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3 years ago

For all of my life all I've ever done was draw it's what makes me the happiest and what's pushed me through the darkest points of my life it was my everything my first love but lately everything's been different that joy I once felt is gone the love I once had is fleeting it no longer feels like a passion but a burden black swan (a song by BTS that expresses their fear of music no longer making them happy) was a song that quickly became my favorite because it was one I fully understood that fear of loosing what you love but it's become my reality more and more I realize just how much I feel the words of that song my first love is turning me into a black swan I look through my old works and have no idea how I did any of it I put the tip of a pencil to the paper and my mind goes blank I'm so lost it genuinely feels like I'm grieving I don't know what to do anymore or how to move on

For All Of My Life All I've Ever Done Was Draw It's What Makes Me The Happiest And What's Pushed Me Through
For All Of My Life All I've Ever Done Was Draw It's What Makes Me The Happiest And What's Pushed Me Through
For All Of My Life All I've Ever Done Was Draw It's What Makes Me The Happiest And What's Pushed Me Through

These three images were the real last ones I did before I started to feel like this and I figured if they are my last I'd at least share them with all of you


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1 year ago

Me, watching this ep:

Me, Watching This Ep:

Me, any of the many times I think of this scene all this time later:

Me, Watching This Ep:

We should form a support group.

DOOMSDAY
DOOMSDAY
DOOMSDAY
DOOMSDAY
DOOMSDAY

DOOMSDAY

Doctor Who (2005 - )


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