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why are y’all making me want to change traitor into a jay smau HELP. i need to remind myself that traitor is a yeonjun smau 😭😭
traitor- ELEVEN: the ferris wheel
synopsis: you and yeonjun were best friends for most of your life’s but he’d recently gotten into a toxic relationship with someone you’ve never liked, he knew that and still decided to be with her. though you’d never thought he’d go to the extent of cutting you off because of her. much less expect that years later he’d make his way back into your life.
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“what do you mean of course you did? it took you 5 tries” you say laughing, covering your mouth. “okay to be fair, the games here are rigged!” he smiles at your laughing face, taking into account jakes words. “do it already” but when is the perfect time to do so?
“okay so wanna go on the ferris wheel next?” you asked but jay paid no heed, too busy in his own thoughts and mindlessly responded, “yeah of course, lets go”
walking together side by side, jay cant help but eye your hand contemplating if he should hold it or not. wondering whether or not acting upon it would be too much since after all in your eyes you’re just friends.
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after patiently waiting in line jay hands the tickets to go on the wheel giving you a light smile, “lets go” candidly, jay was a bit nervous to get on. he didn’t especially have a fear towards heights it was more of a fear of the ride suddenly stopping at the top. i guess it was perceptible on his face as the ride began since you suddenly asked, “are you okay jay?” he inclined his head, “yeah im fine” for a short time you looked at him with a worrisome expression before reaching your hand out to rest on top of his. “it’s fine if you don’t want to tell me.”
why do you act like this? you make his heart race but your face telling him that it wasn’t a big deal, that he shouldn’t think to much of this, that this is a normal thing for friends.
looking at your hands together he thinks, but isn’t this was he wanted all along?
the rest of the ride was awkward, he couldn’t get out of this thoughts. did you even like him back? what would be the point of sacrificing your friendship? just so he could get relief from his built up feelings?
this continued for the rest of the night, he tried to push it away but it was clear the mood had shifted.
in the end he just couldn’t do it, he was so determined to confess but realized if the possibility of loosing you was in the question then he can deal with his feelings on his own.
A/N: AHH IM SO SORRY FOR THIS GUYS but this is a yeonjun smau 😔😔💔 sorry if there’s any grammar mistakes im literally so sleepy making this 😭
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traitor- TWELVE: worried
synopsis: you and yeonjun were best friends for most of your life’s but he’d recently gotten into a toxic relationship with someone you’ve never liked, he knew that and still decided to be with her. though you’d never thought he’d go to the extent of cutting you off because of her. much less expect that years later he’d make his way back into your life.
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making this while listening to bags by clairo did NOT help 😂 why am i sad for them
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traitor - THIRTEEN: say hi
synopsis: you and yeonjun were best friends for most of your life’s but he’d recently gotten into a toxic relationship with someone you’ve never liked, he knew that and still decided to be with her. though you’d never thought he’d go to the extent of cutting you off because of her. much less expect that years later he’d make his way back into your life.
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OMG I CANT BELIEVE I HAVENT POSTED FOR THIS SMAU IN LIKE A MONTH IM SO SORRY 😭 so heres a short little ep since the next one is gonna be a written one !!
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So Hagakure the traitor…
Guess we didn’t see that one coming
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So Dream just said there was another traitor and that they would be more surprising than Eret.
Bet it’s Tubbo.
No reason, I just think it’s so unlikely that it’s hilarious XD
(Really don’t take this too seriously, just thought it would be funny)
Kinda ramble kinda not?
(sorry for the long-ish ramble again, I split it in half so I don’t take up your time or dashboard. Keep in mind I’m just having fun and to not take this too seriously.)
Right now the traitors’ identity could be either Tubbo or Philza since Dream said in stream “the traitor in your ranks will be more surprising than Eret and it may ruin your whole plan” which pretty much discounts Techno since people would expect that. Also Dream is a smart man, so he must’ve known that Schlatt had no true allies and a fight would end with him losing, so the traitor would need to be someone who could take Pogtopia down possibly without a fight. Who would be more surprising than Tubbo or Philza who are both close to Tommy and Wilbur.
Okay, I know what I originally said about Tubbo being the traitor, how it was “unlikely it’s funny”...
