Lost Frienship - Tumblr Posts

to torture myself i reread our texts. tonight, for the first time, i listened to a voice message. it was irrelevant, something silly. we used to communicate like that, to feel closer i guess. and that voice, so familiar, i can hear it in my head saying anything and everything, something you never even said- that's how deeply i know it. but now, now it felt distant. it felt exactly how it feels after you hear a stranger for the second time- you can distinguish something, but not enough. i was listening and i couldn't fathom even the thought of me ever being close to you. you do not exist anymore. you are just a blurry memory in the back of my head. when i listen to your voice i don't hear the voice of a person i love- i used to love. i just hear a voice.

losing your best friend is a feeling you just can't even explain. It breaks you so much that you're just not the same after that...

have you ever overthink a situation and months later you accidentally find something that actually proves that your overthinking was right all along? It's crazy...

sometimes I'm having this feeling like they were just waiting for me to leave...

I’ve learned that some people are like lifesavers. They come into your life and save you from drowning, but that’s it, you don’t need them once you are out of the water and they leave. They were never meant to stay with you forever.