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If I get asked 'who's dating who' one more time I'm going to write an angsty vent fic for a poly ship I barely care about out of pure spite.

I've blocked this account, but because they're sponsored I still see them.

Ugh

My reason why I don't like it:

• I find it weird

• I think of them as the same people but different personalities

• The development of there relationship to romance wasn't really romance to me

• I find there relationship as twin siblings rather than lovers

• I find there romance rushed

• I get the ick when they do romance stuff especially the kiss scene

• I don't really see the development between both characters rather than not be alone

• They fit more as platonic relationship

• I think for me Loki needs someone that could develope his character arc just like how Thor had Jane to develope his character

• And Sylvie didn't really develope his character that much the only change there is that he becomes more worried for others

• To me variant romance just sounds like self-cest to me

• Seens narcissistic to me

• I find them being better as partners in crime

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Me ranting about it:

I just find the ship really weird and even with lokius, because to me this is just some friends stuff not much of a romance, like with sylvie its more of sibling type of love, then with mobius is more of a father-son relationship like have you seen how he encourages lokis good work like how a father would when his son hit a homerun in the field that's just cute but as romance nah I just don't see it, And honestly I don't think Loki needs a romance yet what he needs the most is him getting past his insecurities and start opening up more and realize the fuckery that's happening in his life and I love the new characters and the concept of tva but as romance I find it weird

And I agree with the post about him having a character that could challenge him personally I want him to have someone that is very different from him like idk have a lover that's kind of a therapist or a character that's just troubling like him like them being workaholic,afraid of commitment, or generally that disagrees with his opinions but still respects it

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Disclaimer

Your entitled to your opinions and you don't have to agree with me I'm just putting how I feel about the show and how it makes me uncomfortable about the concepts of what there trying to have

This is just my opinion don't take it seriously I'm just some random 13 year old that's just fond of the complexity of loki's character and don't really care who he ends up with (except for thor) and just wants him to grow up as a character and get past his insecurity

To the people that ship loki x thor you don't have the right to be entitled on your opinions cuz that is just down right 🤸‍♀️disgusting🤸‍♀️

why yall dont like sylki:

'bad bi rep'

lokius

she killed he who remains

she betrayed loki and called him a liar

not genderfluid enough because they just so happen to be cis-passing

they are literally the same exact person

why i dont like sylki:

i wish they had given loki a partner that ACTUALLY challenged him to change raher than just pulling him along into what he always does (ie a love interest who is actually good and pushes him to be so, or a interest so villain they make him worse)

i just dont like sylkie

shes literally just him BUT she lacks the sneaky social skills of years of tricking thor which is what makes loki a loki anyway

good morning to all my lovely single people out there here's ur reminder that u do NOT need a counterpart and today is YOUR day, because you are a BAD ‼️ BITCH ‼️

when i was a young teen and extremely mentally ill, i made weird abstract pieces since it helped get my jumbled thoughts and worries out onto paper in a visual style. i had done this once for a sketchbook cover and my mom (with my permission) posted it on some art subreddit because she was so proud of it. i checked back on the post and it got a surprising amount of attention, i was thrilled seeing the hundreds of upvotes on my work. then i looked at the comments. all of the top ones and most of them in general were people making these shitty jokes, some not even joking about it and trying to actually convince my mom i was doing mushrooms and had to be talked to. i was so fucking pissed. the fact people needed to be told "i'm not a druggie, this is just how my brain works" felt so insulting. thats not even mentioning how countless people genuinely trying to tell my mother i was definitely doing drugs and couldn't have made that art any other way would have been so, so dangerous for me if i didn't live in the lax household i did.

Wild idea instead of being annoyed at your friends with anxiety for being anxious about your relationship and retreating into themselves you reach out and reassure them there is nothing to be anxious about and that you love them. Sure, their emotional/mental health is not on you to solve but if you love them, support them by expressing care when you suspect they need it. I genuinely don’t understand how many friendships are ended because someone had anxiety and someone else didn’t think it was their “responsibility” to reassure them that they were not in fact, a burden.

✨ Writing slowly does not make your a bad writer.

✨ Needing to do a lot of editing on your writing does not make you a bad writer.

✨ People expressing dislike of the themes and ideas in your writing does not make you a bad writer.

