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So something I have never understood is why some teachers don’t allow I don’t know as an answer. If I say I don’t know than I mean I don’t know. I had a meltdown from literally the people that were meant to be there to help me because I didn’t know what would help me not hate my environment when my environment was on principle my own personal sensory hell. That incident made me not feel safe even going into that room anymore. That isn’t even getting into the importance of knowing if a student doesn’t know something because if you’re a teacher it’s your job to make sure every student knows the subject and if they don’t to HELP THEM LEARN IT. How are you going to do that if you don’t allow them to tell you they don’t know? So someone explain why this was ever even though to be a good idea.
Ever just realize that you’re family fucked you up more than you already were. They really told a child that opened up to them about feelings empty and hollow inside that “there are people that have had it worse than you. You have no reason to feel that way” and then never acknowledge it ever again. They really shit talked each other to the child. They really used her as a dummy to vent to and never let her have the same. They really treated her like a dress up doll despite her being extremely uncomfortable in skirts and dresses even to the point of crying and dissociating till it’s over. Then after all that they expect said child to continue living with them forever. Yeah that kid was fucking me. It pisses me off that no one ever said anything about it. That’s not even getting into my mother who is somehow simultaneously the best and worse one
Eris is by technicality the younger between her and Tsukiko. What Eris and Tsukiko’s relationship is is complicated and contains quite a few spoilers but it would be best described as siblings or as they and others would more specifically describe them twins.
Mara Kubo is the biological Mother of Tsukiko Kubo and it’s complicated when it comes to Eris but Eris did see her as they’re mother before Mara was killed and separated from them. Mara was a grim reaper even before she died. Once she did she was stuck working in afterlife unable to see her children. Until of course they both gained the ability to travel through the afterlife. She is absolutely pissed when she finds out her kids died and no one told her shit.
So Undying Lore shit because I’m bored.
Vampires live in clans lead by Kings (Kings can be of any gender)
The reason is because at the time she was called a queen but the first female King got feed up for her people asking for a king that she just said now all future rulers are called Kings. That got them to shut the fuck up.
At one point there was a Pirate Vampire clan.
Eris has questioned wether or not she is an actual person or if their just a piece of a person.
Layla has and still wonders if Eris is also her soulmate
Tsukiko has trouble in the future raising her and Layla’s future daughter.
Mara can only see her kids when they enter the land of the dead. Due to this she had no idea about anything that has happened to them.
Chetana hates the author. She hates her for all the people she had hurt without them even knowing. She hates the author because now she’s the only aware one watching as the story goes on.
God fucking damn it
Autistic Person: "I can't do this."
Society: "That's because you're not even trying. You're using your autism as an excuse. You should be ashamed of yourself."
Autistic Person: "I can do this."
Society: "Then you've been faking your autism, which is offensive to real autistic people who actually struggle. You should be ashamed of yourself."
Mara Kubo is the biological mother of Tsukiko Kubo and Eris that died when they were 4. Mara due to being a reaper didn’t really die. She just can’t come to the land of the living anymore. I can’t tell much more without giving away some major spoilers. Mara does play a large role in Eris’s existence and why her and Tsukiko are stuck together.
I don’t like this- I want the edge back please!- oh god why- please send me home to my emo tumblr
Apparently I can’t draw Bailey for shit
So I might actually do this so here is what I got so far for the Horror Writer SAGAU
The idea is that said horror writer is isekaied into Tavyat. Their works and WIP were previously appearing in various parts of Tavyat in the form of books. It is heavily debated in Tavyat wether these books are warnings, documentation of past events or a testimony of events that are currently going on in their current world. An example of how much this effects Tavyat is that the Creepypasta fanfic they wrote when they were 12 has caused those that believe it to be a warning/past events have been calling for forested areas to be heavily patrolled and that their nation’s children show not be allowed to enter such places alone vision holder or not for fear that the SlenderMan taking them. A few weeks before the creator decends an imposter showed up. The imposter is cruel and threatens to release the horrors in the stories on Tavyat as a whole if they do not obey their creator’s every order. One of those orders is to destroy anyone that tries to impersonate The Creator. When the actual Creator arrives they are surprised to see the state of Tavyat. As they try to make their was to Mondstadt, they get chased down by Outrider Amber who manages to get a (thankfully) non-pyro infused shot in the shoulder of The Creator. You can imagine the shock she feels upon seeing this “imposter” bleeds (color to be determined). Amber realizes what is happening but knows they are currently in no shape to take down the real imposter. She gives The Creator a brief rundown on the situation and helps bring them somewhere safe to recover their strength which happens to be in Wolvendom. That is where they meet Razor and his Lupical that don’t trust the Imposter Creator. However when they find find the real Creator they can smell from their blood that they are the real Creator to which they immediately shelter them. (I’m a Razor main and he doesn’t get nearly enough recognition in this au.)
A few more ideas for Horror Writter SAGAU
“(Y/N)” has become a popular baby name in Tayvat because The Creator used to write Y/N x Jeff the Killer fanfiction.
The Creator bleeds black because most of their original monsters do after someone tried to steal one of their works. They use it as a kind of discrete signature. Their vessel funnily enough counts.
