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and I present to you.. Miku in my culture!
(black butlerian)
I'm so excited for tomorrow💙
reblog for comfort from yana-san's demon.
having nightmares
Man... Why does it feel like he's coming at us with an insult after seeing us in uniform..?!
Lol this little rebellious evil munchkin.
I love him soooo much..
HELP?
I'm being haunted by my thoughts of Ciel Phantomhive. This character makes me so upset oh my god. He mentioned he was 13 once. Once. Then reality hit me so hard I haven't been able to think of anything else.
He's such a tragic character and now I'm upset.
Mild spoilers for the manga up to this point and I'm too lazy to deeply proof read.
Ciel Phantomhive is all I can think about so here's my thoughts
He's 13. He's a 13 year old kid surrounded by death and dispare. It honestly haunts me how young he is. Like I have siblings that age so when people go on about how anyone he is, what would you expect? This a kid that's pretending to be an adult. He lost his family at 10; he kidnapped, violated, and enslaved at 10; he watched his brother die in front of him at 10; and all people can say is that he's annoying. He's traumatized and a teenager. I'm surprised he's still going.
I cannot stop thinking about how lonely he must be. He's right hand is a demon. His servants are all people who have lost something or had nothing. No one there is capable of having normal conversations or social behavior (besides maybe Tanaka). I don't think he could ever just be 13 and it's kinda upsetting.
Everytime I read about someone close to him dying and the way he just moves on? I know he sad but dang does it hit hard. He doesn't know how to grieve and probably no one will ever teach him how.
He's really alone. Everyone tries, but no one is ever allowed close enough. I think he does it out a fear or as a defense mechanism. It's so much harder to feel loss if there's no one close in the first place. Thinking about Agni and Soma and how it ended and how he was like "This is why I told you not to get involved with me". So he knows he's bad news. Then there's the fact he's pretending to be his twin.
So he surrounded by people who love him because they think he's someone else. He also knows he's the "spare." Which fueled his decision.
He also definitely has self depreciating tendencies as show in the manga. When he has his break downs, we get a peak of just how terrible his mental state is. Sebastian doesn't help either so this man is really going in no actual support system.
His life is on a counter. Once the contract he has with Sebastian is fulfilled, that's it. Even if somehow he doesn't die, what would that do for him? Does he even have a will to live outside this? No matter what happens there will be no real happy ending for our Ciel Phantomhive. His story will always be a tragedy.
Spoilers for Black Butler chapter 137
Y'all I am not okay. How could I ever be happy after this. Oh my God it's even worse than I remember. It's so painful listening to him say things like this and the everything that happened afterwards and I just-
O!Ciel.... you're so much stronger than you think.
Man the anime did him so dirty. Making him seem so much more like a brat than he actually is. I'm just so upsetti rn. Because then you remember how old he is and it just gets so much worse.
Man I just need someone to appreciate his character with me because oh my god.
We have been in a Dadbastian drought (yet there's so much potential for fan media)
Personally, I believe we have been in a severe Dadbastian drought. I'm not really referring to canon Sebastian, so don't get confused with that.
Anyway. Kuroshitsuji has been around for like 14–17 years? Since it's been around for a while there should be no Dadbastian drought. However, in my opinion, there is a lack of fan media — whether that be fanfics or fanart.
Basically, what I'm trying to say is that there's so much potential for fan media.
Like wdym, the trope where “boy who has lost everything has to make a deal with a demon who will eat his soul in the future; however, the demon starts to get parental and slowly, slowly realises he doesn't want to eat the boy's soul” doesn't sound appealing??
Can you imagine all the angst and hurt/comfort possiblities there are??
This is what I imagine whenever someone say they think O!Ciel's name is Sirius
What if we don't find out O!Ciel's real name until the very end of the series where it's on his grave stone
Sebastian internally: his ass can NOT dress himself
Sebastian and Ciel’s Contract Isn't Fair: an explanation
(Includes spoilers for Ciel’s past)
This is going to be a short explanation, mainly because I don't think it should need a long one to understand this.
Anyway. I've seen people say that Sebastian and Ciel’s contract is fair and that Sebastian deserves to eat Ciel’s soul — this is completely wrong.
Their contract was never fair in the beginning. Let's backtrack to a few chapters before Sebastian and Ciel meet:
As we know, O!Ciel went through extreme trauma (including R!Ciel.) On his 10th birthday his parents, the house servants and his dog Sebastian all got killed. He saw their bodies.
Then shortly after he, along with his brother got kidnapped by a cult. This cult sa'ed/r-ped him and his brother, and also subjected them to other forms of torture and starvation.
And in chapter 136, R!Ciel got sacrificed and his soul eaten by who we soon know as Sebastian. O!Ciel witnessed all of this.
Mere moments later, Ciel meets Sebastian for the first time. Immediately, Sebastian manipulates Ciel into a contract. Just look at these few panels:
All of this is clear manipulation. I shouldn't need to explain this. The panel where Sebastian holds up R!Ciel’s body in front of O!Ciel speaks for itself.
Ciel had no choice in making the contract, it was either die or die. If he didn't make the contract he would've died by the cult, starvation, whatever.
The whole situation wasn't fair to Ciel at all. Ciel was already in a very, very horrible mental state. In only the past month he lost everything. His parents, his dog, his home, his brother, his innocence and a proper childhood. He is 10 years old when all of this happens.
He isn't in any position to make a contract with a who-knows-how-many-millenniums-old-demon at 10 years old and experienced all of this trauma already.
And after Ciel made the contract, Sebastian immediately started to try to deceive him. Here's a panel showing this:
I'm going to remind you again: Ciel is 10 years old when the contract was made. So, how is this fair? It isn't.
People say that Sebastian deserves to eat Ciel’s soul because of everything he has been assigned to. Although that's one of the likely endings to the story — it isn't deserved.
Basically everything that Sebastian has been doing in the contract, such as his assistance, will never be fully fair to Ciel.
Sebastian is a demon. Basically everything he has been assigned to has never been too much of an effort. It's probably annoying, yes. But he's still a demon who might be in the millenniums years old. He will eventually forget about Ciel after eating his soul, and none of it would really mean anything to him.
Like all demons, Sebastian doesn't care about fairness, he just wants a meal.
Sirius is a popular suggestion to what O!Ciel’s name could be but I really don't see it happening 😭 Mainly because when you think of the name Sirius you think of Sirius Black, so it takes his spotlight away
(plus it doesn't suit him)
Sebastian is definitely the type to say “looks like we are going to have to cut it off” whenever Ciel or whoever mentions they have a small scratch on their knee
эйджап себасиэли вперёд вперёд!!!
Yana Toboso's Valentine's Day Sebaciel Art
