Tw Life - Tumblr Posts

Anxiety is so fucking hard. You can't lay in your bed, you can't find a place for yourself, you walk around your room and don't know what to do. Hard to breathe. You're panicking. Oh God, I would do anything to get rid of it. I want normal life so bad.

As a small kid everything seems so simple and i wanted so bad to be an adult. Now i know i was stupid since little kid lol

I'm thinking about going to boxing training for the first time, maybe it would help me with anxiety and depression somehow, idk

I can't anymore

I live, but i don't live, u know what i mean?

The longer I am on tumblr, the more I am sorry that there are so many hurt people in the world who have to deal with depression, anxiety, self harming and many other things. It's so sad, but I hope we will win with this shit and be as happy as never before. I wish this to everyone because you all deserve it ❤️

I was much happier before there were calories, weight loss and starvation diet in my life. If only I could turn back time ... I want to cry when I think about how the calories ruined my life

I feel like shit today and on top of that I burned my bed with a cigarette, I don't even know how and when because I have such memory lapses. FUCK MY SHITTY LIFE.

Only my mom keeps me alive

I have moments when I lay and think how the world was created and what the purpose of our existence is

I look after my sister's dog in the city in her apartment, I live in the countryside, where we have a house far from any people, and I passed young people on the cage who were happy with alcohol, now I also hear their party and i cry because I realized how much my life is hopeless, no parties, I don't have a beloved boyfriend, I want to come back to home and hide in my azyl, wait no... I WANT KILL MYSELF

I can't stop crying. Fucking stupid worthless hopeless pig. I should die a long time ago

Seeing his face hurts so much because I know he will never be mine

Again all day just crying

Everything is so fucked up, I'm fed up with life

I love my scars, they are part of me and my story, they are proof that I survived although it was not easy. I still have demons within me, but I hope there will come a time when I will be happy and free from it all. I'm not ashamed of my scars, I don't hide them, neither should you all either because everyone has a story they've struggled with, but it's proof that we're still here after that all. It is not others business and fuck their looks or comments.

I don't know what to do with my life, i feel like shit

i want to die. my life is so fucking hopeless. i feel like i won't achieve anything. i'm so sad and i want to cry. help me to stay alive for my family because i can't deal with myself anymore..