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The chunky TV, the MySpace emo, Ouran highschool host club… those were the days.
I love all the menheras, jirais, hikikomoris, mojyos, mootokos, depressed, and mentally ills!! I hope all of you recover one day because you don't deserve to suffer with all the pain you've endured your whole life!!
i need a strawberry sofa so bad >_<
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Satsuki Kiryuin
CW: KLK spoilers, compulsory heterosexuality, CSA, SA, r*pe
About her character and why she is stone femme headcanon for me.
Satsuki has this cold, strong and fierce appearance, polished and calculated yet she's so vulnerable on the inside, and has a huge and rich inner world. She's acutely smart, a powerful strategist, a good and strong leader with the kindest heart I've ever seen. You may think that Satsuki is stubborn or a despot, but keep in mind that she had to survive in order to protect the whole world and their closest friends.
She had such important goals: to free humanity (and herself) from the biofibers and the tyranny of her own mother, to avenge her father and sister and to protect the ones she loved the most.
But we also have to remember that she wanted Ryuko to get stronger and surpass her from the very beginning, and later on Satsuki found out her sister (Ryuko) wasn't dead and then everything changed: she could still have a family of her own blood that wouldn't abuse her, that could truly and deeply love her for who she is.
Satsuki believed that she could lead a revolution against her mother and the biofibers, using the power she had as Ragyo's daughter and the fear it inflicted on everyone, by building a hierarchical system based on power and obedience because she had to be cautious. The empire her mother owned was larger and stronger, and Satsuki knew that she would only have a chance if she made her mother think she was working for her. This led her to repress her thoughts, feelings and emotions.
But there was Nonon: her best friend and her lover, the only girl that she could ever trust, the one that knew her best. Nonon always respected her boundaries and desires, she took care of her dreams and her deepest wounds. Nonon knew the pain Satsuki had endured to save everyone.
Junketsu was a symbolism of compulsory heterosexuality, the 'chastity' she was forced up into and that withdrew her from loving Nonon openly, and it also was a constant rape (for obvious reasons). The thing here is, although Satsuki willingly wore Junketsu, that doesn't mean she had another option. Junketsu was made to control Satsuki and also Ragyo used it to control Ryuko too. He forcibly tied them up to heterosexuality (after all he was a wedding suit and a symbolic husband).
Satsuki didn't want those suits, she didn't want the biofibers, she had to use them and let herself be used by them in order to save everyone and set them free. She truly cares about people but couldn't really trust them because of how her mother treated her (Ragyo was basically a child abuser and a pedophile), and Ryuko helped her to understand that she actually could do it.
For all of this is why I think Satsuki is a stone femme. She embodies what a femme that had to face sexual, physical and emotional abuse is. Her mother made her believe she was a failure, that she didn't belong and would never be enough for her, but even though all of that made her tough, she didn't lose her hope and kindness. It just happened that she showed them differently.
She finally learns how to trust others and let the women she loves take care of her too. And all of that trauma she had to endure was what made her come to terms with being a stone femme (but this is more subtle and also a personal interpretation). I can see pieces of my own self and story in hers, although we're not in the same league.
strawberry perfume ! ✧* ･ﾟ
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lots of cute dividers ☆