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Something went bad again

I feel like I'm going to d|e today 🤡

What the hell is going on, I feel like I'm in some shit show nightmare

I'm hungry, I'm tired, I wish the earth would crumble and swallow me up

I feel like a shit, literally

hhhhh i need attention

no im serious everything i fucking do is for attention lmao

im just an attention whore leeching off of good people

im actually so fucking useless it's not even funny anymore

i genuinely hate myself so much- why the fuck am i like this???

i should really carve out this worthless taint upon the world

whats the fucking point anymore?

I rarely draw. I hate drawing. I hate my job and myself.

When I die, I don't think I will go to heaven after all I've done, but I don't want to go to hell either, I just want to disappear once and for all eternity

When things got better, I actually felt scared, like I don’t even want it to get better, why must it get better It would be perfect if my world got shettered, I don’t understand myself, I feel wierd, why am I hoping things to get worse? I always told myself to search for someone who would help me, but deep down I realize I’m scared and I don’t want people to know how fucked up I am, maybe, just maybe I don’t want to be saved

Please, please just let me die I want to disappear from this world I don’t want to be me I don’t want to disappoint amd humiliate my parents anymore I don’t want to upset my siblings any further I feel like my friends don’t want to be with me anymore I don’t want to face any other tests or exams Please Why can’t I just end it all I just need one more deep cut One more step and I can fly Just why am I still alive until now

you know that person is getting bad when their account changes drastically

sera que eu finalmente cheguei na fase onde nao vo aguentar e vou me matar botando a culpa em todo mundo, ou sera que eh so minha menstruação chegando?😓

One of the many things that I hate about myself is that, I feel guilty when I blame someone who loves me, for hurting me, like, someone who has been there for you and loves you, someone that's hurting you and they don't realize and you don't realize, and when you do, you just deny it, you tell yourself that it's not them, but after thinking you realize that they are one of the reasons why you are like this, why you feel like this, and it hurts, you don't want to accept it cause you feel guilty blaming someone who has been there for you and has sacrificed many things for you, it hurts... But I need to accept the facts, I need to tell them... But I'm scared of how they will react, will they be understanding or mad and try to blame someone else? Who knows ... But, at least I know one of the reasons why I'm depressed...

I wish I wasn't like this... And yet, I am...

Have you ever looked at someone and realize they are the reason you keep going on. The reason you stay strong. No matter how much you don’t want to, but then they smile and everything is okay even for a little bit. The world is better, happier, and brighter than before.

Yeah me either!! 😭😭😭

𝒲𝒽𝓎 𝒹𝑜 𝐼 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝓇𝓊𝒾𝓃 𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓎𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔?