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you are one of the reasons i believe in the existence of a living God.
-katie
i guess it's still in my blood-
the ability to bottle
all my emotions
like they won't
suffocate me
sometimes i wish i can
open up to people
but then,
maybe you can't really teach
an old dog a new trick
afterall
-katie
happy thoughts, they tell me,
"fill your head with happy thoughts"
oh, how i wish to
but the thing is,
my mind
is already crowded
and my demons
won't let any of these
"happy thoughts"
ruin their own
idea of a "merry-go-round"
-katie
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i never held your little hands
though in my dreams, i had
we picked daisies together, we did
and your chuckles still reverberate
over my ears as i try to make sense
of it all
it doesn't make sense, nothing is
making sense
even the hole i try so hard
to fill with thoughts
of you glowing under the sun
seems fleeting
my darling, you were so perfect
but then you fade away
gently, slowly
a dream finally detaching
itself from reality
so i could wake from my sleep
did you think it will be easy?
did you think that it won't hurt?
when i opened my eyes, no words
could console me,
no amount of tears
could wash away my grief
the only thing that holds
my pieces intact is the knowledge
that your pain is over
while mine has just begun
-thoughts before d&c, katie
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when i grow up
i want to be
an astronaut,
an author,
a magician
as a child, it was
easy to dream
of anything
a doctor,
a scientist,
a teacher
the world is vast
and full
of possibilities
now a grown woman,
my heart just wants
to be happy
but disappointingly,
happiness is elusive and
life is a sadist
that takes pleasure
in my agony
so in a world where
we can be anything
i became a masochist
-katie
One day you will realize, it's not fate or luck that got you here but the choices you've made, the habits you've formed, the thoughts you've run in your head.
-sometimes it's easier to blame the gods or destiny
katie
One day you will realize, it's not fate or luck that got you here but the choices you've made, the habits you've formed, the thoughts you've run in your head.
-sometimes it's easier to blame the gods or destiny
katie
If we will ever come to a point where goodbye is inevitable, I will not ask you to teach me how to forget. Instead, I will ask you to show me how to remember. We made so many beautiful memories together, it's a shame to erase them all just because we have to part, and can no longer go back to the beginning to fall in love again. No, no matter how much it will hurt, I won't ask you to teach me how to forget. I will walk all the paths we've trodden and remember how your laughter sounded, how your fingers curled around mine, how your hair smelled under the sun, how your lips tasted. I will remember every bit of you, so when I am finally ready to let go, I can let all of you go the way I've let all the kites fly away when I was young and life was innocent and gentle and kind.
-let go,
katie, 17:30
someday i will teach
myself to write
a poem again
and it won't be about you
or the years
we wasted dreaming
about our future
while forgetting
to water the flowers
so one day they just wilted
away erasing
our existence
no, when that time comes
i'll be writing about something else
perhaps, not one about the war,
or the inflation,
or the rising heat index
i will try my best to write about
anything that does not capture
the stars in your universe,
the bubbles of thoughts floating
above your head,
the wind kissing
your hair, the rain gently gliding
in your porcelain skin
i will forget about the way
you made me feel
along with the memory
of how truth
became the first
casualty of a war
we didn't ask for,
a war that ruined
the taste
of heaven on my lips,
a war that created
waves of differing heights
and tenacity
i'll forget about the dreams
we buried beneath our fallen city,
the unread text messages,
the unpublished reels, drowned
in the echo of grenade raining
the afternoon sky, cries
of dissenters swarming the streets
like flies, shrieking out "freedom!"
oh, freedom,
when will i...
forget about everything
and write about cicadas,ignore
the ashes and screams filling
the air as i watch your head explode,
a watermelon being run over
by a truck!
i will teach myself
to write a poem that
doesn't immortalize you
however, everything
that you were stains
my hands with red-
a dark, raging
shade of red
-flowers wilting,
katie, 05/12/24
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dear universe,
how many fire
will you ignite
before you realize
i am a phoenix?
-did you honestly think i'll just burn?
katie
my september, a dream,
a swift kiss, a muffled scream
a coin rolling in a dark alley,
waiting,
waiting
to be picked
by someone
drowned in melancholy,
my september, like the thread
of hope
i was clinging to somehow
escaped with the
thoughts squeezing
my weary mind,
and i'm here still
trying-
trying my best
to figure
it out
-september, katie
Hey y'all,
I'm willing to beta-read fanfics and original works. So, if you're interested message me here on Tumblr, on AO3 @animekitkat24601 or on Fanfiction.net @Maplesong of TreeClan.
