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okay so imagine jj knows you as this kinda aloof tomboyish girl but you take him home and fuck him in the frilliest baby blue bed possible

you guard the door with your back pressed against it, ringed hand held tightly around the brass doorknob behind you. "you can't make fun of me," your free hand points accusatorially at the blond's sternum, irises narrowing out of view. "there is going to be absolutely no commentary. no jokes, funny guy, you hear me?"

jj displays his palm in his surrender, licking over drying lips and nodding, using the motion to stop a growing smile. "you got it, sugar. take me home or lose me forever."

your wrist aches with the way you twist at the knob, but the lock clicks open and you welcome the male into your home. "stairs are on the right," the door thuds against its home when you swing it shut again, and chill bites at your toes against the weathered hardwood.

the stairs creak with both of your weights, and your fingers drift over the handle bar that follows the journey of them. a ping pong ball zig zags between your temples when you point at your bedroom, dark without the light and the door slightly ajar. jj fumbles for the light switch before a warm glow chases away the shadows, nipping at its feet until every crevice is swarmed with light. "oh jesus christ."

"what did i say?" you thwack him in the chest with the back of your hand when you shoulder in past him, making for a teddy bear that sits proudly at the head of your bed. "you're not allowed to say anything." you shove the poor stuffed animal under the covers, but jj is too observant to let it go.

he tongues at his cheek, drumming the pads of his fingers against the bureau by the door, brows skyrocketing for his hairline. "no no, nothing... nothing bad, i just.. did not expect this of you. that's all. got a little princess on my hands, don't i?"

the clematis flowers over the white canvas of your duvet are what catch his attention, and he accidentally bites his tongue. "this is the last time you're coming in here, asshole," you muscle out through a laugh, tossing a throw pillow in his direction. "knew you'd react like this. it was a bad idea to even show you were i live."

jj scoffs, shaking his head and catching the tossed item. "oh no, i knew where you lived the second i met you. i've got people."

jj is definitely the type to have a black cat gf and adore the fuck out of her. calls her corny shit like buttercup and cupcake and smears kisses against her scowling face when she gets tired and a little grumpy, even at the whining protests of ‘jayj!’ against his spitslick lips. he loves on her in front of the group despite the fuss he knows she’ll make but inevitably succumb to his irresistible charms (as he puts it).

jj never saves her a seat just so he can tease and tell her to ‘come sit on daddy’s lap, princess.’ (which she will); only to tease her with the nickname in bed the same very night when he’s got her speared open wide on his cock, gasping and whining and grappling for any semblance of purchase against the lean muscle of his torso while he wrings every drop of pleasure he can muster from her aching body.

he knows she loves him when she sidles in close, soft with exhaustion and sleep and snoring against the sharp angle of his jaw, sleep shirt (jj’s tee) half covering the soft swell of her bottom, rucking up when she shuffles to cover more of his body with her own.

he knows she’s temperamental and intolerant, and though that would be enough to steer many guys clear of her, it only reeled him further in.

because all the soft moments are saved for him.

hockey player!rafe cheering on his figure skater!girl during a competition and being seen by reporters and being asked questions about his NHL career and him being all like "shut up. i'm trying to watch my girl skate."

his breath fogs up against the glass that contains his girlfriend within he's standing so close, fingers resting on the barrier, rapping anxiously against it. he's got another game after her performance - one that will determine his chances of getting into the big leagues - and so he's dressed up to the neck in formal attire.

he watches as she spins around, uniform glittering under the arena's harsh lights, face spread into a faux smile to appease the judges, knees locked and toes pointed with every tight turn. "c'mon... c'mon.." he mutters, aware of the big spin she has coming up, an axel that she's been practicing for the past couple weeks.

there's a rap of fingers against his shoulder, one that he ignores the first time, until it repeats itself. "fuck off," he brushes them off, hands swatting at the appendages that pop his personal bubble. "i'm tryin' t'do something here, can't you see that?"

"rafe.. rafe cameron?" the reporter weasels in closer, trying to get a good view of his face, tape recorder in hand. "do you have anything to say about your upcoming game? anything to comment on?"

he scoffs, not even giving the petite woman a passing glance, jaw ticking with annoyance as y/n lands the turn, the surrounding crowd erupting in a flurry of cheers. "yes!" he whispers, clapping his hands. "can you fuck off a bit? trying to see my girl, and you're getting in my fuckin' way."

rafe x gf!reader hanging out at his place and his toddler sister won't leave them alone but reader loves it because she's so cute 🥹

the scruff of a five o'clock shadow brushes against your thumb when you draw rafe in closer, noses knocking against each other when he goes to chase after the taste of your tongue once again. he huffs out a breath of air out of his nose when you whine into his mouth, fingernails scraping at his scalp. your lips are inevitably swollen, saliva dribbling out from the corner of your lips when you slide into his lap, sitting down on the aching bulge that pushes out from his unbuckled slacks, grinding with only the thin layer of your panties in the way.

"love this shirt," he grumbles against your mouth, thumbs melding into the bulge of your pelvic bones.

he's referring to the spillage of your breasts from the revealing t-shirt you're wearing, cleavage demolishing his need for imagination and delving headfirst into porno territory. of course, it had been for his eyes only, but it didn't stop the immediate twitching of his dick between his legs when you had stepped out of the bathroom to show it off.

however, before he can manage to wrangle with the button of your skirt to better wrestle it up your hips, there's a patter of tiny fists against his door. "oh jesus christ," he grouses against your cheek when you pull away.

