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Not Just a Shoulder to Cry On (NOT A CONTINUATION OF IMAGINE #1 and #2) Kinky/ NSFW
~You are MGK’s assistant manager. You, him, and his crew had just been partying at a club. Your boyfriend, Alex, was just supposed to run to the bathroom but you noticed him stop on the way and kiss another girl on the lips while whispering in her ear. They seemed to know each other and were very handsy. Everyone noticed but let you handle it. You confronted him and ended it, but stayed at the club with the gang. You hadn’t been dating that long anyway and it wasn’t serious. You were still hurt but didn’t want to stop everyone else from having fun to comfort you. MGK and the guys left the club to head back to the hotel while you and your girl-friend stayed for a couple more drinks while you explained what happened. Once you were finished you both caught an Uber. You got dropped off at the hotel everyone was staying at while she went home. You went to your room so ready to fall into bed and cry after the nights events. You already had the key but when you walked in you never expected what you would see.~
KNOCK KNOCK
Tears flowing uncontrollably from your eyes, you try to wipe your face.
The hotel suite door opens up revealing Kells. His blonde hair is messed up and he squints his eyes as they adjust to the light in the hallway. His baggy sweatpants hung low on his hips, leaving his underwear band showing completely. He had been sleeping.
He sees you crying and his eyes widen. “Hey what’s wrong, come in,” he says concerned as he opens his arm and waves you inside.
You follow him, still sobbing. He flips on the lamp between the two beds and rubs his eyes.
Through your sobs and uncontrollable breaths you get out, “I’m sorry, I went to my room and Alex was there with that girl and they were fucking on my bed and my stuff is in there and I just didn’t know where else to go”, your crying becomes louder as you struggle to get out all the words.
“He took your room?”
“Yeah, we were supposed to stay together but I didn’t think he would come back after I broke up with him but he still had the other key and she’s there”. Your talking becomes faster and more frantic as you’re forced to relive what you saw.
Kells pulls you into him. He’s so tall next to you. Your head rests perfectly into his warm chest. His arms wrap around your back and he squeezes you. Softly he says, “calm down, he’s not worth crying over.”
“I’m sorry, I know I woke you up”, you say into his chest as the tears stop flowing and you try to catch your breath.
His arms release you and you pull your head away from him. “it’s okay I just fell asleep”, he says as he steps towards the other bed in the room that is still made. “I have two beds you can stay here”, he adds as he pulls back the covers.
You turn around towards the mirror behind you and start to wipe your running makeup from under your eyes. “Are you sure?”
“Yeah, it’s not a big deal.” he says reassuringly.
You slide your jacket off, revealing the silver velvet tube top you were wearing. You sit on the bed to unstrap your black heels then turn to climb in to the bed. Kells rummages through his suitcase and throws one of his t-shirts to you. “Here,” he said. He must’ve realized that your skinny jeans were a little tight and probably uncomfortable to sleep in. You grab the shirt and scoot off the bed and head to the bathroom. Once you’re changed into just his t-shirt and a thong, you walk out and pile your clothes onto the couch across the room. The shirt is too big on you and long enough to just barely cover your butt. Kells is already in his bed but still awake. You climb into your bed again and reach over to the lamp between the beds. Reaching that far, pulls the shirt up over your butt a little bit. You can feel the air wash over your revealed cheeks and quickly look over to Kells. He’s looking right at your ass. This wouldn’t be the first time you’ve caught him staring at your body, he’s a guy, but normally you’re fully clothed when he does. This is the most exposed he’s seen you. You shut the light off quickly, turn towards the wall so your back is to him and pull the covers over you.
You try to fall asleep but Alex and the mystery girl keep running through your head. You shut your eyes, trying to block it out. You’re immediately awoken by a light at the end of your bed, it’s your phone. You reach down to get it and see that Alex is calling you. You ignore it and the screen goes away only to reveal that he’s been texting you since you came to Kells’ room. Of course he tried to explain that it’s not what it seems and that he’s sorry. Tears start to well in your eyes. You leave his messages on read and put your phone on the ground face down. This is not the first time you’ve been cheated on, you’re not stupid, you know that he’s lying and has probably been hiding this girl from you for a while. Almost every one of your relationships has ended this way and your vulnerable state causes the tears to flow faster. You try to be quiet and keep your breaths steady, but your sniffles seem to get Kells’ attention.
You’re so busy crying into your pillow that you don’t notice Kells slowly get out of his bed. He picks up your covers and slides in behind you. You can feel his weight on the bed and the pressure of his body move against you. He wraps his right arm around your upper body and pulls your hands from your face. His hand moves down to your waist and across your stomach. Your crying slows until you stop. His presence so close to you calms you enough to start drifting to sleep.
A crack of light shines through a small opening between the curtains and wakes you up. Kells lying on his back, your head laying on his chest, and his arm around you is how you both adjusted during the night. You glance over to the alarm clock, 6:07. You’ve only been sleeping for a few hours but you already want to get up. You move Kells’ arm from around you slowly and inch away from him. He doesn’t even budge. You enter the bathroom, close the door behind you, and turn the water on in the bathtub.
When you changed in the bathroom last night you noticed that the tub was huge and had jets. Obviously an awesome way to relieve some of your hangover. The tub starts to fill with hot water as you pour in the bottle of soap sitting on the ledge. The foam starts to pile up as you slip your thong off and pull his shirt over your head. You step into the warm water and the smell of flowers fills your nose. The mixture of foam and water sits just above your chest. You lay your head back as you try to relax. The water and the jets put you into a light sleep.