Much of the plants around Tayvat are dying due to the Dendro Archon and furthermore the element is rejecting the Imposter Creator. The Creator plays it off being because they do not feel the people have earned it.
Welp prepare for an alien invasion people
Chapter 1: SAGAU Horror Writer.
(Y/N) stared into those beautiful stars as they tried to figure out what happened. They were shot. Now they’re here. They feel completely fine. Better than ever in fact. They slowly began to accept what happened to them. (I’m an isekai protagonist. God damn it.) (Y/N) carefully got up, surprised that there wasn’t any of their usual back pain but ignored that for the moment as they looked at their surroundings. They were by a lake with an oddly familiar statue on a small island in the middle. (Is that fucking Venti?!). (Y/N) realizes not only were they isekaied but they were isekaied to Tayvat. The setting of their favorite game. (Y/N) has many questions. Particularly why the grass everywhere but where they step seems to be dying. It’s not only the grass but all of the plant life. There are also no animals in sight. Not even the ones that are supposed to spawn. Now that they look more at Venti’s statue, they realize it looked in disrepair. Instead of its normal blue glow, it glows red. Like one that’s still waiting to be unlocked. After having that thought (Y/N) waded through the water towards the statue and mimicked the action they had seen the traveler do many times. They put their hand on the statue and the statue started glowing a brighter blue than (Y/N) had ever seen before. (That might just be because I’m seeing it in person.) The statue also quickly repaired itself. When that happened it seemed as if life came back to the area. The grass was green and they could see small bits of wildlife starting to return. A burst of wind also came through. (Y/N) recognizes where they are as Starfell Lake. (Mondstadt should be nearby but would it be a good idea to go? This could be similar to one of those imposter AUs people were making. If that’s the case it would be a bad idea to stick around when no doubt someone will notice the change in the area soon.) (Y/N) looks at Mondstadt in the distance as they turn and start running in the opposite direction. After a while of traveling they end up at a beach with one of the Teleport Waypoints right where they came in. (Y/N) debate whether or not they should activate the waypoint before deciding not to for now. (That would just make it easier to track me if this is an imposter au situation.) (Y/N) knows this is where the game started well… unless you counted Celestia. They begin to think about what they should do when they hear a sound. They see a flash of red come down from the nearby cliff as they feel a sharp pain in their shoulder. They can’t help but cry out as it burns. (Amber. Of course Amber would be the one to find me. Amber who has been part of my team from the very beginning.) “Stop! Imposter!” Y/N ignored Amber’s yells for them to stop until Amber lands another hit on them with her bow. This time the burning was in their leg and sent them tumbling to the ground. As (Y/N) carefully flipped themself over, (Y/N)’s eyes are wide with fear as they see Amber looking at them from a distance with a look of fear, regret and confusion. (Y/N) soon realizes it wasn’t (Y/N) she was looking at. (Why is my blood black?)
So I’ve been lovingly calling Furina a girlfailure since I got and I can only imagine every time I call her that she in my character menu 5 seconds away from running to cry to Neuvillette about how the creator is bullying her.
Okay so I call my cat a baby a lot and I imagine in SAGAU they can’t see beyond the screen and can only hear. I imagine all the characters are like “Oh my god! The creator has a child!” I imagine they prepare a top of the line nursery in preparation for when the Creator finally descends. They go out searching for the best people in childcare in Teyvat because their Creator is probably already going to be so busy. The least they can to is provide childcare. Later when the creator actually descends they realize the creator was actually talking to their beloved cat.
I’m having thoughts again. help-!
Anyway imagine if the Creator was into SCP. Do you think the Genshin characters would realize it’s fiction? I can imagine Dottore using the Creator’s interest in this foundation to justify his experiments. Collei would probably be terrified.
Imagine in SAGAU that the characters think you’re username is your actual name.
So I frequent have coughing fits and don’t talk much while playing Genshin unless I’m on call with someone. So I imagine the first few times I use a character and go into a coughing fit it’s just a moment of “Holy shit did god die?!” and then I start playing again. I imagine that Amber and Razor who have been on my team the longest it’s just business as usual at this point but Furina who is the most recent addition to my team is just freaking out every time it happens while Wanderer makes fun of her.
Constantly Coughing Creator
Furina felt the familiar feeling of the creator taking control of her as they used her to run around Mondstadt. She hasn’t been a vessel for the creator for long but in that short time she’s felt the creator’s care and love for her. Things were quiet when the creator took over. Only the sounds of the world and the idle chatter of her party members fill the silence. That was until a new sound filled the air causing the whole party to go quiet. Coughing. Not just normal coughing but deep rough ones with gasps for air in between. Furina felt her body frozen in that moment not by her own will but because she was still being used by The Creator but clearly they can’t use her at the moment. Furina was stuck internally panicking. The Creator, the one that truly gave her purpose back after the prophecy, might be dying and she can’t do anything but stand here frozen. She could hear snickering from one of the other party members as the other two were continuing casually chatting as though their Creator wasn’t sounding like they were coughing out their lungs. Things went quiet and Furina feared for the worst but then the Creator started moving her again and going about their day. Wanderer, the one who was snickering at her panic earlier simply said. “Get used to it. It’s not rare.” Furina didn’t know how to feel about the fact that this happened to the Creator so often that everyone else in the party is used to it.