"oh be nice," you admonish through a heavy breath, easing off his lap to adjust your clothing. "she just wants to spend time with you."

rafe groans, falling back onto the bed to run his hands over his exasperated expression. "she always fuckin' does this! why can't we go to your place or something?"

another eye roll from you, and you're opening the door, allowing the young girl to come barreling in with art pieces bundled in her fists. "rafe! rafe!" she gasps, excited, struggling in her ascent onto the bed. "look what i made at school today!"

you close the door once more, joining the pair and slipping into a free spot next to the male. "wow, you did this all by yourself?" you gasp in exaggerated wonder, taking the crumpled pieces of paper, which are splattered with finger paintings of various shapes and sizes. "these are incredible! i think we've got a van gogh on our hands, huh?"

the compliment soars over her head when she crawls over her brother's chest, poking her fingers into his jaw to get him to reveal his face. "uh huh!" she affirms, flashing her missing teeth. "we did it in art!"

rafe hums, taking a painting that you're offering him and taking a quick pass at it. "looks great, kid," he sighs, handing it back to the kid. "daycare was good?"

"school," she corrects with a scowl, unpleased with the categorization of herself into something other than actual education, regardless of his correct statement. "but yeah!"

"great." he snips, nearly groaning when she accidentally rolls over onto his lap. he shoves her off, albeit gently, and rises to go to the bathroom to fix himself up. "hey, listen, how about you go show dad, alright? sure he'd love it. we'll see you later, alright?"

"rafe!" you hiss in a whisper. "she can spend time with us.. i think it'll be fun!"

he clicks on the bathroom light, not bothering to turn around to answer you. "tell that to this thing you've left me with. it'll take forever to go down."

Sun and Moon ☆

PAIRING: JJ Maybank x Reader

GENRE: Tooth Rotting Fluff, Best Friends to Lovers (they are already dating)

WARNINGS: None

A/N: was listening to skyline to by frank ocean (aka a song of one of the best albums ever) and wanted to write something abt how I feel when this song plays, so there u go

wc: 1k ★ ... masterlist

"I promise I will love you like the Sun loves the Moon."

Those words echoed in your head for so long. As much as twelve years had passed since JJ had said that to you on that playground of middle school, you never allowed yourself to forget it, I mean, how could you?

If you told your younger self that you'd be watching the sunrise with your childhood crush while he hugs you from behind, you'd probably laugh and say it was a lie. Well, who knew that the years of suppressing your own feelings for your best friend would be worth it in the end?

JJ's arms wrapped around your waist hugging you from behind, watching the sky begin to form vibrant colors and the sun prepare to rise while you wondered if he still remembered his promise from when you were children.

"What's going on in that little head of yours, hm?" He whispered, clearly noticing your inattention to what was going on around you guys. You sighed, turning in his embrace to wrap your arms around his neck.

"Well?" JJ pressed, as he tightened his grip. "What's on your mind?” You couldn't help but giggle as his arms pressed into you furthermore. It felt so comfortable and secure like nothing could ever separate you from his embrace.

You smiled softly feeling the ocean wind hit you both gently. "Nothing really," you mumbled into his neck, feeling a little tired. "Just thinkin’ about this place.”

"It's beautiful, isn't it?" JJ said and kissed you again, this time on the side of your cheek. He chuckled softly as you squirmed away.

"Too much," you chuckled nervously.

"I can't help it. You’re too gorgeous," he whispered, brushing your hair away from your face as he gazed at you with those piercing blue eyes.

Butterflies formed in your stomach, you would never get used to the spontaneous compliments no matter how much time passed. You touched his face with both hands, bringing him close to you before leaving a quick kiss on the lips. Watching his face form a goofy smile and he shifts his attention to the horizon ahead, holding your waist and turning you so you have the same view as him. “Look, the sun is starting to come out.” You heard him whisper in your ear softly, seeing him point his finger at the red ball that was waking up.

“Y'know… even though I've lived here since I was born, I've never seen the sunrise on the beach before”

JJ tilted his head, smiling softly as his blue eyes met yours from behind, "You've never seen it from the beach? Really?" He said softly, bringing you closer to him and resting his hands on your hips. "But how could that be?" He asked playfully, resting his own head on top of yours.

"I've never had someone who wanted to watch the sunrise with me," you joked, intertwining your fingers with his on your waist, "Glad I'm here now then." He chuckled warmly, squeezing you tighter in his embrace, this time more passionately. One of his hands found its way underneath your stomach, tracing lines up your skin, "I think I'd watch the sunrise with you for your entire life if you asked me to."

You smiled sheepishly, turning your attention away from the sunrise to give JJ a peck, before surprisingly removing his hands from your figure and starting to walk backwards towards the ocean without taking your eyes off him.

Surprised by your sudden change in momentum, JJ laughs softly, watching you walk backward away from him, his blue eyes staring deeply at you as if you were a living work of art. He moves one of his hands over his chest, feeling his heart beating within, and slowly follows you with his gaze as you get closer to the edge of the ocean. “Where are you going?” He says softly, a smile cracking on the corners of his lips.