But the more I thought about it, the more I realized there is a small chance it’s him. I mean he was of the first people to join L’manberg, so it would definitely be a shock if he did betray them, and as far as the others can tell Tubbo doesn’t like Schlatt since he had him executed but, going back to what Dream said “it may ruin your whole plan” pretty much everyone on Pogtopia’s side believes Tubbo is innocent and will probably talk to Tubbo about the plans for the 16th. If it was Tubbo he could pass it on to Dream and Schlatt and boom, plans ruined. (and also makes the story a lot more chaotic XD)
Then there’s Phil who stated on stream that he doesn’t like what Wilbur has done since it was a fair election and that Wilbur is acting like a terrorist. Also fans of the story/livestreams have asked about Phil joining the SMP, why not now? feels like it could add some chaos to the story (and it may break Wilbur even more XD)
Sorry for the rambling again I just started thinking about the evidence and wanted to write about it (even though a lot of people have already done that) I’m gonna post part 2 tomorrow, where I’m just rambling about Dream and Schlatt’s deal
Hi!
I know I’m not big on here and people have already said this but, before the 16th I want to remind some people that everyone on the SMP are just acting and to not send hate towards the traitor whoever they turn out to be!
if you do you will officially lose your kneecap privileges :)
That is all! Have a great day/night
It’s almost time!
just under 1 hour until the war so I thought I would quickly ramble about the traitor again (I am so sorry XD)
Okay so, least likely traitors feel like Antfrost, BBH, Sam and Ponk mainly because they have only become more involved in the plot recently.
As for Philza, I don’t think it will be him since it looks like he is just streaming like normal (which kinda sucks cause imagine that twist!) but, I may be wrong. So don’t quote me XD
I wanted to talk about Tubbo being the traitor again even though I’m not so sure anymore. In a stream Sapnap and Tubbo were talking and when asked what side Sapnap was on he said he didn’t know and would join the side with the most valuables, Tubbo could’ve invited him to Pogtopia (even if Sapnap said no) but he didn’t. Maybe I’m looking into that bit too deep and Tubbo just didn’t want to ask but still. In the same stream Tubbo also said he has a lot of end crystals and since no one else brought them up I bet it’s safe to say he never told anyone but, Dream is smart and let’s assume Dream some how found them, it would give him more incentive to convince Tubbo to be the traitor.
Now... on to Tommy. Let’s be honest while yes Tommy has been on Wilbur's side most of the time, besides a few disagreements, Tommy does have the incentive to back stab Wilbur. The entire time Tommy has wanted to talk L’manberg back and has spoken out against blowing it up and let’s be honest again, Wilbur has been treating Tommy pretty poorly (REMEMBER THEY ARE PLAYING CHARACTERS) so I could see Tommy ‘biting the bullet’ and making a deal with Dream to get L’manberg back even though it would probably have a negative impact on his friendships. Also it would be shocking, interesting from a story perspective and it lines up with what Dream said "the traitor in your ranks will be more surprising than Eret and it may ruin your whole plan"
I’m gonna cap it here because I don’t wanna take up your time but, what ever happens remember one thing:
Who ever the traitor is, don’t attack them after today. I make promises, not threats and I will revoke your kneecap privileges :)
Bye!
Please,
don't let your hurt fool you into longing,
don't let your sorrow fool you into hoping,
&
don't let the traitor fool you into trusting...
not again
I would say, unless
they change
but
do not let the desperation fool you into expecting.
Emily Yvonne, fragments of my mind
Everyone is fighting a tough battle so reblog to give previous a sword 🗡️
UHHHH IVE NEVER WRITTEN BEFORE, Don’t know how to tag and I didn’t proofread cause I’m real lazy. also kinda stupid, i probably used the same metaphors and similes like a million times. So uh, yeah. Read at your own discretion, I’ll tag what I think is important so read pls
TWS & MENTIONS—— Torture, blood, goreish, betrayal, heavy angst, overall gruesome and violent, mentions of relationship with simon ghost riley (implied but heavily), angst angst angst and more angst with a side of angst. Did I mention angst.
That’s it I think lmk if I missed any? Okay enjoy, hopefully!
Inspo and plot credit to users ghouljams & criminalamnesia !!!
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When your vision blurs and your eyes fog up— you can’t make sense out of the coarse pangs of pain running up your sides, down your legs and through your nose. For the first time in your life, it’s a weary weekend evening and you happen to be tied up to a splinting wooden chair in the middle of a dark warehouse. You think the red running down and dripping onto the floor is your own blood, but again, you can’t see. A fist collides against your stomach once, twice, then thrice, and finally relents.
