Harsh Reality - Tumblr Posts
When I was younger, I used to count about how many years till I hit 18. I used to think I'd be really happy after I'll be an adult. No one will stop me from doing anything I like or there will be no restrictions.
I used to see world with colorful glasses. But those glasses soon broke right after I hit around 13/14. And now as a 20 years old this hits hard. Being an adult is not fun at all. We are forced to see the harsh realities of the world. There is no place for being delusional, just harsh Realities. And it hits hard.
We can't blame on anyone for our mistakes. In the end it's only us when we try to find the person behind our downfall. It's a harsh reality but it's true.When we fall on our face , we have to get up on our own. We can't expect any help, If someone gets help , they're lucky. So we gotta help ourselves. Self help is the best help.
-Toma.
Here are some grungy outfits
But we both know you wouldn't be able to pull them off you fat bitch.
"You're too young to let the world break you" ~BTS
(tw mentions of substance abuse)
on the tail end of last year i decided to turn off all my notifications & calls permanently, i can't bring myself to ever turn it back on, even on complete silence.
i'm reevaluating my place in this world & everyone that surrounds me, something needs to change and i don't believe it can start until i break this vicious cycle i have been caught up in.
alcohol is the one & only drug to give me psychosis and has been the most inescapable fuck of a substance to ditch. i keep having episodes i don't remember and suffering the consequences in ways i couldn't have imagined.
im going back to the doctor again, as scary as pharmaceuticals are to me i need my temporary placeholder back before i do something stupid on the streets.
i just want to start again, to breathe my own creativity & to be surrounded by the energy of those who will bounce that back to me.
i want to be my own person, i just need to let go of everyone & everything that pins me down.
Unappreciated.
Ignored.
Disregarded.
Brushed-off.
That is what the day in the life of a dental hygienist feels like. Unless you're in that minority of RDH's that actually work in an office that cares about you and the work you put into your career, then this is the real life. The dental field is not glamorous at all, people.
My friends: You and (crush name) would look so cute together!
My crush: Nah... we’re just friends
Me (crying from the inside): Y-yeah your right.
My friends( looking at me): You good fam?
Me: :’)