“Catch me.” You smiled, remembering some of the games you played as children, running after each other along the beach. This time JJ came running towards you, and you playfully ran towards the water while screaming. Wetting your clothes, you tried to escape from him by swimming away, but he was quicker to catch you before you could, laughing alongside you as you hugged his neck, both of you wet and bathed in the sun's rays.

He held your waist kissing you deeply, the peaceful waves lapping at you as you enjoyed the moment on that empty beach, takin' time.

During that kiss, you felt happiness all over your body. As the memories of childhood flash before your eyes, you are taken back. The two of you made so many promises, and the two of you were inseparable. Time would pull you apart, but your hearts were still connected. The warmth of JJ's lips takes on a whole new meaning, and the love you feel for him is more than just childhood crushes. As the waves lap at your toes the warmth of both the sun and JJ's embrace is what matters most. The moment feels surreal, and you wish that time could stand still so that this moment wouldn't have to end. You feel at peace with the world and your childhood vows feel renewed, as if that child was still alive within you. As the kiss breaks, you feel the wind on your face and smile, knowing that no matter what happens your connection with JJ is strong. The memories may be in the past, but the feelings of childhood love never die fully.

“[Name]...” JJ held your waist securely, your bodies pressed together as the sea embraced your presence. “I love you more than the Sun loves the Moon.”

₊˚. MASTERLIST ☆

OUTER BANKS

★... RAFE CAMERON

Tomorrow, Today, and Yesterday [Fluff, best friend's brother trope, angst-ish]

[moodboards]

Take a picture, it'll last longer

[drabbles]

He is the type of bf that...

★... JJ MAYBANK

Sun and Moon [Fluff, best friends to lovers]

Three ways to say "I love you" [Fluff, Hurt/Comfort]

[moodboards]

Take a picture, it'll last longer.

[drabbles]

He is the type of bf that...

OTHERS

Nothing yet.

Tomorrow, Today, and Yesterday ☆

PARING: Rafe Cameron x Fem!Reader

GENRE: Fluff, Best friend's brother trope, angst-ish

WARNINGS: Forced kiss (not from Rafe tho)

wc: 1.3k ★ ... masterlist

Okay, maybe you shouldn't have drunk so much. Maybe you were too stubborn to take Sarah's advice and drink less, and maybe you were just realizing that now.

With clumsy steps, you got up from the bathroom floor after vomiting, heading to the sink washing your mouth and fixing your makeup. When Liam followed you like a dog the entire time at that party, you knew you would have to give him as little attention as he could let go of you, you just didn't expect to have to dance all night with him and be offered a kiss, and it was still 11 at night!

When he asked you for a kiss during the dance, all you could do was excuse yourself and go straight to the bathroom to escape the situation for a bit. The alcohol in your system should have given you the courage to refuse and maybe even finally tell him how unbearable and inconvenient he was being, but apparently all that drinking just made you more shy.

Locking the bathroom door, you were taken by surprise when the urge to vomit came out of nowhere, leaving you even a little more sober afterwards.

You sighed deeply when you finished adjusting, unlocking the door and walking slowly to the living room, where Liam was waiting for you. You saw him sitting on the couch next to Topper and a few other people you didn't know. When he saw you he smiled and walked towards you, hands stopping on your hips as if you were close friends or something else.

"Are you okay?" He asked, you didn't miss his peek at your chest, making you feel disgusted. You nodded, putting your arms around his neck reluctantly. You hated yourself so much at that moment for not speaking up for yourself. “So…” he continued after your lack of words.

“Do you wanna kiss me?"

You swallowed hard and looked away at Sarah on the stairs, holding the phone to her ear, as if she were on a call. “Look, Liam…” You bit the inside of your cheek, thinking of some way to politely decline.

Liam gradually lessened his smile, a frown appearing between his two eyebrows and he bit his lower lip when you took too long to respond. Suddenly, he took one of his hands from your hip to place it behind your head, forcing your mouth into contact.

You gasp in surprise, pushing at his chest trying to push him away. Until a sudden force separates the two of you, seeing Liam being pushed hard you look at the source of the confusion, Rafe with a deadly look at the boy. The brunette falls hard to the ground and Rafe points his finger at him, his voice showing his anger “Don’t lay a finger on her, you fucker!”

And so, he takes your hand brutally. Without much implication you let him take you, just confused and grateful for him getting you out of that situation.

Raffe led you out of the house, taking you away from the party. There was a look of anger on his face, and his grip on your hand was tight. You were grateful for him getting you out of there, and you didn't know what would have happened if he didn't. As he held your hand, you couldn't help but notice how strong and protective he was. He had always been there for you, even thou you were just his sister's friend.

He took you to his car parked in front of the party house, opening the door for you before going around and getting into the driver's seat. Rafe sighed deeply, closing his eyes and laying his head on the back of the seat, his fingers with rings touching his face.

Silence surrounded the car, only the party music muffled in your ears. You turned to look at him, trying to memorize all his features bathed in lunar light. "Are you okay?" You asked, voice not much louder than a whisper.

He sighed, removing his hand from his face and looking at you with a tired look. “I should be the one asking you that.” he brushed a strand of hair out of your face. "Are ya okay? Did he hurt you?”

Rafe looked at you with a concerned look, his eyes searching your face for any signs of distress. You shook your head slightly, but something about his gaze made you feel safe. He brushed a strand of hair out of your face again, and you were struck by how gentle his touch was. You glanced over at him, and a wave of heat rose within you as you saw how his strong fingers caressed your cheek.

You couldn't help but feel a wave of heat rise within you as Rafe's fingers caressed your cheek. He was treating you like a fragile flower, and the touch of his fingers on your skin made your breath catch. You wanted to look away, but his eyes were so intense you couldn't look away, they were like magnets. His gaze made you feel like the most important thing in the entire world, and you felt like you could melt into a puddle of goo right there on the seat.

Your breath slowed, and you felt the tension that had accumulated during the situation with Liam start to fall away. As Rafe's touch on your skin continued, you felt your tension melting away, leaving you feeling relaxed and at peace. His touch was a warm and gentle reminder that someone cared for you.

"I'm fine. But why did you come to the party anyway?” Confusion evident on your face as he had said he preferred to stay home when you invited him to the party.

“Sarah called, said some guy was bothering you.” he sighed, running his hand lightly over your face and then taking it away. “Look, I'm sorry if I was too harsh there, I just couldn't control myself watching the scene.” He explained himself.

You looked at him confused, why did he care so much? You noticed how rude he was to everyone, even his own sister, but with you he seemed like he had taken a tranquilizer, you can't remember even once that he had treated you badly. He seemed to hate everyone except you.

“Rafe,” You caught his attention, “why don’t you hate me?”

“Do you want me to hate you?”

He looked directly into your eyes, but you did not meet his, instead looking down, trying to control your nervousness. “I… I don’t understand. Why do you treat me so well? Why don’t you hate me like everyone else?”

He sighed deeply, looking out the car window. “Why would I hate you? I never hated you. I love you tomorrow, today and yesterday.”

“Love?!” Your voice caught on the word. It sounded strange to you, coming out of your mouth. For the first time in your life saw Rafe nervous, or maybe he was shy. What mattered was that you realized how nervous he was in your presence.

Summoning all your courage, you called him again, making him look at you. “Would you be mad if I kissed you?”

And with that, all of Rafe's forces were gone. All he could think was that he had been waiting for this for so long, and when the opportunity finally arrived he embraced it tightly. Rafe put his hand on your face and desperately kissed you, and you both felt all the emotions hitting you hard.

He held your waist and you jumped into his lap, your arms around his neck and his hand on your waist. Panting, the two of you broke apart, bodies and foreheads pressed together.

“I love you, [Name],” he whispered, his mouth touching yours, “tomorrow, today, and yesterday.”

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He is the type of bf that...

PAIRING: JJ Maybank x Reader

* ˚ ✦ masterlist * ˚ ✦ Rafe version

☆... JJ is the type of bf that whispers a lot of "I love you" through kisses.

☆... JJ is the type of bf that makes you not need a blanket at night because he is your own human heater.

☆... JJ is the type of bf that tells the waiters it's your birthday every time you go to a restaurant together just to get free cake and laugh when you feel embarrassed when they sing you happy birthday.

☆... JJ is the type of bf that takes you surfing with him, and if you don't know he'll be happy to teach you.

☆... JJ is the type of bf that kisses your whole face before kissing your lips.

☆... JJ is the type of bf that kisses you in the shower, before going to sleep, when you wake up, when saying goodbye, when you surf together, and it becomes 100x more frequent when he's drunk.

☆... JJ is the type of bf that is always dancing with you, regardless of where you are or even if there is music playing.

☆... JJ is the type of bf that always have a hand on your thigh or waist when you're sitting next to each other.

☆... JJ is the type of bf that always hugs you from behind when you're standing.

☆... JJ is the type of bf that is very competitive but always lets you win to make you happy.

☆... JJ is the type of bf that sleeps with one hand on your waist and his head on your chest.

☆... Lastly, JJ is the type of bf who says "I love you" as "thank you" to you.

Three ways to say "I love you" ☆

PAIRING: JJ Maybank x Fem!Reader

GENRE: Fluff, Hurt/Comfort

WARNINGS: None

A/N: it's literally so cold so all I can do is go under the blankets and write stuff😭 enjoy!!!

Summary: The three times JJ showed how much he loved you without needing to say it.

wc: 1.5k ★ ... masterlist

ONE:

The waves were choppy, the sea sounded like thunder bathed in the lunar light. The pogues had just returned from a party at a nearby beach, too drunk to go home alone, they all decided to sleep at John B's chateau.

Sarah and John B were playing tag when they arrived, going to the beachfront even though it was night. "What are they doing?" Pope questioned, leaving his backpack next to the residence stairs. Kiara shrugged and looked at them. “Too drunk and too in love by the way it looks.”

You left your bag next to Pope's, sitting on the stairs to take off your shoes that had been bothering you since the party. You looked around to locate your boyfriend, only to be met with nothing. “Yo, where’s JJ?” You furrowed your eyebrows.

"Over there, by the water's edge," Pope replied, nodding toward the shore. "He said somethin’ about skipping rocks in the moonlight."

“Oh god, he's going to end up hurting himself in the way he is” You laughed “I'll make sure he doesn't fall or anything.”

You strode down to the water's edge, feet sinking into the cool wet sand as the waves lapped at your ankles. Up ahead, JJ's silhouette swayed in the pale glow of the moon as he lifted rocks from the shoreline.

"Hey, any luck skipping those?" you called out.

"The stone glides smoothly acroszz the sssurface," JJ slurred, flinging another pebble haphazardly into the surf. "Not a sssingle bounce to be found."

"Maybe ease up on the liquor there, dude" you chuckled. "At this rate the only thing getting skipped is you if you keep pitching rocks into the tide."

JJ squinted at you through blue eyes, a crooked grin emerging. "You tryin' to steal my thunder, [Name]? Think you c'n do better?"

You rolled your eyes playfully, not wanting to provoke the drunk boy. “Oh no, honey. I'll never be better than you... don't you think it's better to go back to the chateau and do this tomorrow? It’s too late.”

“But it's still early!" JJ exclaimed dramatically, a pout on his lips like a child. You walked close to him, taking the rock from his hand and wrapping your arms around his neck. “It’s already 2 am, let’s go in, babe.”

You dropped the stone on the ground and grabbed his hand, trying to take him to the chateau, but he had another idea as he gently pulled you by the hand and collided you with him, grabbing you by the hips and throwing you onto his shoulders.

“JJ, put me down now!” You cried between laughs, feeling your clothes being soaked as they were impacted by the waves.

“Oh darling, don't be like that, the sea is callin’ uss…” he smiled, throwing you into the water without warning, holding your waist as he drowned in laughter.

You emerged from the water, your hair wet and your makeup smudged. You tried to look angry, but quickly failed to let your smile appear, pointing your finger at him accusingly. “You're so dead, Maybank!”

“You wouldn't lay a finger on me, doll” he said, suddenly sounding sober. He pulled you by the waist your bodies collided.

Your clothes clung heavily to your skin as JJ pulled you against his frame, the crashing waves swirling about your tummy.

"And just what do you think you're doing, Maybank?" you narrowed your eyes, though his proximity made your breath quicken.

JJ fixed you with a piercing blue stare, fingers tracing idle patterns along your waist. "Dunno, just feel like dancin' under the moonlight with my girl."

You sucked in a breath as his touch sent sparks through your dampened limbs. "Oh? And since when have I been 'your girl'?"

A low chuckle rumbled in JJ's chest. "Since the moment I laid eyes on you, darlin." His head dipped lower, hot breath ghosting your lips.

Heart pounding, you tangled your hands in his sodden shirt, desire and irritation warring within. "You insufferable ass, I fucking hate you."

Your words hovered between you, anticipation crackling in the narrow space that remained. Then, slowly, mercilessly, JJ's smiling mouth met your own in a searing kiss that made the bay's icy waters feel balmy by comparison.

When you broke apart, you were quick to hide your face in his neck. “I look like a mess…” your voice muffled by JJ’s wet clothes.

He removed your face from his neck, lifting your gaze as he placed his finger on your chin. “The prettiest mess.”

TWO:

Warmth enveloped you as consciousness slowly emerged from the fog of sleep. Blinking blearily, memories of the previous night came rushing back.

A smile crept onto your lips as you burrowed deeper into firm muscle and cotton sheets. JJ's steady breathing stirred your damp hair, his arms secure about your bare waist. You turned gently in his hold to glimpse his face, relaxed in slumber. He looked years younger sans smirk or swagger, boyish features softened in repose.

Trailing light fingers across his stubbled jaw, you pondered how you had arrived at this moment. JJ had always stirred something primal within - thrilling yet terrifying in equal measure. But beneath his rough exterior beat a heart of gold, a loyalty you couldn't help but crave.

As the morning sun crested over the horizon, JJ began to stir. Those fathomless blue eyes blinked open, drowsy and confused at first, then lighting with joy upon meeting your gaze.

"Mornin', beautiful," he rasped, sleep rough voice sending shivers down your spine.

"Morning," you smiled shyly, still half expecting this moment of intimacy to dissipate like a dream upon waking.

But JJ only held you closer, nuzzling his nose against your neck until you dissolved into giggles. "Sleep well?"

"Best I've had in ages," you admitted softly. Fingers trailing down his chest, you traced swirling patterns over tan skin and ropey muscle.

JJ shuddered almost imperceptibly at your touch, large hands tracing your own curves with featherlight reverence. "Last night...this morning...everything just feels right with you, like I'm exactly where I'm meant to be."

Your heart swelled almost painfully at the rare display of vulnerability in those crystalline eyes. "Oh JJ..."

Cupping your jaw, he locked your gazes with an intensity that stole your breath. "You're my everything, [Name].”

You hugged him that morning, feeling all the emotions flow through your body electrically. The rest, as they say, is history.

THREE:

You kicked off your shoes aggressively enough to leave a mark on your heel. Fresh tears spilled from your eyes and soaked your entire face.

You let small sobs escape as you made your way to your bed, letting your body slump and your face sink into the pillow pathetically.

You needed that job. All your sleepless nights working in that restaurant for nothing, the senseless scolding you heard from your boss for nothing. Your father was going to kill you when he found out that you had wiped out your only source of money, and you were slowly falling into despair knowing that that night he would come home and you would have to tell him the news.

Exhausted, you let the tears come out unhindered. At some point, your door opened revealing JJ, who already knew you had been fired when you told him via text. He had a bag of sweets in his hands, and when he saw your condition, he dropped it on the floor and walked towards you, climbing on top of you and placing his face in the crook of your neck.

JJ's body curled protectively around yours as you wept, soaking the collar of his shirt with tears. He gripped you tightly, as if willing his strength to seep into your bones through sheer force of will.

