I'm Traumatized - Tumblr Posts
I just finished The End of Evangelion
I'm now traumatized
Everything does and doesn't make sense
I can see references everywhere
I'm gonna draw some silly Evangelion doodles and ponder the meaning of everything
:D
I just watched Alien : Romulus in theatres, and I think Fede Alvarez now owes me therapy.
To those who celebrate, I hope you enjoyed your holiday today🖤🖤🖤
But to those, like me, who don't... hiding in your house and trying to forget what day it is... choking on the trauma... I know there's no sympathy for how tortured you are right now. No one appreciates how difficult it is, having bucketfuls of triggers dumped on you over and over and over every day for two whole months. And God forbid you don't smile about it. Don't mask. Don't pretend. Don't participate. Don't shout "Merry Christmas!" until you're dizzy and nauseous.
But it will get easier. I promise. Take advantage of the good food this time of year and stay in your house as much as you can.
It's almost over. Breathe, friend.
I just finished WonderEnd 0
I THINK NOW I AM TRAUMATIZED
(Art made by = crytzz(?) or miles, the creator of L.A.S.T AU in Twitter ((idk where else)))
(Character = sunnorca/Sunny orca)
Also interesting to note: Vampires didn't traditionally drink blood from the neck. The earliest stories more vaguely described vampiric feeding as leaning/pressing on a sleeping victim's chest sleep-paralysis-style (vampires absorbed life and vigor and therefore continued to live and pump their own blood) which shifted to biting the chest to drink the victim's blood, which Stoker saw as being a bit too scandalous and shifted to the neck. (with er...one notable exception)
Obviously this backfired horribly, as anyone who went to a highschool with a biting epidemic can attest to.
Mr. Swales’ section (as difficult to read as it is) actually poses an excellent meta question about the book itself.
The brief summary of what he is saying is effective this: Just because something is written down, it does not mean it is the whole truth. Things may be omitted for the comfort of the family or friends (like providing a grave for a sailor when there is no body.) Or for the dignity of those involved (like not mentioning a suicide.)
This reflects back on a discussion we were having about a month ago: Was the feeding censored out of Jonathan’s diary?
Following Mr. Swales’ logic about graves, the answer may be yes. Mina, as the person who transcribed Jonathan’s diary, may have taken things out for the sake of dignity and comfort. Or Jonathan himself censored out those moments for the sake of his loved ones.
The thing to take from Mr. Swales in this scene is that written evidence can be unreliable. And we are reading a book comprised of nothing but written (or recorded) evidence.
my stomach did the thing (intestine cancer)
ok i choose the bear
Tw: very detailed mentions of C@nnib@l1sm
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I red this traumatizing Snack fic where Severus eats Sirius alive and they loved eachother, like I can't see them the same and especially when Severus eats Sirius's face where his teeth is showing and Sirius tells him where his money is and where he could get it. Like I don't know how to heal myself after that, LIKE SEVERUS WAS EATING SIRIUS'S FLESH AND SIRIUS WAS STILL HOLDING HIS WAIST. Severus was eating Sirius alive (Eating his arm) and Sirius just wanted to be on top for the last time, UGH it's so depressing I can't... I'm so traumatized I need more Snack fics to heal me URGGHHHHH...
... I'm gonna do this to my cat from know on
Some time ago I watched The Boiled One, technically 2 times, and I can't be the only one that, after watching it, got scared of the dark and of sleeping.
At least my gf and I made a joke about it, calling the monster "The Handsome One" 😅.
So here's the handsome dude if you haven't seen the video. I don't recommend watching it.
someone in my class: what is a greek tragedy? my teacher: oedipus
yes, this motherfucker is absolutly a tragedy