✨ Writing about ideas that have been written about before does not make you a bad writer.

✨ It's okay to take it slow. It's okay to need to edit a lot. It's okay if some people don't like your themes or ideas. It's okay if your work is not completely "original"-- no one's is.

✨ Don't let yourself or other people discourage you from writing.

✨ Don't give up on your writing!

‘bread is bad for you’ ‘rice is bad for you’ sorry im not subscribing to the idea that staple grains that have been integral to cultures for centuries are evil. i love you carbs

it's funny. it's funny how one of the very few, rare times my social battery runs out is when i constantly have to spend time around other people.

it's been WEEKS, and there hasn't been a day where I haven't been surrounded by people.

and NOW, apparently it's mandatory for me to go somewhere, even though I got my hopes up thinking I could finally rest today. why are you asking me why I'm in such a bad mood? YOU'RE the reason.

Honestly? My main piece of advice for writing well-rounded characters is to make them a little bit lame. No real living person is 100% cool and suave 100% of the time. Everyone's a little awkward sometimes, or gets too excited about something goofy, or has a silly fear, or laughs about stupid things. Being a bit of a loser is an incurable part of the human condition. Utilize that in your writing.

Applies for the UK as well - Labour may be problematic but do you really want another 5 years of Tory governance with how bad the last 14 yrs has been?!🤮

https://www.tumblr.com/qqueenofhades/743255237060689920/the-thing-that-confuses-me-about-the-dont-vote

The “don’t vote” left’s point is basically that, if Biden gets a second term, it’ll basically signal that “They’ll vote for us as long as we’re not Republicans, why don’t we do some REAL fucked up shit, if we can get away with it?” It takes the power out of the people’s hands and places it firmly in the party’s.

I can’t completely disagree with that, my caveat is that there’s no real alternative system or party in place, because top-down change is ineffective; a third party president has to contend with a two party congress.

Except no. This whole "Biden just wants to do as much fucked up shit as possible while not being a Republican, and if you give him a second term he'll do more fucked up shit deliberately to spite you" mindset is only possible as an interpretation if you a) deliberately and comprehensively ignore everything he has done to date, and b) you approach the situation with the maximum bad faith possible. Not to mention, the ultimate outcome of this Big Important Teaching Biden A Lesson is that Trump gets back into power and makes everything orders of magnitude worse, because he does in fact want to deliberately do evil shit to everyone and says so at every opportunity. There is not some magical happy alternative that springs into existence by not voting. If you choose this as a year to Teach Biden A Lesson, you are enabling Trump. Trump will be much, much worse. If you don't care about that, I still do not care what your Great Ideology is. You are not helping anyone and you are directly and irreversibly hurting everyone.

I made a post a few days ago wherein I mentioned that I want to assess Biden fairly, taking into account both strengths and weaknesses, but the rampant bad-faith, lying, misreading, misrepresentation, and open sabotage of him (especially by the online left; the GOP sometimes only wishes they were as good at turning Biden's voter pool against him) makes it really difficult to do that. My frustration with those people makes me just want to go "BIDEN IS GREAT THE END." I know he is a flawed old man (though by literally every account of a career spent in public service, he really does care about making the world a better place and any remotely good faith reading of his accomplishments thus far can see that). It is also very likely that he goes MORE left in a second term because he won't have to face the electorate again, he has always gone more left when pushed before, and he's not actually the scheming genocidal mastermind that leftist social media paints him as. Shocking, I know.

I know there are things in the world we don't like and don't want and want to stop, and therefore we blame our own president for not making it stop. But I have zero, no, none, absolutely none whatsoever sympathy for this pseudo-populist "WE NEED TO TEACH BIDEN A LESSON BY ELECTING TRUMP AGAIN, I AM VERY MORAL MUCH ACTIVIST" mindset. There's this funny thing about America wherein it is still (for now) a democracy. If Biden wins a second term, he can't run again. I would take literally anything these people said more seriously if they focused on developing their dream progressive successor for 2028 (and also figured out how to get that person elected and in a place to make real change) rather than cynically sabotaging Biden in the most consequential election year, again, of our lifetimes. If you don't like him now, find a way to make his successor a better option. Throwing a toddler tantrum and handing the country back to a senile, deranged, fascist, revenge-riddled, theocratic Trump HELPS. NOBODY. I still don't know how many times I'm going to have to say that, but yeah.