"Shhh, I've got you darlin', just let it out," he whispered into your hair. His hands traced soothing circles over your quaking form, lingering in all the places he knew could ease tension from your aching muscles.

Slowly, your sobs began to peter out, exhaustion leeching the will to despair from your pores. But where the anguish had seeped away, JJ's steady presence flooded in to fill the void - his sturdy warmth, the callouses of his palms, familiar scent of sea and motor oil wrapped around your senses like a security blanket.

As your breathing calmed, JJ leaned back just enough to cup your swollen face between his hands and press kisses to each damp eyelid. "Look at me, sweetheart. We're gonna fix this, you hear? Fuck that bastard boss of yours. I'm here with you, okay? Always."

His blue eyes shone with defiance, determination to lift you where you could not yourself. And in that gaze you found solace, an anchor when the world felt tipped. Clinging to his shirt, you nodded tiredly. He wiped away your remaining tears, smiling and kissing your forehead gently, hugging you in that moment.

take a picture, it'll last longer.

How I think It would be your camera roll while dating rafe c.

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He is the type of bf that...

Rafe Cameron x Reader

* ˚ ✦ masterlist * ˚ ✦ JJ version

Rafe Cameron is the type of boyfriend who always has a hand on your waist, hip, or thigh when you are close to each other.

Rafe Cameron is the type of boyfriend that when y'all argue, he is never the first to apologize because of his pride, but as soon as you apologize he is all over you showering you with kisses and physical touch (don't expect him to let go of you anytime soon)

Rafe Cameron is the type of boyfriend who shows his love with material gifts, such as branded clothing or expensive makeup. Did you look at a dress in a store window for more than 2 seconds? he buys it, do you mention any product that you have been wanting for a while? he buys it.

Rafe Cameron is the type of boyfriend who is crazy about eye contact. He needs you to look him in the eye when you're talking, you look away because you feel intimidated by his blue eyes and he has his hand on your chin, making you HAVE to look at him.

Rafe Cameron is the type of boyfriend who likes to put his hand under your shirt, not in a sexual way (sometimes it iss), but just to feel your skin more properly. Sometimes you have to stop him from doing it in public, as he does it unconsciously lol.

dark!rafe who’s only soft and polite to his girl buying her skincare and makeup

btw i love you your writing!!

he's still fuming when he pulls open his truck door for you, going so far as to offer a hand so you can side step out of the vehicle and find steady ground. he's pressing his phone to his hear with the other hand when he slams the door shut, taking your offered palm so you can lead him toward the store's front entrance.

he trails after you, blindly, hissing something angry into his microphone. he watches, however, as you pluck item after item from the shelf, unaware of the growing size of the bill that is yet to come. at one point, he's forced to drop a hand to juggle a few items that you can't manage to hold on your own, and still, he trails after you, bickering with the poor soul on the other end.

"rafe?" you whisper into his open ear, when you tuck into his chest, lip spilling in a pout. "you sure that this is okay? i don't wanna get too much stuff.."

he tuts, pinching at your cheek between his forefinger and middle finger before he hooks a hand around the back of your head and draws you in to plop a wet kiss between your pinching brows. "get whatever you want," he murmurs, releasing his hold to dig through his pocket for his wallet. "it's on me, baby."

his expression hardens again. "no, you're going to fucking figure this shit out, or we're going to have a problem. you want to have a problem, asshole? because i can make a problem, i promise you."

he slips a plastic card into your hands with a following wink, practically nipping at your heels when you turn around with an excited, giddy grin, flouncing over to the register. "yeah," he grumbles, plodding after you and flashing a smile when you look back at him. "that's what i thought."

Love Affair

  Pairings: JJ Maybank x Black Fem! Reader, Pope Heyward x Black Fem! Reader, JJ Maybank x Pope Heyward

Summary: Everyone can see how much JJ and Pope love you, but you can’t.

Warnings: Pet names, kisses, implied smut, fluff, some angst, Poly relationships, and language.

Song for title

 You and I, baby

Maybe we can ride away, baby

You look up at Pope, who was cradling JJ in a tight embrace. JJ looks over at you and smiles. “You feeling lonely over there cupcake?” Your cheeks heat up at the nickname. Pope smiles over and opens an outstretched hand over to you. “Come ‘ere sweetie.” You walk hesitantly over, the boat rushing unevenly. JJ pulls you into him and you giggle. “You’re safe with us princess.” You roll your eyes. “Am I?” “Yup.” Pope says and he and JJ attack you with kisses and you laugh. 

Kie, Sarah and John look over at the both of you with smiles on their faces. “They love each other so much.” Sarah whisper to Kie. “I can’t see those two without her, really. She completes us.” Kie whispers back.

And I just wanna get inside, baby

But I don’t wanna wait forever

JJ kisses up your neck as Pope makes out with you on your right. You were in the middle of a huge euphoric rush. Both boys hands trail your body and they touch your core. Pope breaks away and tilts your head over to them. “Do you actually want to do this?” You nod. “We need to hear words of confirmation pretty girl. We won’t do anything that you don’t want to do.” They look at you waiting. “Yes. I’m ready.” “Baby are you sure? We don’t have to do this right now, we can wait sweetie.” Pope says. You nod. “I trust you both. I know you guys won’t do anything to hurt me.” You say. Pope takes your glasses off and places them on the bedside table and goes back to kissing you.

