught in your throat. “I think her water broke” you hear the casting director say in panic.
“what? Jagi I need you to breathe for me we’re going to get you to the hospital princess. You can do this, you’re so strong. Breath for me beautiful.”
“don’t feel good” you manage through clenched teeth.
“it’s okay precious I got you. you can lean on me angel” he said pulling you gently against his side as he helped you to your feet. His voice was soothing but you felt the world shift too suddenly and you lost your balance falling against him heavily. Thankfully he caught you easily. “good girl come on. lean on me let’s get you to the hospital I’ll take care of you jagiya”
The journey to the car was a difficult one and you leaned on Zen the entire way as he encouraged and praised you. one of the actors Zen knew offered to help you into the car as Zen rushed to the driver’s side to start the vehicle. The man’s hand left the small of your back for less than a second when the worst contraction yet hit and sent the world around reeling. Everything went black.
When you came to you could hear the faint beeping of a machine to your left and an infant crying to your right. “she’s awake.” Zen’s voice called and you struggled to open your eye’s against the bright florescent lights. “jagiya listen you passed out and hit your head.”
“my water broke.” You said dazedly trying to connect the dots of your hazy memory “the baby” you muttered. “my water broke. the baby was on the way. Where’s my baby!” the machines beeping sped up alarmingly driving your growing panic. You felt his hand on your arm and he smiled gently.
“she’s here their making sure she’s healthy right now. Look” he stepped aside and you could see the nurses checking over a small infant with a wild tuft of alabaster hair. “she’s an angel and her mother is a goddess. I can’t believe you’ve given me everything I could have ever wanted. How can you manage to be more gorgeous every day jagi?” you swatted his hand away from where he had tried to touch your cheek.
“I’m sweaty and gross and did they do a C section am I bloody?”
“no blood and you could never be gross jagi. Your perfect.”
“when can I hold her?” you ask the nurse ignoring the ridiculous words Zen was spewing.
“right now. Mrs. Ryu” the nurse said handing you the tiny newborn.
“you were right about her being an angel though, she has your hair.”
“and your cute nose” Zen chirped tapping her nose gently
“thank god she’s got your eyes though” you laughed.
The RFA when MC is excited about how soft her fresh shaved legs are
there’s something truly magical about fresh shaved legs. for EVERYONE involved.
Masterlist
Jumin
- You sneak into his home office wearing your black satin pajama’s
- you move to perch on his desk one leg extended and toe pointed as elegantly as you could manage
- “Jumin touch my legs they are so soft!”
- “Excuse me?”
- You spin so your legs sit across the papers he was just working on and sit front and center
- “I just shaved and used that new lotion you got me and they are so soft touch them”
- “No”
- “No?” you pout
- He scoops you up without warning carrying you out of the office
- “The office is no place for that”
- “wait, no. you were work, I just meant.”
- “you know better than to tease me” he said entering the bedroom with a mischievous smirk
- I mean he right
Yoosung
- You emerged from the bathroom towel clad and smooth legged
- Yoosung was in the main room enjoying a let’s play when you made your appearance
- “MC?!?”
- “Yoosung touch my legs” you chirp happily racing of to him and placing one foot gently on the table before him
- His hands are shaking as his fingers start at your knee and run down to your ankle
- He stutters an affirmation and you smile moving to sit next to him
- You drape your legs across his lap teasing him
- “MC this isn’t fair” he says burying his face in his hands
- You shift your legs off his lap and move his hands gently to steal a kiss from him
- “but your so cute when you blush”
- “you’re doing this on purpose” he chides
- You simply giggle and kiss him even deeper this time
- You two did not make it to the bedroom
- Mission accomplished
Saeyoung
- BAM your leg in all its fresh shaven glory is posed upon the coffee table before Saeyoung
- Before you can even say anything he leans forward and lick a long strip up your calf
- “oh god ewww why?”
- “why not?” he asks mock sagely
- “I just wanted you to see how my legs where!”
- “soft you wanna see soft legs?”
- BAM HIS leg in all its shaven glory is posed upon the coffee table before you
- Revenge lick
- “augh okay point made that’s gross”
- Later you are both cuddling on the couch in booty shorts super soft legs tangled together as you watch a movie
- Saeran hates that he can’t tell which legs belong to his brother and which belong to you
- He thinks your both idiots who need to put on REAL F*CKING PANTS
Zen
- He comes home from a jog to see you in shorts doing one leg wheel pose
- Instantaneous nosebleed
- “oh Zen look”
- MC he literally can’t look any harder than he is already looking
- You move out of wheel pose to stand before him “I just shaved my legs and they are so smooth touch them!”
- his brain has ceased functioning
- You guide his hands to your thigh to feel your skin
- Then he’s moving on his own and his hand is too high to be innocent
- You give a shuddering gasp
- The beast is unleashed
- “Jagi do you even know what you’re doing to me?”
- You absolutely 100% know what you’re doing.
Jaehee
- She too knows the alluring feeling of fresh shaven legs
- Share with her your soft leg secrets
- Now you both have super soft legs
- You absentmindedly run your fingers along each other’s legs all afternoon
- FRESH SHEETS because you both know how amazing fresh sheets are when paired with fresh shaved legs
- You two cuddle all afternoon while watching Zen’s DVD’s
- That night, so many cute and spicy leg kisses
- Tangled up super soft legs
- SKIRTS FOR DAY’S
Mc spoils the RFA + saeran with their perfect bath
guys i love baths. bath bombs, I got a job at bath and body works because i love their products and lush doesn't have a store near me. baths are beautiful wonderful indulgent moments of relaxation and should be treated as sacred and holy times. so here we have MC giving the RFA their perfect bath.
also my master list grows with every new post so be sure to keep an eye on it.
Jumin
- He has been so stressed its affecting his sleep
- So tonight your bound and determined to get him to relax
- He doesn’t usually take baths he’s a shower guy
- His bathtub is HUGE though (mostly because he knows you love baths)
- The water is so hot his skin is a little red but not so hot that hit hurts
- Hot water helps relax the muscles you point out
- you use a bath bomb that colors the water a deep purple with eco safe silver glitter
- it’s scented with cedar wood and lavender oil
- you even dimmed the lights and played cello music to create the optimal relaxation
- he starts soaking as you pour both of you some wine
- he asks you to join him saying that it would be “terribly boring” without you
- you chuckle and slip in with him leaning against his chest
- he tells you about a new cat business
- you tell him about teaching Elizabeth the 3rd to do the obstacle course you and he set up
- you mention that the water looks like the starry night sky and move to kiss him
- he smiles and catches your chin in his hand to deepen the kiss
- he thinks he will indulge in baths more often if you will be joining him like this
Yoosung
- he knows that girls like baths but he’s never really enjoyed them
- he gets antsy if he sits still too long and shows just seem easier
- so you decide to show him the light
- the bathtub at his place isn’t big but you can manage since there isn’t an easy solution
- the water is another problem it doesn’t get hot enough to be relaxing and certainly not hot enough to stay relaxing through the duration of the soak
- so you fill up what you can from the tap and add boiling water to bring the overall temp up
- you have to be really carful to not get it too hot
- you use a light blue bath bomb with gold glitter its shaped like a shooting start and has a tiny toy inside
- you do not tell him about the toy the toy is yours
- its smells like freesia and honey, fresh and lightly sweet
- you play the LOLOL equivalent of the LOZ great fairy fountain music
- he grabs your hand as you go to give him privacy and won’t meet your eyes when he asks you to join him
- you share a bottle of cold cherry flavored sparkling water
- he tells you about the upcoming LOLOL event and you laugh at his animated hand guesturse splashing around
- you give him a bubble beard and when you kiss him you pull away with half the bubbles on your own face
- as great as the bath itself was his favorite part is towel drying your hair because of how messy and super fluffy soft it becomes
Saeyoung
- broski neglects himself when work gets bad
- he can get nasty
- you draw him a bath with the hottest water possible
- you use a bright red bath bomb with black and gold glitter
- it smells exactly like fruit loops
- you also add several rubber duckies (one looks like him and one looks like you)
- you were not planning to join him really
- but he splashes you and I mean you where wet already so when in roam
- you too may or may not play act with the rubber ducky versions of you
- you pour Dr. pepper into those plastic fake champagne flutes and toast to honey buddah chips
- you have to ban honey buddah chips from the bath
- you share memes on each other’s phones
- and play soft 8-bit music as background noise
- you wash his hair and hum a lullaby
- he tries not to get sentimental about a childhood he never had
- but you can tell he’s getting a bit sad so you squish his face and say “my name is Saeyoung and I deserve love” you have him repeat after you while his face is squished until his laughing again
- you wrap his hair in a towel hat then laugh when he forgets and his hair dries all crazy
- bath time becomes a really happy routine for you too
Zen
- he is familiar with baths they are good for your skin every once in a while
- he’s read all about the benefits, the pros and cons, what to add what to steer clear of
- he insists warm not hot water “zen hot water feels the best” “it can irritate our skin jagi!”
- you concede because he’s basically a human furnace anyway
- you choose a dye and glitter free bath bomb
- but it does have seaweed extract, coconut oil, and Epsom salt
- it smells like rose, lemongrass, and mahogany
- he puts his hair in a bun to wash separately (what’s good for skin isn’t always good for hair)
- you both do face masks during the soak and there’s something you really enjoy about seeing him in a face mask
- it’s one of the few times he looks genuinely silly
- you talk about the new part he just got and he admits he’s nervous
- “it’s a romance Jagi what if I can’t act it properly because I’m too busy thinking about you?”
- he either drinks bear or lemon cucumber water depending on if he has an audition tomorrow
- if he drinks beer he shares the can with you since he’s trying to cut back for you
- if it’s the lemon cucumber water absolutely runs the bottom of the ice cold glass against your neck to see you shiver and shudder
- but then you wiggle against him and he’s starting to have a hard time controlling the beast
Jaehee
- this girl needs a tropical vacation bad
- but since you don’t have the money or time you decide a staycation will do
- bath water is hot enough to steam but you give it time to cool a bit before she gets in
- you use and orange, yellow bath bomb with gold glitter that looks like the sunrise
- it smells like guava and mandarin to give it a tropical feel
- you play ocean sounds and quiet ukulele music
- you make chamomile and lemongrass ice tea sweetened with honey
- she chats idly about all the benefits of such a drink and debates whether to add it to the café menu or not
- you can’t help but chuckle at her workaholic nature as you turn to kiss the tip of her nose
- you even move a laptop with its webcam covered because everything with the RFA hacker has made y’all hyper aware of the vulnerability of technology
- to the bathroom counter so you can watch Zen DVD’s while you relax
- afterwards you paint her nails and discuss new cakes for the café
- she’ll admit it’s no trip to Hawaii but it was very relaxing
Saeran
- boy refuses to admit he needs some serious TLC
- but you coax him in if you say you want to share a bath with him
- you bring fresh flowers into the bathroom and make sure everything is perfect
- you use a deep red bath bomb with black glitter
- its shaped like a skull and he enjoys watching it fizz and bubble before you two get in
- it smells like a bouquet of gardenias, roses, and lilies
- you play nature sounds with gentle harp music
- you make sweet hibiscus tea to share with him
- he tells you about his latest therapy appointment and you ask him idle questions
- “did you end up planting all the tulips?”
- “maybe we should build a bird house! Or install a flower box on the window sill!”
- “are you gonna dye your hair again? Or let it grow naturally?”
- A lot of your conversations used to be one sided since he was so unused to make his own decisions
- So conversations where you gently guide him to find his own ideas are helpful
- Especially in safe and relaxing environment like this.
- “I think I’d like to keep it bleached until it grows out” he says cautiously
- “I think when it grows out on its own it’ll feel like the last of mint eye being washed away, and I hope I’ll be better by then. I hope you’ll stay with me until then.”
- “always and forever” you assure him kissing his cheek and giggling at his light blush
RFA boys witness panicky MC take down unknown
imagine panic hysteria and the fight reflex from short sweater clad sweetheart. yeah. it does not look bad ass, she is probably crying and shaking and calling for help. she’s has no fighting training what-so-ever all she has is fear and unadulterated desperation, sometimes that’s good enough though.
oh also I’m putting this under a cut because seven’s bit has spoilers because, its hard to avoid spoilers with him okay!
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Jumin
Jumin is so proud of you for protecting yourself, he will hold you until you calm down and assure you that you did the right thing.
- When he made it to Rikas apartment he could hear your crying and burst through the door without a second thought
- The second he saw you in a panicked frenzy repeatedly kicking an unknown figure that lay on the floor covering his head he was shocked
- It was impressive he had to admit, the speed and strength of your blows was astounding considering your size and soft spoken nature
- He almost felt bad for the man who had unknowingly provoked such a surprisingly violent response from you
- Almost
- Once the initial shock had worn off he pulled you away from the slightly trembling figure on the floor soothing you with gentle words
- He wasn’t sure the man on the floor could move but he planted the heel of his shoe on the man’s hand affectively pinning him to the ground none the less
- “the police will be here soon my love your safe now”
- “I panicked”
- “but you did very well, I am so relieved to see you safe.”
Yoosung
He tends to let his emotions run away with him so I imagine he goes through stages. Worry, relief, anger and then if you can calm him down he’ll be able to logically get you out of there
.
- He heard glass shattering as he tumbled through the door to Rika’s apartment
- He had no plan, when he entered he just wanted to make sure you were safe
- So when he saw you standing in the corner hands covering your mouth clearly shaking he rushed to you not even noticing the figure crumpled across the room
- You immediately spun him around when he reached you pointing out the unmoving figure on the floor.
- “I, threw something and, and, I think it hit his head. I panicked Yoosung! Is he okay? I don’t want to hurt anyone. I didn’t mean to hurt him. he scared me!”
- You were talking a mile a minute and Yoosung wanted to hold you and assure you everything was fine
- But he knew he had to be strong first
- He crept over to the figure and heard it groan in pain
- And in an instant he was kicking the figure, worried you pulled Yoosung away
- “Puppy! No! oh my God! He’s bleeding! Yoosungie please please stop”
- You were clinging to his arm and pleading with him when his eye’s met yours they felt so empty, this wasn’t the sweet and cute man you had fallen in love with, this was a stranger.
- “Yoosungie you’re, you’re scaring me” you stuttered as his blank and cold expression bore into you
- Slowly, haltingly his cold gaze broke and you watch him come back to himself again
- Suddenly he was pulling you along and you two fleeing the apartment
Saeyoung (warning spoilers!)
Look Saeyoung is torn because on one hand yay you can protect yourself that’s a huge deal since his life is dangerous on the other hand the person you just destroyed was someone he had not planned on seeing ever again and especially not on the floor of his maybe almost sorta girlfriend temporary apartment. He’s got a lot to figure out right now.
- He could hear your yelling from down the hall
- So when he kicked in the front door of Rika’s apartment he expected to see something terrible
- He did not expect to see you tazing his brother while you screamed like you were the one being hurt
- Thankfully his training allowed him to disarm you without hurting you
- It was clear you were in a panic as you shook and spoke a mile a minute about how his brother had broken in through the window
- As you shook and hurriedly tried to explain yourself he took care of the man you had just tazed into oblivion
- Slowly you calmed down as you watched him hand cuff the man and leave to get ice for his bruises and muscle cramps
- The following days were long, hard, and very confusing.
- Saeyoung assured you, you did nothing wrong, but at the same time he agonized over his brother’s injuries both physical and mental
- He nursed his brother through fights and pain and heavy resistance and you did everything you could to support them both.
- The RFA was thrown into chaos at the revelations the capture (rescue? No one is really sure at this point) has brought
Zen
He is concerned more than anything, you may have physically protected yourself but he can see the fear and tears. He knows you aren’t okay and knows it will take a lot of TLC for you to feel safe again.
- He can hear your shaking stuttering sobs as he pushes the door open quickly
- And there you were using a coat rack to beat a figure on the ground
- there was suddenly a sickening crunch sank to your knee’s sobbing
- he panicked thinking you were hurt scooping you up bridal style and sprinting out of the apartment
- once at home his hands flutter over your form never touching you but scanning you for injuries
- he sighs when he sees there are none. Had that crunch been from the intruder?
- You’re still crying though and he can tell that you are shaken.
- He holds you all night listening to your concerns
- “I don’t want to hurt anybody! Oh God I’m such a bad person I think I broke his arm zen!”
- “hush princess you’re an angel you didn’t do anything wrong”
- “oh God what if he comes back Zen?”
- “then I’ll be here to protect you this time. I’m never letting you go again.”
- He runs his hands through your hair and holds your hand while he makes you tea
- It’s a lot like the stories ending but more intense since you were alone with unknown longer and therefore more shaken
RFA boys meeting an MC that’s currently pregnant as a surrogate mother for her sister.
swear that someday i will play jaehee’s route and write more for her but I’m stuck in V’s route right now. she’s next i promise!
fun fact i would love to be a surrogate mom but i can not because i have not had my own child which is like a requirement where i live, and i get that I guess. so alas its never meant to be. anyway in this I’m pretending those rules don’t exist and this is MC’s first pregnancy cuz idk i don’t want to think about MC having a child before meeting the RFA. at least not right now.
anyway masterlist
Jumin
- He was shocked to say the least
- He’s concerned that you already have a significant other and simply didn’t tell him
- “MC I, you never mentioned you were expecting.”
- You can’t help but laugh because his face is so priceless.
- Wide eye’s mouth slightly ajar you never expected to see Jumin so lost for words
- Once you explain that you are acting as a surrogate for your sister he was more supportive than you could have imagined
- He’s proud of you for helping your family especially since your helping your family create a family.
- He gets the chef to make you the absolute most nutritional food possible
- Provides you with all the pre-natal vitamins you could ever want
- Offers help to your sister to unsure everything is perfect
- He already thinks of this baby as his niece or nephew.
- You have to real him in when he starts attempting to discuss the baby’s possible future at C&R
- When you show up at the party and he proposes the rumors EXPLODE
- He handles it like he handles most rumor’s
- Ignore them they don’t matter he knows the truth.
Yoosung
- Absolutely 100% freaked the heck out when he locks eyes with you at the party
- Is suddenly super concerned because he’s never even had a girlfriend now his girlfriend is pregnant and he hasn’t even kissed her yet
- He is not ready to be a dad; but he’ll do it for you. no matter how scared he is
- He is terrified
- He still kisses you and thinks you’re the most beautiful person he’s ever seen
- But you can see how he nervously glances at your belly
- Once you explain you laugh at how visibly relieved he is
- “you mean you wouldn’t want to have a baby with me?” you tease jokingly
- Suddenly he’s spluttering and red faced and choking on his drink
- You can’t quite keep up with his babble but you could make out
- “in the future” “of course” “once we’re married” “later”
- You had to cover his mouth and instruct him to breath so he could calm down
- You stole another kiss and giggle as you watch him flounder for words
- He’s supportive and excited and can’t wait to help you babysit (as long as he doesn’t have to do it alone)
Saeyoung
- He knew from your background check
- Honestly it makes him all the more anxious about being with you at first
- You have a family, a sister and a soon to be niece or nephew
- Not to mention being pregnant made you that much more vulnerable
- But you’re so sweet and gentle. He watches you play music to your belly and carefully manage your food to make sure the baby gets everything it needs
- He watches you somehow manage to will away morning sickness because you heard it can cause dehydration and that’s bad for the baby
- He watches you stand your ground against the intruding hacker and experiences your gentle scolding when he doesn’t eat properly
- He starts to think that his life would have been much different if he had a mother like you
- The baby isn’t even born yet and already you care for it more than his mother ever cared for him
- And your offering to care for him too. He should say no. but how can he say no. he can’t
- So instead he simply doubles down on his efforts to protect and provide
- He also builds you a phone so you can keep in touch with your sister throughout all the chaos of well everything that happens
- Absolutely doesn’t cry when the baby is born (don’t look at him he’s got something in his eye shaddup)
- Offers to babysit but your sister politely refuses unless you are there as well
Zen
- He thinks you positively glow
- He doesn’t judge you whatsoever doesn’t even ask just, yep your pregnant no problem he loves you anyway
- Then you explain and he thinks you are the sweetest person on the planet
- He absolutely sings to the baby because as long as you are pregnant he will 100% play the father role
- You have to remind him that this is NOT his child
- Your honestly worried he will get too attached and be hurt when the baby goes home with its real mom and dad
- You have him meet them and he is the perfect gentlemen. Until after wards when he mentions that your sister’s husband had better treat her and the baby well
- You smack him playfully because we get your chivalrous or whatever now mind ya own dang business
- There are rumors. So so many rumors, most of them are not nice and he is fighting desperately to protect you but it isn’t until the baby is born and the press gets a picture of all of you together that the rumors stop
RFA reacts to MC singing in the shower
guys I used to sing in the shower. I haven't in a long time but there’s this song i used to sing in there that i loved and it was sad but like i cant remember what it was called or what the lyrics are because i have the memory of a goldfish that been dropped on his head. anyway it was about someone who worked hard to help everyone else and they were sad but never stopped trying to help people. i remember it talked about how they weren't loved by their parents so now no love can quite replace the love they never got. it had a lot of things in common with mysme and if you know what it is please tell me. its like a slower song idk
EDIT: writing this out helped me think and i found it! its called “the beacon” by a fine frenzy! ha ha!
sorry lets get on with it you know the drill check out my masterlist if ya want
Jumin
- Considers recording you, but is worried it’ll be muffled and muddy with all the background sound and the door between you
- So instead he just joins you in the shower
- He tells you your siren voice called him
- He is late for work that day but he can’t find it in himself to feel guilty
- Later he’ll ask you to sing for him so he can record it.
- he plays it when he’s away on business and the time change makes it hard for you two to talk
Yoosung
- he is thrilled because you sound so happy and cute
- he hums along while he gets dressed for the day
- probably either know the songs or looks them up
- wants to know why you chose that song asks what you think the lyrics mean
- he absolutely plans to have a karaoke date with you just to be able to playfully sing a duet with you
Saeyoung
- time to dance
- he busts in scarin the bajeezus outa you (my condolences ya got no bajeezus left)
- dancing around the bathroom while you scream in surprise
- once you stop he looks at you mock pouting
- “aww I was vibeing”
- And now your laughing because your boy is such a goofball but you love him
- You gather all the water you can in your hands and use it to splash him out of the bathroom
- Sometimes it works. Most times he claims that since his clothes are wet there’s no way he can wear them so he just strips and joins you
- You consider either option a win
Zen
- Duets through the shower door
- He actually harmonizes with you really well
- How are you supposed to be chill while your naked and Zen is singing right outside the door tho
- You’re not. You poke your head out the door still dripping just barley covering yourself with a towel
- And now you have unleashed the beast and ended your shower half way through
- This happens a couple of times before you learn to ignore Zen’s voice
- But then he gets a little lonely so he decides to join you
- Dammit Zen I just need to get clean leave me alone for 5 minutes, but I mean you’re already here no point in leaving now
Jaehee
- It makes her smile
- It feels homey and sweet while she sips her morning coffee
- She’ll hum along
- But she’ll never mention the singing to your face because she doesn’t want to embarrass you
- As far as you know she’s never heard you
- But one morning you do catch her soft and tentative voice coming from the shower barely audible
- It’s the same song you had sung the day before and you can’t help but smile at its warmth
the RFA + Saeran sleeping cuddles
cuddles! cuddles galore! look there’s only one thing better than sleep and that’s sleep cuddles.
also ya know master list if your interested
Jumin
He sleeps on his back on arm on his stomach the other to his side. You are curled in a ball hugging the arm at his side like a stuffed animal head on your pillow but face nearly touching his arm. He likes feeling your breath ghost across his skin and every now and then you shift and your lips brush against him in an angel soft kiss. He also thinks its precious how you cling to him in your sleep even if it does make getting up in the morning without waking you up a bit tricky.
Yoosung
This one changes slowly as he matures. At first you face each other curled up and you wrapped your arms around him. in his sleep he would cuddle closer and end up practically burying his face in your breasts. Your legs would tangle up and he would wake up so embarrassed because he always got a face full of boob. (he didn’t complain though). As he got taller and more confident your positions slowly swap until he’s the one holding you curled up against his chest your head tucked just under his chin.
One time y’alls cat broke something shocking you awake your head shot up and hit his jaw. You had a bump he had a bruise and bitten tongue. It wasn’t fun for anyone involved.
Saeyoung
I head cannon that this boy does not enjoy being wrapped up. he doesn’t mind being under a blanket but only if the sides are free. He’s got a thing about being trapped (be it by his mom or his agency or his dad he has a lot of things that have tried to lock him up and he’s learned to fight it hard) and even something as small as being tucked in feels suffocating to him. He has to be able to move his arms and legs freely, so he does not sleep well with you holding him. so he holds you instead and he holds you tight.
Zen
Lay your head on his chest or shoulder he’ll have one arms around you and he’ll hold your hand with the other. You HAVE to be either leaning against him or laying your head on him because I guarantee that the second he doesn’t feel you against him he is up and searching for you. also this guy is a freaking space heater so it’s always nice and toasty in his arms.
Jaehee
your both curled up on your sides and facing each other. she holds your hand like the cutie pie she is. she holds it in both hands near her face while she’s curled up next to you. you may have your other arm slung across her waist to pull her a little closer but she really only needs your hand too know your there and grounding her. When y’all wake up its nice to spend the morning chatting before you actually get out of bed.
Saeran
he doesn’t sleep well, ever. In fact, most of his sleep is from naps on the couch while your still awake and either playing games or watching TV. So more often than not the cuddling happens there starting from him laying sleepily against you while you face sideways on the couch if you’re playing games he’s sleeping against your chest (boobs are amazing pillows) while you hold the controller around his back. If you’re watching TV, you just run your fingers through his hair. It’s always a little saddening when he wakes up and jumps away from you like he’s been burned, whether it’s a nightmare or just his angry embarrassment at being so vulnerable it’s a bummer, he’s still got a long way to go in his recovery but he’s doing so much better.
RFA + Saeran and MC on a snow day
so where i live it does not snow often. it gets cold but we don’t usually get enough moisture to get snow. so as much as i would love do do more snow activities tis but a futile dream. maybe when i move. i don’t know. point is i don’t know much about snow day activities so a lot of activities are repeated but hopefully each character is different enough for everyone to enjoy.
oh also so I changed my ask box so y’all know i do take requests for mysme writing. my only current rules are that I don’t write for V and NSFW stuff will be kept vauge. oh but i do LOVE writing for jumin so def hit me up if you got anything for him.
and as always feel free to check out my master list!
Jumin
He spends it learning about what other people do on snow days so it’s a little bit of everything
- You know this man has a real fireplace because that is classy and cozy (at least I think so)
- Imagine sitting on the floor across from Jumin with Elizabeth between you two
- Your take turns teasing her with toys as she jumps and plays towards one of you then the other
- When you do go out you’re in super warm clothes and even then he’ll have his arms around you to keep you close and warm next to him
- He is not prepared when you pull away from him to run through the snow like a child but he chuckles watching you practically frolic
- Until he see’s you tumble into a pile of snow and rushes to help you out
- But when he gets there your giggling like a mad woman and you pull him down to kiss him in the snow
- “have some fun with me MR. Han”
- “if you insist MRS. Han”
- You show him all the commoner Snow day activities
- Snow angels, snow men, snow ice cream, maple syrup snow candy
- At the end of the day your curled against him in a big armchair by the fires he’s reading to you while you both warm up
Yoosung
His day is all about fun fair play with intermittent kisses and cuddles he’s just happy to be with you
- This boy may not have a fireplace but just imagine curling up with him under a heated blanket
- Also he loves snowball fights. He goes all out building himself a snow wall to hide behind and creating a war cry before popping up to pelt you with snowballs
- You sneak around and tackle him into the snow peppering his whole face with kisses
- Y’all try to build an igloo
- Y’all fail to build an igloo
- You build an entire family of snowmen to live in your collapsed igloo
- You and he name each snow man and even try to make them a little snow meal
- Then you start sneezing and he notices how red your nose and cheeks are from the cold
- He rubs your hands in his and breaths on them to warm your finger
- Eskimo kisses while sipping hot chocolate
- This boy makes the absolute best hot chocolate complete with whip cream and red and green Christmas sprinkles
- you put your cold hands on his face hot blushing face and laugh when he lurches backwards its less fun when he does the same
Saeyoung
he might take the snow fun a bit too far. But hey you both had fun so it’s cool right?
- he didn’t know it was snowing until you dropped a half melted snowball on his head while he works
- he makes a freaking snowball machine gun, his cat robot fights by his side
- you are out numbered and out gunned but he refuses your surrender you are now a prisoner of snowball war
- he DID make an igloo (for snowball war prisoners) and you and him bring blankets and watch movies on his laptop while all cuddled up together
- igloo make outs, until Saeran comes to check on you two
- not only does he stumble into some ridiculous booby trap Saeyoung made
- but when he finally makes it through you guys are making out and he tells you two to get a room
- “we have a room! I built it myself!”
- Saeran calls Saeyoung an idiot but does tell you to come inside before you catch a cold
- You make you and Saeran tea, Saeyoung tries hot DR. Pepper (spoiler alert it’s not good)
- You make soup for everyone and you all have a movie night
Zen
Romance. He will romance the pants off you. quite literally. It wasn’t his plan but he’s not complaining.
- Boy legit does not get cold so he lends you his coat
- But it’s so big on you, like floppy sleeves and knee length big. He thinks it’s so cute.
- And then your nose and cheeks all flushed from the cold.
- He’s dead, you killed him. Zen doesn’t live in that body anymore, now only the beast remains.
- He’s afraid you’ll catch a cold so he keeps you inside the rest of the time
- you and he absolutely go sledding (he’s not gonna miss a chance to hold you that tight against him)
- it’s hard to control himself when y’all tumble over each other at the bottom of the hill and he ends up laughing on top of you
- you nose scrunched with your laughter at the crash and pillowey snow around you
- he sings you “walking in a winter wonderland” as you two get take out from a nearby restaurant
- hot showers (interpret that HOWEVER you want wink wonk) to help you both warm up
Jaehee
its cozy and warm and peaceful. You spend most of it in shelter watching the snow fall from inside.
- snow days are actually really good for y’alls business because everyone wants hot drinks when its cold out
- she bundles the heck up. Coat gloves scarf hat boots earmuffs hat all of it
- she looks so cute all bundled up you just have to kiss her nose
- after the café crowd dies down you make her a drink and you two sit letting the drinks warm your hands as you watch the snow outside fall
- she gasps. You know what would be perfect for cold weather like this? molten lava cake!
- You gasp. You know what would go perfectly with that? fresh snow ice cream
- You both get to work and make what is hands down the best dessert you’ve ever shared
- It won’t work in the café obviously but your both glad you got to enjoy it together
- On your way home you hold her gloved hand and she kisses your cheek
- You spend the night watching DVD’s of Zen’s past Christmas plays
Saeran
It’s all about balance on this day, balance Saeran’s two different sides and balancing him and his brothers sometimes oppositional personalities.
- Hot tea with all his winter flowers (you know he’s planned his garden with flowers that bloom at all different times)
- you and he try to catch snowflakes on your tongues and make snow angles
- he probably gets irrationally angry when something knocks a tree branch and dumps snow on his head
- you calm him down and promise you two can gang up on Saeyoung in a snowball fight
- you two forgot he had a snowball machine gun and end up hiding behind a snow pile
- you call a truce once Saeyoung runs out of ammo and drag Saeran inside so he doesn’t catch a cold
- you make him chicken noodle soup and snuggle with him until he’s warm again
- you hear Saeyoung come in and Saeran tells him that if Saeyoung dares touch him with anything cold he will personally throttle Saeyoung with an icicle
- you hush Saeran gently because that’s not nice besides Saeyoung knows better you say sending a harsh look at a Saeyoung who has a large snowball melting in his hands
- Saeyoung decides that he probably shouldn’t go against you and Saeran together (clever boy)
RFA boys + Saeran meet their baby for the first time
so I got a request for this! maybe? or i read it wrong either way i hope everyone enjoys this! i had fun writing this and then half way though zen’s bit i realized i may have read it wrong so i decided i would write the other interpretation of the request too
as always check out my master list if you want more
Jumin
Stiff and nervous (though he would never admit it) he’s definitely worried his kids will think he’s cold like everyone else. He doesn’t play favorite but your daughter definitely does and she is a daddy’s girl through and through.
- He has prepared for this moment for nine months
- So of course he feels like he’s ready for it
- When the nurse hands him his daughter for the first time he is stiff
- It takes your hand on his forearm your thumb rubbing soothing circles there for him to soften
- you can see the same hazy sheen from your wedding in his eyes
- he’s not crying but the sentiment is there in his eyes
- he sings a gentle lullaby when she starts fussing and when she calms down at his voice that’s it for Jumin he is wrapped around this child’s finger
- you’re hold your newborn son but you can already tell that your daughter is going to be a daddy’s girl
- when your son starts crying Jumin is there in a second but since his arms are full with his daughter he looks lost
- you chuckle at his look he clearly wants to help he is a man of action after all
- then your daughter is crying in his arms and he stiffens again
- people have called him cold all his life and now he’s panicking because babies need warmth and these tears feel like rejection
- at least until the nurse pulls her from his arms gently to help you breast feed them for the first time assuring him that the children are simply hungry (being born is hard work after all)
- he takes time off to help you and the babies settle in and he absolutely takes an active role is soothing them to sleep (there’s two of them so you welcome the help)
Yoosung
Cries and feels woefully unprepared. He’s closer to his mother so he’s determined to be a very active parent so that doesn’t happen with his son. (he’s always been sensitive about being left out)
- he tried to prepare but he feels so monumentally unprepared
- he’s watching you hold your son and 100% crying he just has a lot of emotions okay
- you motion to have him come closer and slowly transfer the little bundle of joy into his arms
- this boy melts Yoosung sinks into the chair by your bed and looks in awe at this tiny child in his arms
- he tries to welcome his son into the world but his voice breaks and he settles for kissing him on the forehead
- when the baby opens his eyes and he sees the lilac that’s near identical to his it hits him
- this is his baby, HE helped make this baby, it’s in this moment that he makes himself several promise’s
- one: he will do everything he can to make sure this child is safe, happy, and loved
- two: he will make sure YOU are safe, happy, and loved.
- Three: he will learn and try to teach his son about the importance of moderation and balance because it’s something he struggles with and he wants better for his son
Saeyoung
He is super scared of hurting them. He doesn’t want to be like his parents and he still thinks he has a dangerous life. So it’ll take some prompting but only a little since you’ve already melted his heart a lot.
- Scared as all hell
- You can see it in his eyes even as he asks if the baby blankets are “womb” temperature
- He’s honestly afraid to hold them at first, what if he’s like his parents what if he hurts them
- You insist because there is no way you are letting him get away with his “you can’t be around me I’m dangerous” bull
- “Saeyoung you will hold one of these babies right now it’s your fault we have two after all!”
- He’s not crying he just has something in his eye is all
- The baby starts crying and he panics thinking he hurt the child he tries to return the baby but you refuse telling him to make a funny face or sing a silly song (its his kid after all you know its got a great sense of humor)
- He swallows nervously but tries to make the silliest face he can.
- And the baby has stopped crying in favor of staring up at Saeyoung with wide eye’s
- This is the moment that Saeyoung starts to feel a bit more confident
- He swears that he saw the baby smile (even though you tell him it takes almost 2 months for children to be able to genuinely smile)
- He is now hooked on making funny faces at these kids and you are legitimately starting to worry about all those moments you mother told you your face would freeze that way. If it was going to happen to anyone it would be Saeyoung right now.
- He insists his babies are humor savants the smiled and laughed their first day of life they are comedy geniuses
Zen
Look the second he sees his daughter he is wrapped around her finger like a ring. I want to give her the world on a string. She is a princes and you are his queen.
- He absolutely kisses the heck out of you, he’s just loves you so much and you’ve given him a family and he’s never been happier than the moment he first saw his daughter
- When the nurse hands him his child he cries but only a little
- He’s just so proud and filled with emotions
- He’s showing her off and braging to all the nurses that a more beautiful baby has never been born
- He Instantly takes a new dad selfie but you decline saying you look awful (labor is not a pretty process)
- he tells you tour glowing and beautiful and magical, and finally he talks you into a family selfie to post in the RFA chat
- He absolutely has cute outfits all picked out for your baby and is a little disappointed when the nurses say no dress up until y’all get home
- He is ready to fight someone when he sees the nurse giving his baby girl her first bath and she cries
- He holds his daughter every chance he gets. So much that you have to ask him to let you hold her
- You have no doubt whatsoever that this little girl will grow up knowing her worth. Her doting father is already telling her how spectacular, beautiful and loved she is.
Saeran
Even more cautious than Saeyoung. Refuses to hold the baby at first. Insisting the baby would be better off without him. it isn’t until the baby won’t stop crying no matter what you do but does stop when it holds his finger that he relents.
- He stays out of the delivery room. He’s not sure he’s strong enough to hear you in pain even if it is normal for labor.
- so when the nurse ushers him in to see his child he’s more nervous than he’s ever been.
- Seeing the baby for the first time he feels like he can’t breathe. The nurse offers to let him hold her and he refuses
- The nurse tries to push but you step in to let him have some time to get used to the idea.
- He watches silently as you feed the tiny infant and then rock her gently as she wriggles peacefully
- Then she starts crying and he’s on his feet to help but unsure what he should do. He doesn’t want to touch her for fear that heal hurt her.
- you hush her gently, attempt singing to her, check her diaper, everything you can think of but she’s still whimpering quietly and you can see Saeran getting antsier by the minute
- you get an idea and guide his hand gently to hers. She grips his index finger and mouths at it immediately quieting down
- you can see the fear and anxiety in his eyes slowly shift to wonder as his little girl gums absently at his knuckle
- “I never thought” he starts before trailing off
- “you’ll make a great father Sae. I know you will.”
RFA boys + saeran helping surrogate MC through pregnancy and meeting her baby
so this is the other interpretation of that request i got. i hope its okay! i wrote this one out side which was really nice for a change. please leave a comment if you enjoyed it
also master list if your into it
Jumin
During the pregnancy
- Since he met you later in your surrogacy he only gets 2 months to help you through your pregnancy
- But he does everything he can
- You get one of those super fancy pregnancy body pillows
- He declines the private nurse though reminding him that every woman ancestor he has gave birth even before private nurses were a thing
- He picks apart the line saying that his great aunt never had children so not every
- You cut him off with a gently kiss before saying “hush I’m pregnant and therefore right”
- He would argue with you but you’re already walking away towards the kitchen where your latest snack craving was hidden away.
Meeting the baby in the waiting room
- He was a tad upset that he couldn’t be with you in the delivery room
- But he understood that your sister and her husband (the parents) took priority over him
- At least he said he did but his grim look and constant foot tapping said otherwise
- “Jumin” your sister called “do you want to see your future nephew?” his heart jumped at that.
- Your sister hadn’t been cold to him certainly but she had always referred to him as your boyfriend despite his proposal.
- He had taken it to mean she did not approve of him but if this child was his future nephew then she must have accepted that you were his future wife
- “yes I would” he said resolutely stepping forward to see the baby in her arms
- He had you and your sisters eye’s (poor baby ain’t got no eyes JK) and red tinted hair from his father but what hit Jumin most was the simple peace of the child
- He had expected fussiness and crying. He had asked around and many people warned him that newborns were fussy even on their best days
- But like you this child had a gentle peace about him a calm and happy light in its bright young eye’s
- “I’d like to see MC” he said abruptly and your sister chuckled stepping aside so he could visit you
- He wrapped you in his arms and murmered low in your ear “you never cease to amaze me my love. Marry me? Not in several months not even in days. Tomorrow. The second your discharged.”
Yoosung
During the pregnancy
- He is trying his absolute best. He knows nothing about pregnancy. So he asks his mom and after calming down her panic she agrees to help.
- By showing up at his house to see and care for MC.
- She insists on cleaning and worries over MC whenever MC tries to help
- Yoosung helps dutifully but you can see a tinge of regret in his eyes when his mother nags him to stop playing lolol
- She’s there for a week cooking and lecturing Yoosung on everything that a pregnant woman need help with (which according to her is EVERYTHING)
- You ask her if she had a hard pregnancy by chance and she admits her pregnancy with Yoosung was very difficult (Yoosung had never known that and listens intently from his place cleaning in the kitchen
- She had pushed herself to hard and ending up going into labor prematurely nearly loosing Yoosung in the process now your crying and Yoosung is rushing to your side his mom hugging you both
- “you are strong MC anyone who can put up with my son must be but dont forget to take care of yourself, and you Yoosung you help her with this and make me proud” his mom semi scolds with a warm smile
Meeting the baby in the waiting room
- Yoosung is sitting in the corner practically bouncing with anxiety
- Zen has his hand on Yoosung’s shoulder and is looking at his watch every five minutes
- He was missing a final for this but he had told his professor that his girlfriend was having a baby so the professor would let him retake it tomorrow
- Technically it wasn’t a lie. It just wasn’t their baby.
- Despite it not being their baby he was still so nervous he thought he might be sick. After hearing his mother’s story, he had researched EVERYTHING that could go wrong (there are a lot of things that could go wrong)
- So when he heard your sister (who had become a familiar presence in his life) call him he nearly jumped out of his skin
- He rushed over to where she stood holding a small bundle of blue blankets
- “you’ll never guess what we named him?” she teased and her small smirked highlighted just how much you two looked alike “MC came up with it, and we thought it was perfect naming him after his uncle”
- Yoosung looked at her confused and lost tilting his head to the side
- “meet Yoosung our baby and maybe someday your official nephew”
- Yoosung turned beet red at that you and he had only been dating for 3 months after all
- And yet through all the nerves he couldn’t find it in himself to dislike the idea in fact he couldn’t stop the wide smile that grew on his face
- “hi mini Yoosung. I’ll do my best to be someone you can look up too okay!”
Saeyoung
during pregnancy
- Look there was A LOT going on during this moment in his life
- Between the agency and mint eye he could barely think straight
- And you were his rock grounding him through it all.
- Vanderwood had never seen a woman 7 months pregnant pick a fight with a cult leader and show no hesitation when looking danger in the face before you
- You were either incredibly brave or just plain stupid considering you were in love with Saeyoung probably a bit of both
- He had to admit though your steadfast level headed nurturing was exactly what Saeyoung and his brother needed
- At every wrong turn and new trouble, you were there cheering Saeyoung on and calming Saeran down (something that amazingly it seemed only you could do)
- Saeyoung was determined to protect you and his brother and you believed in him whole heartedly
- It was only after all the chaos was over and Saeyoung had brought you to his bunker that you finally sat down, sighed and called your sister to tell her you were home
- Saeyoung sat next to you and as soon as you hang up you burst into tears and buried your face in his chest
- He was surprised when you mentioned how worried for him you were
- He pulled you back to look at you disbelievingly before kissing you hard
- After all that nothing could come between you
Meeting the baby in the waiting room
- He stood stock still eye’s darting between the doors to the delivery room and the hallway he led to the psychiatric ward where his brother was
- He wanted to tell his brother that today was the day but everything had been so busy since arriving he didn’t have a chance and now his was stuck unsure of how long it would take.
- Logically he was sure he had enough time since his brother never wanted to see him for very long. They were doing better of course but at most they could only spend 20 to 30 minutes together before Saeran would have an episode and Saeyoung would be ushered away.
- Still he didn’t want to risk being absent when the baby was born and he could see you safe and sound again.
- Your sister had barely stepped through the door before Saeyoung was burying her in questions
- “is MC okay? What about the baby? Is it a boy or a girl? When can I see MC again?”
- Your sister chuckled at that nodding down the bundle of blue blankets in her arms
- “MC’s is okay their helping her clean up now. This is our little boy here and you can see MC as soon as you answer a question for us.” Her gentle voice reminded him so much of yours whenever you tried to soothe Saeran and he nodded urgently. He desperately wanted to see you.
- “will you be the God father luciel?”
- Ice ran through his veins as he froze. Godfather. He couldn’t, there was no way he could with everything he’s done everything he’s caught up in but hadn’t he thought the same about being with you, and about seeing his brother again too
- He looked at the tiny infant, it slept soundly in its mothers arms and he tried to find a reason to dislike the small boy, any reason to say no to the question your sister had just asked. Slowly the baby opened his eyes and he marveled at how clear and innocent they were.
- He’s tremulously nod’s and is suddenly caught up in a gentle hug from your sister and her quiet husband, before being ushered back to meet you.
Zen
During the pregnancy
- Absolutely gives you anything and everything your craving
- Completely quits smoking because what if it hurts the baby (still drinks beer though)
- he lays his head on your belly and talks to the baby telling it how it has the best kindest strongest angel of a mother ever
- surrogate mother you point out and he looks so confused because what’s the difference?
- You explain that the baby isn’t yours in any way except for it growing in your womb. The egg was your sisters so the baby is hers not yours
- He still looks a little confused but takes your word for it after all you would know best
- You and he have A LOT of dinners with your sister and her husband
- He’s still getting used to the whole family dynamic since he hasn’t had it in so long
Meeting the baby in the waiting room
- He is pacing because he does not enjoy sitting still while anxious
- he can’t calm down and he’s angry that they won’t let him in the delivery room with you
- Yoosung touches his shoulder and he turns on him about to snap but stopping himself when he sees its Yoosung and not Jumin
- Yoosung asks him if he wants some water and offers to walk with him to the hospital cafeteria
- They are almost out the door when he hears your sister call for him
- “zen would you like to see the baby?”
- He sprints over to see the little boy and in that moment he vows to teach this child everything he knows
- It may not be his son but he swears to support the kid to the ends of the earth and if the kid ever needs a place to go. Well that’s what uncles should be for.
- The baby grabs at a stray lock of Zen’s hair and its one of the few times Zen lets anyone but you and his hairdresser touch his hair
- Then the baby tugs just a little too much and Zen decided that the no touch rule is completely valid as your sister tuts and untangles the tiny fist
- He still loves this kid though
- Your sisters been talking this whole time but he hasn’t heard a word so she snaps in front of his face to get his attention
- “do you want to see MC”
- “yes” he nearly shouts before speed walking to your room
Saeran
During the pregnancy
- After the chaos of mint eye and looking for his brother he is happy to settle down
- He cooks for you, and of course you and he share so much ice-cream (midnight ice-cream runs because of craving happen almost weekly at first)
- He brushes your hair and tries to wait on you hand and foot until you put that foot down
- You have to give him a serious talk about making his own decisions and choosing things for himself because you don’t want to see him fall back into his mint eye habits
- He nods and starts to give you a little space but he still brushes your hair. Saying he genuinely enjoys it
- You encourage him in his recovery and sit outside while he gardens
- When he gets angry you do what you can to calm him down. People are worried he might hurt you but you have faith in him. (and the self-defense training Jaehee gave you)
- Your sister is admittedly nervous but your unwavering faith bolsters her trust in saeran as well as his trust in himself
- He’ll be the first to admit though he does NOT like the look of discomfort on your face when the baby kicks but he’s learning to keep himself calm and to walk away from things that upset him rather than try to fight them head on
Meeting the baby in the waiting room
- EVERYONE can feel how tense he is
- He’s sitting straight backed with his fists clenched on his knees
- Your sister is honestly a little afraid to take her newborn baby out their despite how sweet he seemed sometimes. It’s the times he didn’t seem sweet that she worried about. Even if you swore up and down he was more than safe
- His head shot up at the sound of the door and he rushed to your sister the second he saw her
- “where’s MC? is she safe? I need to see her NOW?” that last word came out harsher than he meant and Jumin put his hand on Saeran’s shoulder
- “I’m sure MC is fine. Isn’t that right?” he said calmly
- Your sister nodded a little before speaking “MC is fine the nurses are helping her clean up you’ll be allowed back as soon as she’s done I just thought you might want to see the baby since you helped MC through this”
- Saeran swallowed hard, he wasn’t sure he wanted to see the baby. Wasn’t sure if he should see the baby
- But when he locked eyes with the small infant he swore he could see so much of you in its face (or was it your sister? Did it matter? Not to him)
- It was the first time he had actually thought of starting a family with you. later when he is farther into his recovery, when his relationship with his brother is better, when you and he are married maybe.
- When a nurse called for your visitors and he lunged forward baby forgotten you where most important
the RFA bois react to empath MC
so in this context im gonna say MC is an empath in that she can feel other peoples emotions. they feel separate from hers though as she’s had a lot of time to learn to compartmentalize her emotions separate from others. she can also promote emotions to other people but not force them. think of it like the difference between being near a small campfire and wrapped up in a blanket in you house. if your feeling sad she can help you feel a little better help you not slip too far into depression but she cant solve the problem. if your surrounds by cold sadness she can be a small campfire to warm up next to until you have enough strength to make it home. some people can tell the difference between her promoted feelings and their genuine ones but its difficult and often takes a lot of practice.
I might add jaehee and Saeran a bit later. if you guys want me to leave a comment. otherwise i’ll probably move on to my next project.
oh and master list
Jumin
Curious, defensive, once he accepts it he’s thankful that you can understand his feelings so easily
- He doesn’t believe you at first. At least he says he doesn’t but you can feel his curiosity
- You tell him to ask any questions he has and he does
- “Can you make people feel something?” Sorta but not really, I can promote or encourage feelings but not force them
- “Can you tell when people lie to you?” it depends on why their lying. I can fell maliciousness and that can tell me if their lying.
- “Have you ever used this power on me?” You can feel the anxiety behind that question. He doesn’t want his love for you to be something you created. You don’t have to be an empath or a mind reader to see that concern.
- I can’t turn off feeling other people’s emotions that’s how I knew how much you were hurting. “you know that’s not what I’m asking MC”
- You sigh defeated yes, but it isn’t what you think. I didn’t make you love me; I could never do that. there isn’t a point if those feeling aren’t genuine. I tried to calm you down, make you feel more safe and secure. You were so anxious I couldn’t stand to see you so hurting like that so I tried to encourage peace
- You could feel him processing that, you watched as his grim and serious face slowly melted into the gentle smile you loved you could feel his warm and soothing love
- can I show you something? I, I’ve never done this but I want to try to make you feel how I feel about you.so you can understand “you may”
- you instructed him to breathe deeply. The way he did when he meditated (a hobby he had begun after reading about it in a book about Romanian vampires)
- it’s easier if your empty and open. A blank slate to receive what I’m projecting are you ready?
- He nods and you start. You pour every ounce of energy you have into showing him how much you love him the warmth in your face when you catch his eye, the tingles in your fingertips when he kisses you, the giddy bubbliness in your heart when he makes those silly dry jokes of his and last the hunger in your blood when he smirks at you.
- When you stop sending him your feelings you can feel them mirrored back at you with their signature Jumin charm.
- His face may not burn but he’s never found it difficult to fight a smile before he met you, his fingers may not tingle but they twitch with the need to hold you, and he feels that same giddy bubbliness when you laugh at his jokes, last but certainly not least you feel the aching need for you when you glance at him slyly
- You laugh at the cosmic ridiculousness of it all, you two felt so similar yet so different two sides of the same coin.
- You wouldn’t have it any other way
Yoosung
Embarrassed, thinks you can mind read, tries to not think anything naughty thinks EVERYTHING naughty
- When you tell him he turns bright red and you almost choke on the embarrassment he’s feeling
- Why is he so embarrassed though? you don’t get it feelings aren’t embarrassing
- “so you um you know all my thoughts?” oh okay now you get it he doesn’t understand
- No I can’t read your thoughts I just feel your emotions, like if your happy I can feel your happiness or if your sad I can feel that sadness
- “so um can you feel if I feel um like nope never mind no its nothing I’m going to go study”
- Now you’re curious so while he’s studying your focused on him searching for something anything beyond the pure embarrassment he’s feeling
- Slowly you can feel a small piece of his emotion a wavering flickering determination to hide something
- You don’t approve of spying. But he was acting so strange you were worried. So you watched him for the rest of the evening as you scampered around doing everything in his power to stay busy and avoid you
- You can’t keep avoiding me forever Yoosung what are you so afraid ill feel that I haven’t felt already
- That’s when he locks eyes with you and you can feel his need ;) at the same time that his face flushes a near impossible shade of red
- “MC can you feel when I have naughty thoughts?” He blurts clearly a little panicked
- You can’t help but giggle because you can feel his nervousness under laden by the obvious thoughts he’s been trying not to think
- Only when you think about them really hard *you wiggle your eyebrows at him*
- And now you’ve broken him he’s a puddle of embarrassment on the floor you should probably stop teasing him now
- Yoosung listen if you’re worried about me thinking your weird, or not feeling the same way myself. You don’t need to. Honestly most of the time I feel how sincerely you love me, how much you enjoy being with me, how much you cherish me. Every now and then I feel you get a little needy and to be honest, I feel the exact same way. I love you of course I feel that way sometimes.
- Then his lips are on yours and your drowning in the intensity of his emotion
- How can such a cute and innocent looking boy feel so, hungry. You have to admit its intoxicating
- you hold him tight against you and try to make him feel your love the way you feel his love right now
- you don’t know if it comes through but you figure you probably have the rest of your life to keep trying.
- At least if the devotion and love you feel from him is really as strong as it feels
- You know better than anyone that feelings can change in the blink of an eye
- But you have no intention of letting this go
Saeyoung
skeptical at first, he jokes about conspiracies and magic because they seem so far fetched to me so you’ll have to prove yourself.
- when she tells him he doesn’t believe you
- “prove it what am feeling right now” he said teasingly
- Skeptical? You replied blandly it didn’t take an empath to figure that one out
- Saeyoung laughed at that and you couldn’t help the bloom off love in your heart
- “okay that wasn’t a good example” he joked “how about this what’s Saeran feeling”
- “emotionally exhausted, a little depressed, but mostly apathetically curious
- ... it’s the best he’s felt in a while to be honest but it’s getting better” you said solemnly
- You felt his heart sink the all too familiar weight of guilt he carried quickly pushed aside to focus on more pleasant things
- “that would have been a better example if I could fact check it but it seems right” he said with a glance to his brother lost at the computer in the corner of the room
- I can try to affect your mood would that prove it? You offered
- He brightened instantly at that “oh yeah! that’s a good idea bet you can’t scare me”
- “I can’t force emotions but I can promote them so let’s try it out. First it’s easier if you clear your mind and start with a blank slate” you instructed
- “my minds always a blank slate” he quipped giving you his signature goofy grin
- you couldn’t help but laugh for a moment and you felt his pride swell at your giggling
- after a moment you calm yourself down and begin to focus on proving your point
- suddenly he’s stiff and trembling in front of you
- “I don’t like that” he whispered stopping you immediately
- “I’m sorry did I push too hard” you fretted
- “I, don’t, I believe you just don’t do that again”
- “of course I’m sorry” you promised worriedly
- “I haven’t felt like that since, never mind I just don’t like it”
- “here let me try something else something better”
- This time you sent warmth, comfort and love. the feeling of stepping inside your warm home on a cold winter day. you can feel him beginning to relax into it and you hope this makes up for your earlier faux pas
- “I recognize that feeling you’ve done this for me before”
- you caught me I did this a lot when you were with me at Rikas place I didn’t like you feeling bad so I tried to help usually the calls helped with they didn’t I did this
- he pulls you into his arms and hugs you tight you can feel his adoration and gratefulness
- “you’ve been helping me since the beginning. thank you”
zen
instant belief (because he has psychic dreams after all) probably falls more in love with you because you can completely understand his feelings
- now he knows why you believed him about his psychic dreams so wholeheartedly with no hesitation
- no one had ever believed him so quickly and honestly it meant so much that you had trusted him
- then his eye’s glint and he asks if you can feel what characters are supposed to be feeling
- you almost laugh at that but he’s serious
- he thinks about how helpful that would be for his career, how easy it would make character analysis
- you almost wish you could when you see how passionate and ambitious he is
- but you shake your head and explain
- “I have to be with the person”
- He nods at that but you can feel his confusion grow mixed with curiosity so you continue
- “and if there’s multiple people I have to work harder to focus on just the person I want to read.”