The bathroom door opens slowly and Kells walks in, joint in hand. He sees you in the tub, head leaned back and eyes still closed. The thick foam hides your body underneath the water so he moves in closer. You look so small in the big tub by yourself. He sets his joint on the bathroom counter. He pulls off his sweatpants and kicks them to the side. He slides his briefs to the ground, steps one foot into the water and as the other follows your head pops up and you see him standing above you. He sits down into the water across from you. His legs are almost long enough to straighten out but he keeps them bent, his knees protruding from the water.
“What are you doing? You scared me..” you say with a gasp.
“The water looked nice”.
You crack a smile, “seriously?”
“This nice ass tub ain’t going to waste”, he says as he blows foam at your face.
Your legs intertwined suddenly makes you realize you are completely naked and even more exposed than you were last night. You can’t help but bring your arms up to cover your breasts, even though they are hidden under the foam. You start to explain, “last night was--”, your eyes meet, “thank you, really, but I’m not looking for anything right now.” Your mind starts to run and replay Alex’s betrayal over and over. Tears start to well in your eyes and one escapes down your cheek. Kells leans forward and wipes away your tear with his wet soapy hand. It makes you laugh through your blurry eyes. “That didn’t really do much” you say as you wipe away the foam hanging off your face.
“Last night felt good Y/N.” he says.
You don’t know what to say and you look away.
“It’s nice to just have somebody and lay next to someone you know cares about you.” he explains.
“I care about you but,” you pause, “my emotions were running high and I was really vulnerable. I appreciate it but I’m not ready.”
For the first time since he got in the tub with you, he breaks eye contact and looks away from you. “I’m sorry.”
“I just don’t know what you want. I know you Kells, you don’t get with a girl unless she knows you’re gonna play around on her. So tell me. Do you want like a cuddle buddy?” you ask starting to sound annoyed and tears started welling in your eyes again. Kells looks back at you. “It felt fucking amazing but I can’t have you hurt me like he did and I know you will.” you say as you wipe away some falling tears.
“I don’t wanna hurt you. You’ve gone through hell with me, you’ve taken care of me. You’re not just a piece of ass to me. You’re fucking gorgeous and it took so much for me to not be all over you last night. I honestly didn’t know where last night was gonna lead but i’m glad as hell that you came to me.”
You both lock eyes and neither one of you speaks for what feels like minutes, but was only moments. Under the water his hands start to stroke your legs and feet. He’s too far away to reach your thighs but the soft stroking feels so good.
“One chance,” you say softly. “You have one chance to prove me wrong, and if you don’t, that’s it.”
He leans forward, his hands moving higher and higher up your legs. You sit up higher and move onto your knees. Your long wet hair hangs over your sudsy breasts, but as you move forward on your knees, your hair moves to the side exposing your breasts completely. Kells sits back waiting for you to crawl on top of him. He grabs you by the waist and pulls you close to him. His mouth reaches your breasts and he gently starts sucking at your nipples. As you straddle above him, you let your legs relax and you sit on his already hard boner. Your breathing becomes heavier and you put your arms around the back of his head. You run your fingers through his hair and you pull his face up from your breasts to your mouth.
His tongue enters your mouth as it overpowers yours. Butterflies dance in your stomach as you taste him for the first time. Slow kisses become big sloppy kisses, which turn you on even more. Kells’ arms are still wrapped around your waist but start to slide down. His big hands, filled with big flashy rings, grab your ass, squishing it and rubbing it which makes you let out a moan. You start to grind against his boner, causing the water to splash out the sides of the tub. He moves his right hand off of your butt and slides it to the front of your body and down your stomach. He inserts his long fingers inside of you. You let out another loud moan. He starts pumping his fingers, you moan into his ear with every pump. You look into his eyes and can see how how much he enjoys making you feel so good.
His pulls out his fingers, grabs his boner, and slowly pushes himself inside of you. A high, loud moan escapes your mouth as your nails dig into his back. He let's out a low groan. With his hands grabbing your ass you ride him, trying to come up for air from his kisses. He bites your bottom lip, when he let's go you move your attention to his neck, sucking behind his ear. His face buried in your chest, he kisses your round tits and moves on to sucking your neck.
He feels so good inside you and you can feel yourself coming close. Both of you moaning between each love bite, you can tell he's close too. A few more pumps and you're body enters intense euphoria. Your toes cramp up and your legs fall limp while a screamlike moan escapes your mouth. Kells' mouth drops open and a loud moan comes from him as you can feel him soften inside you.
Still intertwined in each other's limbs, you both stay sweaty and soaked holding on to each other. Both of you breathing heavy, he grabs your face to give you another long kiss. Once your lips seperate, you're both stuck there looking into each other's eyes.
Finally you pull your body off of Kells' and sit back in the tub. He stands up and climbs out of the tub, reaching for the towels on the rack. He throws one to you as you slowly stand up. You wrap it quickly around your body as you step out. After wrapping his towel around his waist be lights up the joint he sat on the counter. You try to walk past him out the door but he puts out his arm to stop you. You stop and he pulls you close by grabbing your face towards him. You hold your towel closed tight, like he hasn't already seen all of you and he seems to notice. His hand slides down from your face to your chest where he opens up your towel. You let him. He scans your body and pulls you into him by your waist.
"You're beautiful", he says as he takes a drag, blows it out and kisses you through your smile.
You turn from him, close your towel but catch a glimpse of yourself in the mirror before you leave the bathroom.
"Holy shit Kells!" You say leaning closer into the mirror, "look at these hickeys.."
He laughs with his big white teeth and you can't help but not be mad. "Well you're mine now".
You smile back at him and with a wink you say, "we'll see".
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