What I Write
Bands
BTS - All Memebers
Stray Kids - All Members
Seventeen - All Members
The Rose - All Members
All Time Low - All Members
Fandoms
Harry Potter - Trio, Mauraders, Founders and Next Gen Eras
SJM Verse (CC, Throne of Glass, ACOTAR)
Marvel
Twilight
The Vampire Diaires
Original Works
Hemingway Royals
The Crown's Assassin
The Cast of Original Works: The Bonds The Tie: Book One of the Royal Bonds series.
Disclaimer: The following pictures will be used as means to get a base line understanding of what the characters look like. That being said these characters are not in anyway connected to the actors/idols used. The characters are not based off of the people and as such other than a base outline of appearance will not act/speak or have any connections to the idols and actors. All ideas are my own and as such will need my permission for any use. All credit belongs to those that made the gif.
Summary: Two thousand years ago the supernatural community decided they had enough hiding. With the world slowly dying and the humans on the verge of yet another war, the council of the supernatural decide to take matters into their own hands. After a brief war that lasted less than a year, the supernatural begin to reign over Earth. Ruling over their own species and humans alike. Many believe that they are experiencing true harmony, peace at last. That is until supernatural children begin to go missing and a young assassin and her friends undercover a plot that will lead to the downfall of the world they only just began to heal.
Morana (Mor) Morningstar, daughter of Lilith and Lucifer, twin of Kieran.
Kieran (Key) Morningstar, Son of Lilith and Lucifer, twin to Morana.
Malik Knox, King of the Dragon Shifters
Ryker Knox, younger brother to Ryder. Leader of the Dragon Army
Lilith Kerr, Assassin
Osiris Kerr: Older brother to Lilith, Assassin
Ember Storm, Heir of the Fae Throne
Kari Storm, Brother to Ember
Natasha "Nat" Winters tribrid
Niklaus "Nik" Winters Tribrid, brother to Nat
See Part two for the rest if you care at all
I'm joining ⚔️Tapas' Action Fantasy Tourney🛡 with my webnovel, Reincarnated as the Nameless Queen.
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ᴛʜᴇ ꜱᴏᴜɴᴅ ʜɪᴛ ꜰɪʀꜱᴛ. ɪᴛ ᴡᴀꜱ ᴀ ʟᴏᴜᴅ ᴡʜɪꜱᴛʟɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴇᴄʜᴏᴇᴅ ꜱʜᴀʀᴘʟʏ ᴀɢᴀɪɴꜱᴛ ꜰᴀʙʀɪᴀɴ'ꜱ ᴇᴀʀ ᴅʀᴜᴍꜱ. ɪᴛ ɢᴀᴠᴇ ʜᴇʀ ᴊᴜꜱᴛ ᴇɴᴏᴜɢʜ ᴡᴀʀɴɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ʀᴇʟᴇᴀꜱᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ᴅᴏᴏʀ ʜᴀɴᴅʟᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ꜱʜᴏᴠᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ᴄᴏʀᴘᴏʀᴀʟ ʙᴇʜɪɴᴅ ʜᴇʀ ᴀꜱ ꜰᴀʀ ʙᴀᴄᴋ ᴀꜱ ᴘᴏꜱꜱɪʙʟᴇ. ᴛʜᴇɴ ᴛʜᴇ ʟɪɢʜᴛ ʜɪᴛ—ᴀ ꜰʟᴀꜱʜ ʙʀɪɢʜᴛ ᴀɴᴅ ꜱʜᴏᴄᴋɪɴɢ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ꜱᴜɴ.
ᴀɴᴅ ᴛʜᴇɴ ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ ᴡᴀꜱ ɴᴏᴛʜɪɴɢ...
