Its Like 1am For Me - Tumblr Posts

this is very different than what I usually post I don’t really like doing it but tbh this has been bothering me for the past couple of months in different places I’m active in and it’s starting to become annoying i listen to everyone’s lore and ocs or whatever the convo is only to end up with like one reply and they die on me. AND IT KEEPS HAPPENING IN DIFFERENT Group chats man I’m just so tired of even lore dumping all the time at this point 💀 it seems like when I actually have the motivation to finally open up that’s when I get ignored the most :/ I’m probably being a sensitive baby rn so I might delete this later. only wanted to get it off my chest i can listen to other people talk for hours then the second I speak it feels like bore everyone 😔 i only have like 1 or 2 people that actually listen to me when it’s my turn but most of the time I’m always listening. which isn’t bad but man it hurts and kinda makes me wanna cry lmao and it makes me just half ass shit at this point when people ask about my ocs/lore since I don’t know if they want a tiny bit of info or if they’re actually intrigued :/ I just give up now ok I’m done this is way too long ahaha vent it’s not that I constantly want atteion because I don’t and I love listening to other people and sometimes when I ask they don’t talk to me but will to someone els even when I’m super invested so idk at this point i admit I have times when I’m shy but it mostly due to not wanting to wast peoples time anymore ok I will shut to the up gn it’s like 1am for me and I really don’t want people to ask only because of this post. trust me that’s not what I’m trying to do i swear. only getting out feels