Scared that I can’t treat you better than her

“Hey, where have you guys been? I’ve been looking all over!” You laugh. “Oh it was crazy! We found some gold! Like seriously!” JJ says and Pope gives him a kiss on the cheek. A pang of sadness hits you and you turn away. “And... no one decided to call me so I can... be there?” You say quietly. Everyone’s faces fall. “Sweetie, we thought you were busy tonight!” Pope says. “You didn’t decide to call me? Neither one of you?” You say in disbelief. You look over at them, and another pang of sadness hits you. Seeing how the close those your boys were, it hurt.”  “Y/n-” Kie says and you hold up your hand. “Its fine!” You say. “I’m going home though.” You try to move past them and Pope grabs your wrist. “Sweetie-” “Don’t touch me.” You say coldly and wrench your grasp away from them, tears filling your eyes.

So when I’m gonna know what I feel inside, baby?

Maybe it’s just all in my head, so

“I don’t know if I love them!” You say exasperated. Your older sister levels a look at you. “You love them. It’s plain in simple. The way that they look at you, it’s unlike anything I’ve ever seen.” You smile. “But they love each other more. I’m surprised they haven't broken up with me yet.” Your sister rolls her eyes. “It’s probably all in your head. Those two are in love with you. Maybe just sit down with them and explain your feelings. A poly relationship is hard sissy. I was in one, and trust me, was not any fun.” You smile. “With Topper and Rafe? Sure. Bet you had the best sex of your life huh?” You laugh. Your sister rolls her eyes. “Excuse me, it was AMAZING. Get it right.” You and her laugh loudly. 

“But anyways, just try. It’s apparent that they love you. Hell, Mom sees it, and she doesn’t usually gives two shits about love.” You smile too yourself. “Now come on, let me try this ponytail on your hair, you have the perfect hair texture for it.”

Don’t overthink, this is love

Maybe it’s just a crush

Baby, is this your love affair, your love affair?

You bask in the early morning sun as you feel two arms around you clinging you to them. You stretch out your arms and start to get up but someone pulls you down. “Where are you going?” Pope mutters. “To make breakfast, aren’t you hungry?” You whisper. “Yes... but I don’t want you to leave.” He kisses your neck and nuzzles your sweet spot making you whimper. The love in his eyes as he leans under the covers and kisses your stomach making you laugh. “Where’s my affection, hmm?” JJ mumbles. “Morning Sunshines.” “You want join the tummy kisses?” Pope asks. “Hell yeah!” He goes under the covers, and they start kissing your stomach (JJ blowing raspberries on you) making you laugh and giggle. 

“Stop! Stop!” You giggle, stepping out the bed laughing. Both men cuddle each other, and you smile, that pang of sadness not appearing anymore. “We love you.” They say in unison, and you look down. “Um...” You step into the bathroom and lock the door behind you, and quickly move over to the toilet and start throwing up.

I hope what I feel is enough

Maybe this just lust

Baby is this your love affair, your love affair? Yeah

“You haven’t been hanging out with your friends in a while, and Pope and JJ haven’t been over in a while. Everything okay?” Your Mom asks. You look up from the pillow you buried your face in. “I don’t know Mom. I haven’t a clue.” She runs your hands through your curls. “Well, let’s start with what’s bothering you first.” She says. “I love them. JJ and Pope. So, so much and I, think it’s true love. And they think it’s puppy love, but I just love them so much. And they love me, I just, see that there is love between those two more than me.” You say.

“So, you feel left out of the relationship?” Your Mom says. “Yeah. And I don’t know how to tell them.” You mumble. Your Mom smiles. “Just try baby. I haven’t been in a Polyamorous relationship, but from what I’ve learned, just try. Those two love you, even if you can’t see it.” You smile. “Now, I’m going to work, your sister is at her boyfriend’s, if you are going somewhere-” “Leave a note. Love you!” You say. Your mother smiles and leaves the room. 

I wanna know

I wanna know how to feel, what to feel what’s right

                                                 P4L GROUP CHAT

JB: N/n are you coming to the party tonight? 

                                                                                   N/N: no. don’t really want to.

Kie: what??? you love to party!                             

                                                                                     N/N: not feeling it today.

Smartie: you haven’t been around us in a while, are you okay sweetie?

                                                                                      N/N: i’ve been sick.

Dumb Blonde: do u want us to come over? 

                                                                               N/N: no. i’m fine.

Kook Princess: you sure?

                                                                        N/N: yeah. 

You toss your phone on your bedside table and sigh. “You can’t keep avoiding them N/N. You have to go up to them, and tell them how much you love them. Popee and JJ are probably so fucking confused right now.” You sigh. “But I have to give my fucking feelings in check. I have to break up with them. So I can figure it out my feelings.” Your sister shakes her head. “No. That’s going to hurt you even more.”

“DOES IT EVEN MATTER ANYMORE?” You shout. “I LOVE THEM SO FUCKING MUCH BUT I DON’T KNOW IF THEY FEEL THE SAME WAY, I CAN’T AFFORD LOVING TWO PEOPLE SO FUCKING MUCH AND NOT SELF DOUBT!” You shout. Then you sink on the floor and sob. “I-I love them so much and I-” Hard sobs wreck your body. Your sister kneels on the floor and hugs you as you sob into her chest. “I love-” “Shhh. It’s okay, you’re okay. It’s okay. I know you love them. I know.” She rubs your back as you sob.