ᴀ ʟᴏᴜᴅ ᴠᴏɪᴄᴇ ᴄʀɪᴇᴅ ᴏᴜᴛ ᴏᴠᴇʀ ᴀ ᴍᴜʀᴍᴜʀɪɴɢ ᴍᴏʙ. “ᴛʜɪꜱ ꜱʜᴀʟʟ ʙᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ᴇɴᴅ ᴏꜰ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴛʏʀᴀɴɴʏ. ᴀꜱ ᴏᴜʀ ᴅɪᴠɪɴᴇ ɢᴏᴅ ʟɪᴇɴ ᴄᴏᴍᴍᴀɴᴅꜱ, ꜱᴏ ɪ ꜱʜᴀʟʟ ꜰᴏʟʟᴏᴡ. ᴀꜱ ᴍʏ ʀɪɢʜᴛ ᴀꜱ ᴄʀᴏᴡɴ ᴘʀɪɴᴄᴇ, ɪ, ʜᴇᴄᴛᴏʀ ᴄᴇʟɪɴᴅᴀᴇ ᴀʀᴛᴜʀɪᴜᴍ ᴄʟᴀɪᴍ ᴛʜᴇ ᴛʜʀᴏɴᴇ ᴀꜱ ᴋɪɴɢ ᴏꜰ ɴᴀᴛᴀʟᴇᴢ.”
ꜰᴀʙʀɪᴀɴ ʙʟɪɴᴋᴇᴅ ɪɴᴛᴏ ᴡᴀᴋɪɴɢ.
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Posts will begin later this weekend, and you'll get not 1, not 2, but 3 chapters a week for the contest! I hope you'll enjoy this story^^
Chapter 2: Exile is live on Tapas! Go give it read if you have time ^^
Sneak Peek below:
The third guard's eyes darkened. He reached into his jacket and Fabrian braced herself for a weapon to be pulled. Instead, it was a folded piece of beige paper. The guard handed it to her. “Never, not once, did you treat us as anything more than dirt. And yet here you are, talking to us like equals. I've never seen you so adept or perceptive.” He clenched his fist. “You hated us more than anything. All of us. So if we help you here, I want you to know that we were the ones who did so. Poor common folk who you'd snivel down on.” Fabrian frowned, what kind of woman was this queen? “It was wrong of me. I'll work the rest of my life to make sure that I won’t do it again.” The three guards observed her for a long time, before stepping back into the shadows of the building and disappearing into the crowd on the main walkway. Fabrian did not see them again, even as she left the city outside the castle walls, and their presence only disappeared once she reached the town borders.
Progress made so far on the Inklings Challenge:
Got very excited. Quickly reviewed my pre-made list of ideas for every prompt on every team I’d made before the teams were assigned. Go Team Lewis!
Felt a rare surge of sheer eagerness to write. Immediately jumped into writing one of my loose ideas with no planning whatsoever.
Quickly discovered that was a bad idea if I wanted to write something with any kind of structure. Returned to the drawing board.
Came up with three Slightly More Specific ideas.
Started writing one. Realized I’d forgotten to come up with a cohesive or interesting theme for it. Immediately no longer liked that idea and started daydreaming about one of the others.
(distracted boyfriend meme)
Decided the idea I was daydreaming about would end up being way over 3k and would be far more dramatic a tale than I was prepared to tackle.
Went back to my original plan of finally writing something for a few sci-fi characters I’ve had since I was a teenager and still have a soft spot for.
Remembered I know very little about the sci-fi genre and decided to re-categorize them as space fantasy characters. Felt much better writing for a genre that had ‘fantasy’ in the name.
Remembered that those characters and their entire world still need a huge overhaul. Briefly considered writing a Portal Fantasy story instead.
Spent a day not being able to think of a good Portal Fantasy idea. Belatedly realized that was not a very productive use of a day.
Remembered that writing short stories is a million times easier if I have a theme to refer back to in each scene. Decided on one I liked and started rewriting the previous space fantasy idea to center around it.
Kept thinking about Portal Fantasy. What if I’m missing my chance to write something cooler with it?
Resolved to try to write an update post whenever I‘m procrastinating. Maybe it’ll help keep track of my thought process?
Was wishing there was a positivity post for original fiction writers since I see so many about how fanfic writers are doing so much for their communities even when they're not actively writing, and then I thought:
Be the change you want to see in the world.
So this is a positivity post for the writers out here who are working very hard on stories with no established community. Who can't talk about their blorbos and plot lines and brainstorming to anyone and expect them to know what any of it means. Who don't have much to share publicly, but are hoping they will one day.
You're doing a lot of hard work, and I recognize and appreciate what you're putting into the world, even when you're resting.
I want everyone to know that this is me every time someone drops a comment on something I've written:
Thank you so much!
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