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I was there and I survived. I think...

full offense but none of you would have ever survived fanfiction.net in 2009

The writers urge to edit a story that you know nobody will ever read and stay up all night doing so. I’m running on no sleep and an unhealthy amount of pixie sticks.

HOW DID YOU PREDICT THE FUTURE GIRL?

I am too tired to clean this up right now but I want to get it posted BEFORE the finale, basically just trying to summarize my "What if Riya wins" thoughts in a sketchy comic

I think if she wins, it has to be a moment of "Was it worth it? Look at what you lost to get here".

EMOTIONAL DAMAGE TAGS via @ollie-ollie-oxenfreee

one thing that’s been on my mind a lot recently is the fact that ianthe is reusing the old third house lyctor’s rooms… like did she just choose to do that because the old rooms were shiny and full of sexy portraits, etc., or was the mithraeum just a one-set-of-living-quarters-per-house-no-guest-bedrooms-sorry situation? if the latter, literally what was john going to do if the house heirs all ascended at canaan house like he wanted them to? the main reason this has been on my mind a lot recently is that i’ve been unable to shake a series of cursed thoughts about a universe in which things go according to god’s plan and silas and mercy are forced to become the world’s most dysfunctional pair of roommates, thus in turn forcing all the other newly-ascended house heirs to live with the fallout of this godawful situation constantly spilling all over the mithraeum common areas, which—even setting ASIDE the whole ‘experiencing paralyzing guilt and grief over their dead cavaliers’ thing that they’d also be dealing with!—is possibly an even worse outcome for them than the one from the canon timeline where they all just fucking died violently lmao

day 1 of @kreonweek : cannibalism

Five seconds later: 

The truth is… 

O: He’ll fix that report, right, Astolfo? 

A: Yeah! 

*Roland crashes down on the floor* 

O: And that was fifty one. Congrats, you won. 

… the one who gets the child’s vote always wins.

Based on this wonderful art by Jun ⬆️

I also got her autograph. I brought my own card to try and be symbolic and I ended up having to pay $150 for it as opposed to $40.

I chose this card because of its ability and attack. The ability (Last Gift) is meant to symbolize Ash leaving the anime, and the attack (Pain Burst) is meant to symbolize how I feel about Ash leaving the anime.

Met Sarah Natochenny (voice of Ash Ketchum) and got an autograph!

The walls kept tumbling down in the city that we loved..

Ya know I really want to type out happy things. I want to write that I'm happy, my grades are up, my attendance is top notch, my professors are amazing, haven't been sick in a while, that I'm FANTASTIC!!

But that's the thing, I'm not. And I know that there's quite a lot of people out there right now, probably not reading this, feeling this way.

I'm scared. Simply put, I'm scared.

I'm so scared for what's to come that I'm not able to live my now and I dont even know what even IS coming..

My 2nd sem starts tomorrow, and I tried to open my book and I just blank. I dont know what I'm going to do in class. I'm scared to even drop my course, because if I do, what next? What new course can i do? I cant not have a college degree, right? Will I be okay if I dont have a college degree?

I've been tried so hard to catch up to something that I dont even know, I've forgotten whom I used to be..

But if you closed your eyes, does it almost feel nothing's changed at all ...

There are these small pockets, small moments when for a small while I forget about my impending doom and I feel calm. Just for a little bit.

Then the walls come tumbling down again...

Tell me how am I gonna be an optimistic about this ..