- it’s in this moment that clarity dawns on Zen’s face you were so good at isolating people’s problems focusing on exactly who you needed to. the reason you were always so focused on him and his feelings was because you worked at it. You had practice.
- You could feel his admiration though you weren’t sure what thoughts a brought it you had started talking and now it felt like you couldn’t stop you had never told anyone about how your power felt and now it was pouring out of you
- “It’s like being in a crowded room and trying to isolate one person’s voice from all the others. it can be overwhelming because people don’t have inside emotions like they have inside voices. when something exciting happens in a movie, sometimes it feels like the whole theater is screaming.
- “that’s why you hadn’t heard of me before we met. You avoided the theater because it was to emotional?”
- “I couldn’t get into the story because the actors never felt genuine and I got a headache from all the people in the crowd it was easier to watch things at home where I couldn’t read people so easily”
- “but you come see my plays now?”
- You blushed at that averting your eyes “your acting is different. You actually feel the part. You make it easy for even me to believe you. if it’s you, I think it’s worth the headache from the crowd. If it’s you I think I understand how the crowd can get so worked up.”
- He lunged at you and in a flash your back was against the couch as he loomed over you hungry and full of adoration he leaned down to whisper in your ear
- “can you tell how I feel right now?”
- You shut your eyes tight and nodded face red with embarrassment.
- “then you must have some idea of how much I love you. still I’d like to prove it, if you’ll let me Jagi”
My RFA + Saeran NSFW head cannons
this is probably the only NSFW stuff I’ll write. its difficult since I’m not really into actual NSFW. ya know. mostly i just want my baby boys happy healthy and loved. I’m more about chaste kisses and platonic cuddles than anything else. still every once in a blue moon I have my moments so here’s my thoughts on the RFA + saeran
oh also master list
and I’m putting it under the cut for obvious reasons
Jumin
- Light BDSM no intentional pain
- Mostly bondage and calling you his favorite pet
- Treats you like his most prized possession
- He is all about giving you everything you want
- Is quiet and methodical at first but slowly loses himself
- Absolutely gets off on your noise
- Probably enjoys watching you just as much as he enjoys participating
- Doesn’t intentionally mark you but the occasional love bite happens if he’s not careful
- Takes his time, you get there several times before he even starts his part of the journey
- He’s committing you to memory every single time
Yoosung
- Loves when you ride him
- Will absolutely mark every part of you that you let him
- quick recovery, and multiple rounds
- literally incapable of coherent speech
- loves your dirty talk though
- bites his lip a lot sometimes you worry he’ll bite too hard
- he has a praise kink 100% all day everyday
- shy about saying it but thinks the idea of getting caught is exciting
- really wants to do what you tell him ;)
- so much cuddling afterwards also more praise so much praise
Saeyoung
- he does not take off his cross necklace
- likes when you sound frustrated
- tends to stop right before you get their just to tease you
- plays dumb until you say EXACTLY what you want him to do
- probably still doesn’t do it right away because you didn’t ask nicely enough
- it’s all a big game and he enjoys having the upper hand
- wants you to say his real name. a lot.
- He really likes when you bite his shoulder (it means he’s doing a very good job)
- Probably wears the bite mark as a badge of honor (much to your horror)
- after care is a huge deal for both of you expect lots of gentle reassuring kisses
Zen
- stamina for days
- he is into body worship you cannot stop him when he gets into it
- zero regard for time and place, expect closets bathrooms dressing rooms all of it
- he’s not into marking (his looks are part of his job he can’t risk that no matter how much he really wants to wear your love bites)
- probably lifts you up against walls a lot
- likes to hear your breathy voice whispering in his ear
- is really proud of how disheveled you look afterward
- kisses literally everywhere
- he knows all your weak spots and will exploit that knowledge to tease you in public
Jeahee
- follows your lead at first since it takes her a while to open up
- bites her lip and tries to keep quiet if you top
- hushes you and giggles at your sounds if she’s top
- wants to give as good as she gets
- likes when you kiss her neck
- is VERY private, mention bedroom stuff in front of anyone and you’re in the dog house
- likes when you go down on her best (probably holds your head in just the right place)
- she does actually enjoy taking the lead once she’s warmed up
- low sex drive if not encouraged (like maybe once a week if you don’t initiate it but don’t worry once you initiate she is down to clown)
- bedroom only (except once in the office but she couldn’t relax enough to get there so yeah bedroom only)
Saeran
- he is dominate. Always. (submission is NOT fun for him)
- Makes you promise he’s the only one you’ll ever be with
- Bruises from his fingers on your thighs and bite marks on your shoulder
- A Safe word is a MUST so is a safe signal for both of you in case you need a break or he needs to calm himself down
- Light choking (nothing extreme and you talked about it before hand hence the safe signal)
- AFTER CARE AFTER CARE AFTER CARE
- He knows he’s rough and you have to pull him out of guilt tripping himself afterwards
- “I would have used the safe word if I didn’t like it”
- Lots of reassurance and cuddling as both of you come back to yourselves
- Even after recovery you can see a bit of shift between “unknown saeran” and “ray saeran” in this area
my good mysme route includes
so I have FEELINGS and rather than deal with them like an adult, I’m going to write about what my perfect MYSME route looks like. Major spoilers so it’ll all be under the cut. I really just want everyone happy and healthy.
this was really really fun to write and I’d love to hear other peoples thoughts on the perfect MYSME route since it’ll be different for everyone depending on what they want their MC doing.
my MC is a caretaker/mom friend TM (like me) she likes to work but gets bored if she has to do the same thing everyday plus Jumin is my favorite so i chose to have her marry Jumin and use all the free time she has because she doesn't need to work a job to take care of the RFA.
1: Jaehee and zen becoming best friends Jaehee helps him take care of himself as well as using her connection at C and he encourages her to chase her dreams.
2: Jumin promoting Jaehee to a delegation position where she hires and trains several assistants to do her job rather than get drowned in busy work
3: Seven and Saeran living happily together with a therapy service dog to help with Saerans medicine, panic attacks, and both the boys self care.
4: seven owns a toy store while saeran tends to a garden and play area in the back for kids who do not wish to go home right away (no matter what the reason is)
5: yoosung seeks grief counseling and begins his journey of moving on after rika
6: rika gets arrested and sent to a mental health rehabilitation center where she receives INTENSIVE therapy for and extended period of time
7: v realizes his codependent nature and also receives at least some therapy before he even considers getting into another serious relationship. his councilor advises him to avoid rika and he listens. meanwhile he reunites with the RFA and begins to rebuild the broken trust there.
the end result is that jumin learns to express himself and empathize with jaehee. he marries the love of his life. yoosung learns to motivate and live independently so he is not so swayed by outside influence or so reliant on others to motivate him. he want to improve himself, for himself. saeyoung gets his brother back as well as very tolerant and gentle pet trained to help calm them both down. he is out of the agency and doing what he actually loves, building and creating things that make people happy. zen becomes good friends with jaehee who reminds him how much his acting affects his fans not simply because of his looks but because of his skill as well. she actively cares about his health and happiness motivating and empowering him to follow his dream. jaehee learns to delegate and manage people to get consistent results without being overworked. she hires multiple assistants for jumin and every one has received glowing reviews thanks to her meticulous training. consequently she has far more free time and is planning to open her own cafe after training her own replacement. because she leaves Jumin amicably C&R readily invests in her Cafe and she does very well. V is learning his own self worth as well as becoming okay with the fact that he cannot control everything, and by extension if he is not in control he is neither to be praised or blamed for some things (such as rika’s actions) he is very slowly rebuilding trust with saeyoung, jumin and yoosung as well as the rest of the RFA though he will not be taking the leadership role back. he gets his eye surgery and opens a painting studio. his paintings and photographs are still regularly auctioned off at RFA parties. he learns to be more open and honest so that secrets are a thing of the past. Saeran tends to a garden and playground behind saeyoungs toy store where many kids play and enjoy a safe environment. he has a therapy service animal that helps him remember his medicine and can help calm him down in the event of a panic attack. the dog also helps him sleep (waking him up if he has a nightmare) and reminds him to take a daily walk since exercise and sunlight are integral to his recovery. Rika his arrested but thanks to jumin pulling some strings is given the extremely relaxed sentence of 30 years in a maximum security mental health rehabilitation facility. jumin arranges for her to be sent to the best possible facility in the world which happens to be in england far from V, her family, and the RFA. she gets the treatment she needs while the RFA heal from what she’s done. mc often visits each member to deliver snacks, lunches, dinners, or anything else that she’s made in her free time from hand knitted scarves to pottery she is constantly dabbling in knew crafts personalized for each member. she often brings huge amounts of cookies to sevens shop to hand out to kids and leave any left overs for the twins. she becomes the mom of the RFA checking on every member daily and making sure everyone has everything they need to be happy. once things have settled down and the members don’t need her as much she feels a little lost, until she talks Jumin into fostering kittens. her and jumin will have kids eventually but they aren’t in a hurry.
EVERYONE is getting better
RFA + Saeran helping MC get to sleep
I do not often have trouble sleeping. in fact more often than not my depression is such that I experience hyper-somnia (sleeping TOO much) but every now and then (usually when getting back on my medicine and before stabilizing) sleeplessness will hit me like a train and I’ll spend 34 hours straight awake simply because sleep eludes me. so here are the RFA boys helping MC to sleep when she’s having trouble finding dreamland
also master list
Jumin
- when he notices you having trouble sleeping he sits up and simply holds you against his chest in the dim light of his bedroom aquarium
- after a moment he asks if reading to you would help and you shrug because it’s worth a shot after all
- so he reads to you quietly and while you would normally fall asleep easily to the lulling of his deep voice tonight you found it impossible
- he notices you still having trouble so the next day he researches something he had read about briefly in one of his new age books
- “hypnotic bedtime stories”
- He read that a monotonous tone and slow speed was best so he bought a book hypnotic sleep bed time stories and resolved to try tonight
- He made you warm lavender milk (a recipe he learned from a maid/nanny when he was young) and drew you a bath to help you relax
- After he read you the sleep meditation stories
- It worked like a charm and before he knew it you were asleep in his lap hand wound tightly in his night shirt
Yoosung
- Poor baby can’t even help himself sleep what do you want from him
- Usually he just plays LOLOL till he practically passes out
- Still he wants to help so he’s trying
- He can’t decide if chamomile tea or warm milk is better for sleep
- Mix em. milk and tea is good right? (thank God he got that one right)
- He rubs you back gently and wraps you in the softest comfiest blanket he has
- He tries to sing a lullaby his mom used to sing to him but he can’t remember all the words and ends up humming most of it
- He gets a little flustered when you forgo the pillows on his bed in favor of laying your head directly in his lap
- He runs his fingers through your hair gently trying to calm himself as much as you
- if none of that works he does actually have Tylenol PM he can offer you
- But he really hates for you to take it since it probably isn’t good for you
Saeyoung
- He doesn’t have trouble falling asleep. His trouble lies in staying asleep
- So at first he doesn’t know how to help and has to look into it
- Then he tries a couple of things of course putting his own unique spin on them
- He starts with binaural beats
- And a star projection on the ceiling for you two to watch together
- When you mention difficulty getting comfortable with headphones on he tries isochronic tones since they don’t require headphones
- And he switches to a northern lights projection loosely synched to the tones and music
- Even if this doesn’t help you sleep you really enjoy simply relaxing and cuddling with him while you watch whatever projection he’s designed for you that night
- Slowly you learn counting helps to keep your mind off the more complex thought keeping you awake and he designs one final projection
- HBC bags and cans of dr. pepper floating down a river as though you’re watching from below the water
- You giggle but he’s randomized the HBC bags and soda cans so you can’t memorize the pattern and it actually helps a lot
Zen
- His solution to sleep trouble has always been to exhaust his body until he physically can’t avoid sleep
- So of course his first idea is to tire you out (wink wink)
- But when this doesn’t help he’s a firm believer in diet and health so he looks up foods and drinks that can help
- He finds several salads that contain many of the recommendations and he makes you chamomile passionflower tea with a splash of warm milk
- He sings you every lullaby he knows and after nights of sleeplessness despite both of your best efforts
- He begrudgingly picks up some sleep vitamin supplements only a little hurt that he could not fix the problem
- You can see the tinge of shame in his voice when he tells you he’s sorry he couldn’t help
- You hug him tight and tell him he’s helped by bringing you the sleep aids and that even with the world’s strongest medicine you’d never get to sleep if he wasn’t beside you
- He feels better and with the vitamins and his gentle singing you get some of the best sleep you’ve ever had
- And as you sleep soundly he holds you close and breathes a sigh of relief
Jaehee
- Ever the pragmatist she assures you that routine is the easiest solution
- She cites several studies that explain that the body thrives on routine as a means to signal when to sleep and when to wake
- She helps you keep a strict unwavering dedication to your bedtime routine for a week
- Before she concedes more drastic measures may be called for
- So she begins to create what she hopes will be the perfect bedtime tea for you.
