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Being autistic and having phone sex on a video call with a guy that gets off on being watched and positive feedback is like really hard.
Pun intended.
Because dirty talk is super hard to do when you think logically and aren’t that emotion driven. He’s all “do you want to meet him? He’s very excited to meet you. He’s getting so excited 😏”
And I’m all “oh yes I’d like to meet him...” so he whips it out and y’know it’s a penis and all. Nothing special. Just a flesh rod full of blood and semen. But I guess I was supposed to react more dramatically like “OHH HE’S SO BEAUTIFUL UHNNN YES I WISH I WERE THERE” because instead of that I was like “😶 what’s his name?” which killed the mood because apparently he didn’t get that far.
And apparently asking for the name of someone’s genitalia is improper dirty talk etiquette because he got very confused and I’m like “YOU’RE THE ONE WHO PERSONALIZED IT” like c’mon you gave him a gender and personality with wants and needs how am I wrong to ask his name?
TL;DR: I asked for my internet sex partner’s penis’ name and he deflated.