"P…please— stop," You recognize your voice alongside the ringing in yours ears. Panicked— desperate. Your hands twitch behind your back on instinct, a deep familiar instinct to grab those hands and soothe your thumbs over those scared knuckles.
“Fuckin’ hell.” Price grumbles. This wasn’t what he wanted to happen— not your betrayal, not the torturing, and most insistently— not the feelings that hit him when it all came crashing down. The pang in his heart planted the thought and truth that you were practically family. He shakes his head before slamming a door behind him.
“Fuckin’ hell is right!” Simon yells back, slamming down his mask onto the table. He catches a look at your blood smeared over it and anger flares up and over his lips again.
You look at his face and you think you’ve never seen him make that expression. You’ve seen the best and worse of him. You’ve seen the face he makes when he’s afraid, the one he’s made when he cries and his shoulder shake with sobs. It scares you how foreign they he looks now. Ten feet can’t feel anymore distant than right now. Tears boil over onto your red and purple cheeks, voice cracking and quiet.
“I didn’t— I wouldn’t! I was with Gaz all the whole time, tell them Gaz!” You manage and don’t notice how through your fading conscience, you omit and slur words together. When Gaz averts his eyes you can’t help but wonder who’s the real traitor in this whole ordeal.
“You abandoned your post, left Sergeant Gaz to fend for himself, didn’t answer none of your fuckin’ callsigns,” Simon steps closer. You flinch.
“Why?” He yells. “Fuckin’ speak!” Fear runs rampant through your veins and you can’t recognize this man. This man is angry and unrecognizable, and you can’t for the life of you believe why.
“Please, Simon— I didn’t. I wouldn’t.” A few words go unsaid in the wake of pain.
“Good at lying, aren’t you?” Simon steps close. He’s quick to pull out his infamous sleek knife out one of his holders and slice it across your shoulder. Warm blood trickles down and you let out a cry so raw it hurts your throat. It hurts, burns— but nothing sears more than the look he gives you.
You shake your head and sob out. This can’t be seriously be happening. You were just returning from hiding after the Mexican cartel stormed you and Gaz’s recon location. You ran until your lungs gave out and when you thought you were safe, Johnny had tied your wrist behind your hands and forced you down onto your knees with a rougher than usual hand.
Confused, you panted out. A joke, perhaps? You look around with a small smile. It drops as quick as it formed and it’s almost comical how fast it all happened. One second your legs were aching from running and the next it was from the cut of a choppy knife. The hand that used it was just as choppy, rigid, tense.
“Please, I didn’t do it! I didn’t fucking do it!” Your voice shakes with hurt and anger. “Why won’t you all believe me!” Your voice tears out of your throat. Simon slams his hand down on a table and the noise beats fear into you and gets your heart pounding.
Silence ensues and you could’ve sworn it was worse than being tortured. Your own fucking force members. Eight years, rough and painful years, for one bark from Shephard to tear everything down and away from you.
It takes a few more beatings from Simon for it to get through your hazy mind—He’ll kill you; Right here, right now. Your history can’t save you in the face of betrayal.
When your body is bruised and raw with cuts and you can’t place anything anymore, only then are you granted a silence. Like a madman, captain Price swings open the door of the room he had cowered into.
“Fucking hell, Simon! Stop!” He pulls Simon’s arm back, voice taut and if you could see, you’d see the guilt in the blue of his eyes. His words are like a bite in the neck to everyone in the dark room.
“Shephard conned us. He— Fuck!” He grabs the bloody knife out of Simon’s hand and throws it onto the ground.
“He and graves fucked us over. Lied to Laswell and the rest of us ate it up like fucking dogs!” He yells. Frustration pounds guilt into his head.
Simon’s hand goes limp and you don’t get the satisfaction of seeing guilt seep and set into his face. It would’ve been funny had it not been due to the weight of it all.
“Shit. Shit, shit!” Price runs up to you, eyes frantic as he look over your wounds. Raw, teared and sliced open. Bruised beyond recognition.
You can’t even respond to his hands holding together some of your wounds, the panicked yells between Soap and Gaz, the pale silence from Simon. It’s too quick, you think. That or your mind is slowing down. Most likely the latter.
one time my dad and i were walking to my math competition and i had a little baggie of cashews as a snack and i saw a squirrel so i was like “oh i’ll just give it some”
so i offer this squirrel a cashew but it fuCKING BITES ME, SNATCHES THE CASHEW, AND CLIMBS A GODDAMN TREE
and that’s the story of how my dad threw rocks at a squirrel hiding in a tree in public :)