- She tries different amounts and strengths creating a new tea every night until she finds it
- The blend of chamomile lavender passionflower and valerian root
- She sweetens it with raw honey and warm milk to create the perfect bedtime drink
- She’s not a huge tea fan but even she enjoys a sip of this before bed
- Later she adds it as a take home and self-brew option for customers who may like a bit of bedtime help
- And as much as you hate to admit that the routine helped your sleep a lot you do because between the tea and the routine you’re out like a light in minutes
Saeran
- This boy knows the struggle of no sleep.
- In fact, he doesn’t really sleep at night (as opposed to daytime naps with you on the couch) until he’s decently into his recovery
- So when he helps you set up the bedroom for optimum sleep it’s for BOTH of you
- He fills the room with fresh lavender and valerian blooms so the whole room is scented with their relaxing scent
- he absolutely has a gentle rain sound effect machine too probably hooked up to surround sound speakers so it really feels like the rain is all around you
- he has a small aquarium where he keeps fish before he transfers them to the big garden pond (his therapist suggested it may be therapeutic to keep a pet but advised him to start small) and he leaves its gentle low light on
- most nights are spent leaning against each other watching the fish and chatting quietly until one of you drifts off
- if you are still struggling with sleep he will brush your hair gently until he can see you relaxing
- if it’s very long he may braid it so it’s out of the way while you sleep
The RFA + Saeran spooning
I’M going back to work! YAY!! it literally helps my mental health so much to have something to do during the day so I’m so glad i get to go back! plus the paycheck wont hurt either. anyway that does mean i wont have as much time to write. i want to keep doing this though because i really enjoy getting my work out there.
oh also master list
Jumin
- he loves when you hold onto him but he’s not a fan of the little spoon position
- if you hug onto him like that he absolutely spins to face you
- he wants to hold you too after all he’s never been one to passively let things happen
- he wants an active role in the cuddling
- because of this most of the time you two don’t spoon at all but end up holding each other in mutual cuddles
- so it is that your big spoon time is regulated to those rare occasions when he is sick and has no energy to put into cuddling you back
- in these moment you revel in holding him close like that and he enjoys that you never leave his side
- it helps that when he is sick he lets go of the need to be in control all the time and you really like that he trusts you enough to let you be the person in control during these moments
Yoosung
- this boy will take all the cuddles he can get
- big spoon little spoon he doesn’t care he’s just happy to be close to you
- he will admit though he really likes when you nuzzle your face into his neck from behind
- and when you run your hand up and down his chest absently while you get comfortable as the big spoon
- the only problem is that your chest presses against his back and it can be difficult to ignore
- there are upsides to him being the big spoon too though. It makes him feel very manly, like he’s protecting you
- also he loves to bury his face in your hair. Its soft and smells so good especially after you’ve just washed it
- but then he gets really nervous because what if you feel him against you
- either he feels you against him or you feel him against you there is no escape for this poor embarrassed boy
Saeyoung
- it’s not that he dislikes being the little spoon per se it’s just the little spoon usually gets trapped under the big spoons arms and he is not a fan of feeling trapped
- still it’s okay as long as you don’t have a death grip (like he does)
- but he definitely prefers being the big spoon he likes holding you tight (and once he falls asleep his vice grip holds you there all night there is no way for you to escape)
- also it’s the perfect position to tease you, a few nips to your neck some saucy whispering in the ear and you turn to putty in his hands
- the main problem (if you can call it that) is the fact that you can also tease him with a simple grind of your hips.
- Still many nights’ end with him as the big spoon you using his arm as a pillow while he keeps you locked against him with his other arm
Zen
- Big spoon all the way no doubt. You aren’t sure if this is because he wants to “protect his princess” or because of one of his (sometimes warped) ideas about masculinity
- Somehow it always turns into sex, did you grind on you or did you grind on him, the world may never know
- The arm around you is in your shirt and on your breasts
- He does it unconsciously if you two sleep like this, legit he isn’t even doing it on purpose and it drives you crazy
- It just doesn’t work as a sleeping position for y’all okay there’s too much temptation for both of you
- So what usually happens is you go to bed with every intention of sleeping. You start spooning and spend an inordinate amount of time NOT sleeping. Then you fall asleep with him on his back and your head against his chest instead.
Jaehee
- She likes being the little spoon. She isn’t used to being held or taken care of so she really enjoys it when it happens
- She absolutely holds your hand to her face in her sleep. You enjoy her soft even breath against your skin
- She has a vice grip on your arm so if you want to leave you may have to consider amputation (Judo has this girl STRONG)
- She won’t admit it but she enjoys the feel of your chest pressed against her back and your legs tangled with hers
- When she grows out her hair she worries it’ll get in your face and bother you. She wonders aloud if she should cut it again and you rush to assure her its fine.
- Honestly when you two are cuddled like this you sometimes wonder if you need such a big bed. You two are both pretty small and even sprawled out you have a little extra room but curled around each other like this you only occupy a quarter of the bed
Saeran
- HOLD 👏 THIS 👏 BOY 👏 Seriously hold him wrap him up in your arms he needs to much love.
- he likes being the little spoon. But tell anyone and your dead.
- He hides his face in pillows or blankets but you can see his ears turn pink and feel his pulse rise
- He calls cuddling stupid but he never fights it and when you go to bed without cuddling him you always wake up to cuddles
- It isn’t that he hates the big spoon position. He just, he hasn’t been held much in his life so he drinks it in like man parched in the desert.
- It’s nice that he can wake up from nightmares and be instantly grounded by your arms around him
- He counts your breath using it to calm him down and holds your hand like a talisman all the while you sleep undisturbed. A calm constant warmth pressed against him. You have no idea how many times you’ve saved him like this
Hey! So... When I started to play Mystic messenger I was a teenager, so I was wondering how the boys and Jaehee would react discovering that MC was a teenager too (platonic of course) I loved your headcanons btw ♥️
gah its been forever and a day since i was a kid. and even then i was like really bad at being a kid heh what do teenagers do? all i did was hide in the library and avoid socializing oops. whatever i had a lot of fun writing this! honestly i think they would all be very protective of you since the RFA really feels like one big family!
Jumin
He is proud of you and wants to provide you with future opportunities because that’s how he cares about people, by giving them a means to earn money and have purpose. Also he is very interested in what you can teach him about pop culture.
- Age doesn’t matter to him too much. Maturity does and you had proven your maturity by helping the RFA faithfully and well
- In fact, he is very proud of how well you did and mentions that your professionalism at such a young age shows great potential should you apply to C&R (you know him well enough to take it for the compliment it is intended to be)
- His presence practically drips with “proud dad preparing for his daughter’s future” vibes and considering the 11-year age gap you suppose you couldn’t ask for much better
- That is until he hears you chatting on the phone and using slang he’s never heard before
- Now he’s curious and asking questions. You show him some him some vines you have saved and teach him a bit about pop culture leading to an unlikely but very fun friendship
- You and he tease zen a lot by having Jumin use made up slang and you pretending its super cool and zen’s just not with it. Also imagine getting Jumin to do a secret handshake just to piss Zen off. It ends with the “nyah” pose
Yoosung
Acts like your best friend that you enjoy teasing. He wants to be a good role model but that shiz is hard. You two bond a lot over stories about school and the struggles of exams.
- He is very relieved to not be the youngest anymore because now maybe everyone will stop treating him like a baby. (spoiler alert they won’t. Ever.)
- He worries that he’s supposed to act like a big brother. He doesn’t know how to do that! He’s always been the baby brother, or the youngest member, or the newest intern. How does one be responsible?
- Tries and fails to intimidate guys away from you to “protect” you (but zen said it was his duty to keep you safe! He said all men are wolves MC!)
- “If all men are wolves why isn’t he worried about you Yoosung?” “huh? Hey wait yeah! Does he not think I’m a man?!” “ go get em tiger. give zen a piece of your mind”
- He helps you with homework a lot but no cheating! He tells you about the time he cheated to pass a class only to get to the next level class and understand NOTHING it took a lot of tutoring and studying and work to fix that mess. Best to learn it now while it’s still learnable.
- He refuses to teach you LOL “don’t end up like me MC! Be better!” you learn it anyway and end up playing with him frequently. The rest of the RFA blame him for this much to his dismay.
Saeyoung
he wants to protect you in his own frankly silly way. still meme’s it up but doesnt want anyone “corrupting” you. actually he kind of treats you the way he would treat saeran.
- He fights with V for the first time when V suggests leaving you in Rika’s apartment (with a bomb) but reluctantly comes around and does what V says
- Stays a meme lord and is psyched if you can manage to out meme him
- Definitely teases you about your age a lot (Yoosung is secretly glad to not be the ONLY one getting teased for being young)
- “guys we have to protect the baby she has her whole life ahead of her”
- Is the most adamant about not swearing, drinking or smoking around you
- “y’all need Jesus there are CHILDREN here”
- You may have to call him out on this behavior because seriously wtf you know for a fact hacking isn’t the most ethical or legal occupation and he’s gonna lecture you?!?
- He may joke around but he up’s his protection game up about 10 notches because for real you have your whole life ahead of you
Zen
he basically adopts you okay. he wants to be your cool big brother friend and be everything his family never was for him. he takes care of you and stands up for you every chance he can.
- He finds out very early on because the second he starts flirting seven shuts that shit down telling him your too young for that. He asks how young and is shocked but recovers pretty fast
- You know the protective big brother trope? Yeah that’s him
- He’s your ride or die friend too. Need a ride to school? He’s there on his bike, some dick is harassing you? He’s there to scare the punk off, and even though he doesn’t want to fight a kid he will if he has too
- If its girls who are harassing, you he picks you up to give your rep a bit of a boost (it never hurts to be seen with such a handsome guy after all and if he shows up on his bike he’s also got the badass vibe going on)
- He has ALWAYS wanted a little sister and now he’s adopted you. You’re his little sis now and he’s wrapped around your finger. He swears he’ll be a better brother than his brother was
- He is so proud of all your accomplishments and is determined to encourage your dreams the way his parents never did (he might be living his family wishes vicariously through you but hey he treats you good so it’s cool)
Jaehee
- She’s a bit worried about you taking on such a big responsibility as the RFA guest liaison at such a young age. What if your grads drop? Or you family gets upset? What if you had to also work a part time job and this interfered your young you need to be able to rest and live your life. (when you point out that she should do the same she brushes you off)
- Not much changes honestly, she’s always been the RFA’s mom after all.
- She gets a little stricter about language and “inappropriate” topics
- She definitely encourages you to study and do well in school (and avoid any job’s Mr. Han offers you)
- She still down to be your friend though! She’s all ears when you need to vent about school and you are always ready to lend an ear back when Jumin is giving you a hard time
- You swap girl power ballads and she helps you set up a Zen fan club at your high school
Saeran
- Look he didn’t intend to kidnap and actual kid and he’s honestly a bit panicked when he finds out your age you looked older than that he swears
- Thankfully your mature enough and smart enough to do what’s needed of you and he supposes as long as you don’t have a family searching for you it should be okay
Ray
- He’s a little more reserved but honestly not much changes he’s still innocent and devoted he calls you princess and tries to spoil you as much as he can he may not see you as a romantic interest but your still his obsession.
- He likes that you trusted him even more since your young and therefor more vulnerable. You’re his family now, a better family than he’s ever had.
- If you are the princess, he is your knight in the strictest definition. Which is to say he is devoted to protecting and serving you out of dedication and reverence rather than romance.
Unknown
- He’s more verbally aggressive than physically aggressive
- He doesn’t try as hard to seem intimidating because he thinks of you as a child, and he doesn’t have to prove how tough he is to a child it’s obvious after all.
- Also his visits are simultaneously shorter and more frequent. Shorter because he tends to get flashbacks easier (since he sees you as a child despite you being a teen) and more frequent because they are less satisfying since he doesn’t let himself be physically aggressive.
Vanderwood
(IDK why but I feel like he probably had an actual family with a girlfriend/wife and possibly a very very young daughter before the agency. Maybe she left him and that’s why he’s so impressed by MC’s dedication in the secret ending. Or maybe they’re both dead because broken hearts make more money than whole ones. Either way I think a teen MC would remind him of his possible family and so he would be hell bent on separating you from the danger and drama of literally everything that happens in the game.)
- He’s legitimately (and rightfully) concerned about you when he see’s you on seven’s CCTV feed
- protective and angry dad mode activated
- threatens to tazer seven into oblivion if he lets something (or causes something to) happen to you
- “what the hell are you doing she’s a civilian AND she’s got her whole life before her, you and I might have thrown away our lives but she didn’t! whatever’s going on you had better fix it NOW”
- He is not speaking with you. No way no how. Every word he says to you puts you more in danger and he is not having your life on his conscious
- That being said the second you’re in danger he is all in on ANNIHILATING whatever has put you in danger
RFA when MC accidentally calls them while telling her sister that their “the one”
every RFA baby deserves love. EVERY. SINGLE. ONE.
oh requests are open my only rule is that i don’t write V. (its not that I don’t like him he just hits a bit to close to home)
oh masterlist
Jumin
- He answered your call but your voice was muffled and it sounded like you where talking to someone else
- “you don’t understand he’s so cute sometimes and he’s the sweetest man I’ve ever met. I know we went kind of fast but, listen Jumin’s the one. I Just know it. He’s my one and only”
- He hung up after that. He would love to hear more of what you thought of him sure but he didn’t want to eavesdrop on you.
- You have never seen a more smug man in your life
- He looks like the cat that caught the canary
- When he gets home and see’s you he asks what you did today and what you talked with your sister about
- If you don’t tell him about the conversation, he’ll tell you he got a very interesting call and tell you what he over heard
- When you turn bright red at being overheard he chuckled and pulls you close to him kissing your neck before muttering against your skin
- “you should know the feeling is mutual. You are also my “one” and only.”
Yoosung
- He got out of class to see a voicemail from you. When he listened the majority of the message was difficult to here but he could make out your voice if he focused
- “I can’t explain it he’s just, he’s so cute and sweet and I just want to hold him all the time! Sometimes when I catch him off guard he blushes all the way to his ears and I swear I’ll never get tired of that. I know we haven’t been dating long but I think he’s, you know, the one.”
- Suddenly there was a loud clatter and the call cut off
- Yoosung couldn’t breathe, he felt like he was falling from a plane. He could hear the blood rushing in his ears and his heart pounding in his chest.
- He might have been having a panic attack, accept that he wasn’t panicking he was the happiest he’d ever been in his life.
- He calls Zen and is talking a mile a minute about what you said and does that mean he should get a ring and she he ask you to move in and what should he say when he sees you
- Then Zen stops him in his tracks by asking “did she mean for you to hear that?”
- Oh. Now’s he’s got to try to play it cool and act like he didn’t hear you say he might be the one and he’s terrible at secrets lord help this baby boi.
Saeyoung
- The second he answered it was clear the call was an accident he could hear way more background sound than normal and you were already mid-sentence
- “more than that, I think he’s the one. He’s afraid to take the chance I know, but whether we get married or not I know there’s no one else for me. Me and Saeyoung have been through so much there’s no way I could ever fall for anyone else. I love him.”
- He hung up quickly and dialed your number because he had to talk to you that second.
- But when you picked up all he could say was “you called me” when you deny it he laughs a bit hysterically half nervous half ecstatic “wait for me? When saeran’s better I promise I’ll get you a ring. I’ll sell one of my babies if I have too. Please will you wait for me?”
- Your trying not to cry but manage to say “of course” your sister is lost, and a little worried but your smiling through the tears so she thinks its good news
- He practically tackles you in a hug the second you walk through the door. He gives you a ring pop in your favorite flavor that night and promises that the REAL proposal will be better.
Zen
- He was in the middle of a work out when he got the call. He answered but when he heard different voice than yours he stopped in his tracks. Part of him is worried your hurt or someone took your phone.
- “I’m just worried about you he’s got so many female fans’ what if one of them hurts you, or he cheats they say celebrity relationships never last” suddenly he recognized your sisters voice.
- “I don’t care how many fans he has or what they try to do because I’m not giving up on him. he isn’t just a celebrity. He’s a person. He’s loyal and passionate and gentle. I think, I know I love him. He’s the one and the rest doesn’t matter because we can work through anything together.”
- He hangs up immediately because he knows he can’t listen to that without wanting to see you right then
- He works out 10x harder. He just feels really worked up after hearing you defend him like that and you had said he was “the one” how was he supposed to calm down after that?
- The second you get home he sweeps you into his arms and carries you to bed. He can’t help it he has to show you how much he loves you right that second.
- You call him impatient but he say’s “I’ve been waiting this long for you to get home I can’t be any more patient”
Jaehee
- She listened to your voicemail after the lunch rush at the café
- “are you sure about this? People might not approve?”
- “did you come to question me or to help me pick out a ring?”
- “I just want to make sure you understand what you’re doing there’s a lot of stigma you know”
- “you think I don’t know that? I live with it, but that doesn’t matter, she’s the and bigotry won’t change that.”
- She pulled the phone away from her ear as the voice mail continued.
- She scanned the café and decided to close for the day since there was no way she could focus after hearing that.
- That night she made an elaborate dinner for the both of you. Complete with your favorite desert.
- She makes everything so perfect you can’t think of a better time to give her the ring you bought.
- After she comes clean you’re a bit disappointed it wasn’t a surprise but at the end of the day she’s wearing the ring and you couldn’t be happier
the RFA with sick MC who nests
okay so while growing up both my parents worked so anytime i was sick i was left home alone to rest. my solution get everything i might need that day together when i have to get up and hunker down in a nest of my own creation. trash can, tissues, thermos of hot tea, medicine, blankets, pillows, phone, phone charger. literally anything i thought i might need because sick me has no energy and wont want to get up to get it later.
so this is the RFA dealing with an MC that does the same thing
Jumin
- Called the doctor for a home visit the second he found out you were sick
- Appreciates you resting
- Will meticulously dismantle your nest every night (much to your dismay)
- If he finds you asleep in your nest he’ll carry you to bed and tuck you in
- Doesn’t understand the behavior and asks why you do it
- When you explain that it’s a habit from being sick alone a lot he vows to never leave you at home alone when you’re sick
- Since you said no to the home nurse he decides to play that part instead
- He works from home and does most of his work while sitting next to you so he can get anything you might need
- Doesn’t get sick at all. Probably by sheer force of will, or because his nutritionist makes sure his immune system if perfect
Yoosung
- Finds you completely nested up on the couch asleep
- He is so worried and sets about un-nesting you
- Takes your temp, moves to lay you down on the couch, and changes your fever compress
- Calls his mom to get her special soup recipe (she swears it can cure anything)
- As you’re eating the homemade soup he’s brushing your hear since its gotten messy while you slept and nested, he doesn’t want you to have to struggle with knots later also he knows it helps you relax
- Best caretaker ever
- Until he gets sick too
- And now you are both nested up on the couch leaning against each other suffering together
- Seven sends them groceries via delivery and all it has in is weird home remedies he read about on the internet
- Yoosung tries them all
Saeyoung
- Canned soup and crackers
- Cuddles your blankets bundle and actively facilitates your nesting (because that’s basicly what he does with his compute when he works
- Plays youtube videos until you fall asleep
- Carries you to bed and sets up the more essential parts of your nest before catching up on the work he’s missed by staying with you
- Doesn’t get sick from you but probably passes out from exhaustion
- He worked when you slept and took care of you when you didn’t, meaning he legit stayed awake for 4 ½ days straight
- Now vanderwood has to take care of both of you (vandy is not happy about this and swears if either of you throw up on him he will leave you to die)
- But he does make the best porridge
Zen
- Thinks you are way too cute
- He’s got no problem with you nesting as long as you leave room for him to cuddle up next to you
- He doesn’t care if your sick he isn’t going to miss out on holding you
- Offers you medicine every five minutes despite the medicines recommendations (look he just wants to help)
- Kisses you despite you saying he’ll get sick
- He does get sick but its only for like half a day
- You’re a bit miffed because you were sick for an entire week and it took him half a day?!?!
- Has no concept of how to help since he’s never been sick long enough to worry about
- Gets advice from Jaehee and follows it EXACTLY
- Looks up recipes for good meals for people who are sick and tries to make them for you
- (emphasis on tries)
Jaehee
- Mom mode activate
- Cooks you homemade porridge with bananas because she herself has a sensitive stomach when sick and knows that helps
- Doesn’t let you leave bed saying “the body heals best when you rest”
- So you don’t even get the chance to nest. She’s dismantling your nest before it even starts to form
- Gives you your medicine on a strict schedule no extra no skipping “those guidelines are there for a reason MC”
- Wears a mask because she cannot afford to get sick but she isn’t going to leave you to fend for yourself either