Rant time, also if anyone has any tips for kinda fighting gender dysphoria that would be really welcome.

So I came out to my friends almost a year ago, it went fine they kinda new already and most of them are now coming out themselves, but when I came out I said I was a lesbian, because I didn’t even consider anything else, I just knew I liked girls. Recently I told them I was actually bisexual and they were cool with it and all, except because they are the type of people who think all bisexual women don’t like the fact that they find men attractive and I do, they’ve started to make comments about me not actually be queer at all, and what makes it worse was that I was so so close to telling them I think I might be non-binary and now I feel like I can’t. My parents have no clue I’m not straight and would not approve at all. Basically I’m really stressed and have started feeling quite high levels of gender dysphoria so if anyone has any tips that might help I would be extremely thankful.

Ok rant over now.

And granny smith apples are better for cooking. Like pies and jams. It adds a tartness that very mild but very yummy. I like to mix honeycrisp and granny smith apples for my jam that I make. Sometimes I'll just use honeycrisp but I like the tart that the granny smith adds. And cosmic crisp are good for just eating straight up. I also really like honeycrisp but I think that's more for the memories that I have of ripping one off a tree and taking bites out of it as I continue to pick apples during the fall season. I really enjoy apple pickin. It's really fun. Especially when I get to do it with my family. Our state is well known for our apples and our beer. While I don't take pride in the beer part, I take enormous pride in our wide selection of quality apples.

do you ever just have a bad day and want to delete your whole existence

Never trust a furry disliker

Can you do something for me, please?

I want you to reblog this if you believe that two people can be very close and physically affectionate with one another, but still have a completely nonsexual, non-romantic relationship. 

Even if the two people in question are capable of being sexually or romantically attracted to one another. 

Because the friendship I share with someone I consider family in a way that transcends blood has been typecast as a romantic relationship ENTIRELY too many times, and I’m beginning to get sick of it. 

My concern with silence…

Yes maybe it is because the people on the show can’t talk about things they know…BUT there is also the dark side. The Money side. When someone has been on a show for 15years they get typecast. Harder to find other work.

Yes Jensen and Jared got work right away but it isn’t a given those jobs are going to work out...they just have jobs. People will see them as Dean and Sam for awhile…and with how shitty the finale was people aren’t to fond of them either.

Now the cast gets paid for reruns…and what happens to reruns if the show is pulled from TNT for lack of people watching it? No reruns…taken off Netflix…means no new money coming in. And what if because of protests not many new copies of the show on DVD are bought…even less money. Remember The Cosby Show when it got pulled and some of the cast had to get normal jobs because they had been living off the royalties from the reruns etc.

Not that Misha isn’t an amazing actor but I can sooo see him freaking out about the ground swell of TheySilencedYou and other such responses from us and worrying a bit about the future. The security blanket that would be the royalties from the reruns etc.

After everything going on with the last few episodes of the show I just don’t have much trust for any good motives from anyone on it. They always promised us they cared but I just don’t think anyone had the balls to truly stand up and say NO. If Jensen would have stood his ground they would have had no other choice but to fix things. He is one of the two main roles.

But once again money showed up and he had to be careful about his future too. (funny how he got a production company from Warner Brothers who own CW after agreeing to the ending.) And I 100% understand! In this crazy world nothing is a given and you have to watch your butt as much as you can. I just hate that it had to come to that after 15 years of a show that meant something.

The characters deserve better…the fans who used…emphasis on used (past tense)…the show as a comfort and an escape deserve better. I haven’t watched SPN on TNT/Netflix/CW all week since the shit show of 15x20 and sadly I have no plans to watch it again. Just seeing it listed on the guide made my stomach sick. Even the enjoyment of reading about the characters in fanfiction stopped because they turned Sam and Dean in jerks who verbally said only they mattered in the end.

Hate to tell the show but without the supporting characters to save Dean and Sam over the years they would have died years ago. And if they truly think Dean and Sam feel that way then that means for 15 years of the show those two brothers were using everyone. YUCK!

That is why the finale sucked…they tainted 15 years of messages that meant so much to us all. Family DON’T end with blood…ALWAYS KEEP FIGHTING…TEAM (not just two brothers) Free Will!

And apparently they wanted us to believe not only that Jack brought back all the evil monsters that hurts those kids and families…but that Cass sat back and didn’t run down to the barn and save Dean from dying. FUCK THAT!

Now the Jack part…fine…Garth and other good monsters would not be around either (although I am sure all of them would have gladly died knowing ALL monsters were gone too)…blah…blah…blah fine…BUT CASS WOULD HAVE COME RUNNING TO SAVE DEAN.

They didn’t even call out for Jack to help! I mean come on…had it been any other season…any other episode but the last one they would have had EITHER Jack or Cass come to save Dean.

AND DON’T GET ME STARTED ON THE SHITTING DEATH THEY GAVE DEAN FREAKIN WINCHESTER!!! SHITTY!!!!! LET HIM GO OUT LIKE A WARRIOR NOT ON A RUSTY DAMN NAIL with the evil vampire clown posse!!!

So yeah silence seems like our friend but I fear it is more about saving their own asses than caring about our feelings. In the end it is all about money and which way would hurt the product/their futures more…and in their eyes having Dean (who clearly checked out the solider and NOT the two women when he traveled back in time and hung out with Elliot Ness) being Bi and having to admit he wasn’t this straight man would cause more damage than having the balls to let him say he liked men and women.

Money…Money…Money not Morals makes the world go round. And with the whole shit-fest of the Spanish dub and Misha saying it wasn’t even scripted to end any other way for real then what happened in 15x18 and that the change was just some rouge translator screwing up (yes sadly see Facebook and Twitter where he posted a video about it)…GRR!!!

I bled for SPN! I could have told you trivia so detailed from all 15 years. I wrote about it and i knew those characters inside and out…like ALOT of us did. They took so much from us with how they ended the show. And they still refuse to acknowledge that. But then they killed every one of Charlie’s girlfriends in all dimensions so why should we really think they care about us and what they did to us?! Until the cast speak up and say differently…I just don’t believe in any of it anymore.

They ruined SPN’s legacy…no matter how they spin all this (and they will try) it will never be the same. Such a shame.

leo has adhd yes but have you considered he also could have autism too

my rant at lunch about murder and burning

okay so today I went on a rant about my hate of twilight, about about the "re-write". my rant went as fallows

"i hate twilight with the passion of deans love of pie. I want the writer to stop writeing all togather. if I ever had the chance, I would  buy multiple copys of her book and brake every window, and glass brakeble object in her house, and then tell her exactly why her books suck, because if you don't explain why you kicking someones ass sometimes they just don't understand, then I could take her new twilight book and beat her with it with out remose. and then I would say " if you stop writeing after this crap YOU , call literature because this is a crack fanfic gone wrong, you will never hear from me again, but if you write one more GOD dame "book" I WILL END YOU WITH IT, I will not tel you how but you will die by the couse of your own "book"  and I and the other many people who dispise you with laugh and celibrate your death."" and that is my rant I when on, at lunch with my best friend. she then said," I would pay to see you do that." 

if you want to know the resigns why I hate twilight here they are

1  all it teaches girls is that, now matter what you have to do you need a boyfriend, because that is what all girls need and what you must work to get...... a boyfriend

2 its about an abusive relationship, NOT LOVE!

3 VAMPIERS DO NOT SPARKEL, EDWORD IS A FUCKIN PIXIE NOT A VAMPIER!

4 there is no plot

5 no character development either

6 by the facts of logic, belle should be dead, she jump off a cliff face, the fall should of killed her.

7 belle

8 Jacob is a pedophile

9 Edward

10 Jacob

11  the Cullen's

12 the "vampire" chough *pixie* cough  "war"

13 it could have just been one crap-y, so called, book but no it had to be three

14 new moon is unneeded

15 werewolves are not werewolves

16......... do I really need to go on

okay i'm done now thank you for you time if you bothered to read this post at all.

I genuinely hope that every person with an approach of "oh that person can do this cool thing because they're talented, I could never possibly achieve that" sees this

Listen to me: You get good at things by being bad at them. You learn by failing. You gain competency and a sense of mastery by failing at something many times and in many interesting ways.

The sooner you are able to laugh at your own failures, to enjoy the process of messing up, the easier life will be. Because you'll no longer be afraid of learning.

And once you're no longer afraid of failing, you can learn anything.