I never know

‘Cause when it gets real, I just run away and hide from you

From you

From you, ooh, ooh

A storm had hit the OBX the day you had decided to break up with your lovers. How ironic. You knock on the Heyward’s door and Mrs. Heyward opens the door. “Y/n! What are you doing here during a storm? Come inside!” She says. You step in. “I’m going to be quick Mrs. Heyward I promise. Is JJ here as well?” “Yes. Pope insisted on bringing him and was going to send out for you! But what do you mean by quick sweetheart? This is a very dangerous hurricane, bigger than Agatha and the previous!” You smile sadly. “This is more of a bitter visit.” 

You walk up the stairs and knock on the door. JJ opens the door. “Sunshine?” You give a small smile. “We need to talk.” He says and pulls you in Pope’s bedroom gently. You nod. “We don’t understand what’s going on with you. You blocked us, you haven’t been hanging out with us, you clearly aren’t sick, and you haven’t been here. Sweetie what’s going on?” Pope says. 

JJ stands up and walks over to you, stroking your face and looking into your eyes. “You can talk to us, you know that princess. You know that.” You back up from his touch. 

Hot tears start to form at your waterline, but you blink that back. “I’m sorry. Truly. But I can’t... I can’t do this with you both. I can’t feel like a burden shared between the two of you. And I can’t keep doubting that your love for me. Because I love you both so fucking much. Deeper than the Pacific Ocean, The quiet moments, the sweet smiles and the silly jokes: these are the things I cherish most. But I can’t help but doubt it. I don’t believe that you both love me, and I can’t battle with myself anymore. A lot of times I feel left out and-” You let out a sob.

You yank off the necklace that your sister had gotten you three for your first anniversary. “I can’t.” You say. “Y/n-” Pope says standing up. “I’m sorry for wasting your time. I love you both dearly.” “Y/N!” JJ yells. You run out the door and down the stairs and hear two footsteps pummeling down. “Y/N!” They yell.

Lightning cracks as you run outside into the rain and Pope grabs your arm. “Let go of me!” You yell. “YOU CAN’T JUST FUCKING DO THAT!” JJ yells. “YOU CAN’T JUST TELL US THAT YOU’RE BREAKING UP AND NOT LET US HAVE A SAY!” Pope shouts over the thunder. “I CAN DO WHATEVER THE FUCK I WANT HEYWARD! I’M A GROWN ASS WOMAN!” You see your sister’s car pulling up by the dock. Pushing out of Pope’s grasp you run to your sister’s car and hop in, and she speeds off, leaving your two lovers in the rain.

So when I’m gonna know what to feel inside, baby?

Maybe it’s just all in my head, so

Two weeks have passed since your breakup with JJ and Pope. You had left the P4L group chat, blocked everyone and just lived in sadness for a while. Did you miss them. Yes. You missed being in the middle of them in bed, you missed the kisses, the intimate moments, the tummy kisses, and you missed your friends. But hey, that’s the price of running away from your lovers- oh sorry, EX-lovers in the middle of a hurricane. 

One afternoon, you were lounging on your bed reading and your sister opens the door. “Yeah?” You ask. “Pope and JJ are here. They said they needed to talk to you. You freeze. “WHY?” You whisper shout. “Probably because of your dramatic breakup scene.” She whispers. “Tell them to get out!” You say. “No. I am tired of seeing you mope around. You are going to spill your guts.”  You groan.

Both boys come into the room, and you look up from your book, glaring at your beaming sister. She shuts the door, and it takes the willpower not to run out of your room. “Y/n.” Pope says. “You should’ve told us how you actually felt. We could’ve talked out.” You look down. “I’m sorry. I- I truly love you both. I was scared of telling you and you both would leave. And because of that, I just felt left out. So, I left. I thought it would be better.” 

“But it wasn’t. Baby, I don’t think you realize how important you are to us. You’re our light, our brightest light in our conjoined tunnel, our everything. Y/n we need you. these two weeks we were spiraling. Hell, everyone was.” JJ says and comes over. “Baby... come back to us please?” He holds the necklace, the middle of the puzzle piece heart that was missing. You nod and Pope walks over and kisses you, firm and loving. JJ pulls your face away from his and kisses you passionately. Then all three of you. 

You hug them. “Don’t you ever pull stunts like that again understand? Pretty girl, you had us scared.” Pope says. “I can’t promise, but okay.” You giggle.

Don’t overthink, this is love

Maybe it’s just a crush

Baby, is this your love affair, your love affair?

I hope what I feel is enough

Maybe this is just lust

Baby is this your love affair, your love affair? Yeah

And I just want a good time

But am I wrong for that? No

Am I wrong for that? No, no, yeah

And is it not the right time?

But what’s the wrong in that, oh?

Am I wrong for that? No, No, so

Don’t overthink this is love

Maybe it’s just a crush

Baby is this your love affair, your love affair?

I hope what I feel is enough

Maybe this is just lust

Baby is this your love affair, your love affair? Yeah

A/N: Hey everyone! I want to apologize for not updating on the I’m his What? Series. I just haven’t had any motivation recently. I’m trying to start your other series  A Love Too Pure, with Mattheo Riddle and a Faerie reader, and I’ve been having ideas for other stuff so I am all over the place. But I love you all and I hope you all are staying safe. I love you all! 

P.S. Also, I know that the song has a much different meaning than my fic. I just like the song and wanted to pair it.