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update on fic posting

I will not follow a schedule but I will have dates that I will try to have one out before or on. okay?

Should I start writing fan fics? If yes, would you guys send sugestions/requests??

Have you ever read a fanfic with tags so wild that you have to think to yourself, can I handle this? Morally? Emotionally? Mentally?

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Side Note To Fan Fic Authors

Here’s the thing.

I read a lot of scripts.  A lot.  From professionals to aspiring writers to complete newbies.  Features and pilots.  Specs and treatments.

And 8 times out of 10 the fan fic that I’ve read over the last, oh, 15 years is leagues better than this stuff.  It’s more inspired.  It’s more compelling.  It’s genre bending and creative and heartfelt.  It’s well-paced and intense and funny and sexy and meaningful.  It’s smart and thoughtful and good.  It’s novel-quality.  Better than, sometimes.

Rare is the script I don’t want to put down, but how often have we stayed up until 3am to get to the last chapter of a 100k fic? And it’s not even a fan fic author’s day job.  This is what they do on the side.  In their spare time.  For free.

So my point is, fan fic authors, you’re good.  You’re good writers and great storytellers.  I know it doesn’t always feel like it, especially if you’re one of the authors who’s not a BNF and doesn’t get the notes/hits that a few do.  And  because some people still view fic as “not real writing.” You guys know the shit that gets made into movies.  You’re better than that.  So be better than that.  If writing is what you think want to do, then just know you’re already doing it.   You’ve already started.

And you’re more talented than you might think.

Introducing myself

•Clara

•lesbian🏳️‍🌈

•she/her

•writing fanfictions

•open for requests

•who i mostly write about: Cordelia Goode, Zelda Spellman, Sarah Paulson, Cate Blanchett, Galadriel, Carol, Lou, Mildred (prob more ahs characters when i finished it im currently in season 4)

•open for others too but i can't promise that i will do them, i really want to feel good with a character or a person and i want to get them right for you guys❤

•will do mostly fanfics with the reader

I do care about you

Pairing: Wilhemina Venable×Reader

Word count: 1165

Warnings: None

Summary: You are Wilheminas new assistant and you fell in love with her.

A/n: I wrote this in 30 minutes in the middle of the night because I suddenly has the idea for it. Also this is my first time writing for Mina so I am kinda insecure about this. I went for a more soft Mina in this one cause I thought that would be easier. Again English isn't my first language. And I would be really happy about some feedback!

When you first started to work at Kineros Robotics as Wilhemina Venables assistant everybody you talked to warned you. They told you about the other assistants that were fired because of stupid little mistakes they made, how Ms. Venable treated her assistants. Normally you didn't judge people you didn't know, you just wanted to make your own picture of people but you couldn't deny that you were a little scared. But after some days of working for her you realised that the others were either wrong or Ms. Venable liked you.

She wasn't the dreamboss and she also wasn't cheery or super talkative but she was nice. She sometimes even gave you a small smile and she never yelled at you. You started to always bring her a coffee in the morning and sometimes you even had lunch together. She never came to you for it but she also didn't send you away when you came. So you reckoned it was fine with her.

You actually started to like her more and more. She had something that just made you feel... well, safe. To say that she spread warmth in you sounds a little ironic because she is the last person you would call warmhearted but it was true. You always looked forward to eating with her and the few smiles she gave you instantly made your day.

Everybody at Kineros Robotics was surprised that after 3 months you were still her assistant and there hadn't already been 5 new ones following you.

But nobody complained about that. They all liked you, you found some new friends and really loved to work there. It wasn't the job you always dreamed of but it was alright.

So when one of your friends from work brought you to the cafeteria on your birthday and everybody greated you there at your personal little surprise birthday party you were a hundred percent sure that Ms. Venable would also be there. You were looking for her the whole evening but she wasn't there and she also didn't come later. To say it didn't hurt you would be a lie. You would have given the whole party away just for her to be there.

And that was the evening you realised it. You asked yourself how you didn't understand it earlier, it was so clear.

You fell in love with her.

Your heart ached at the thought of her choosing not to be with you. Not to attend your birthday party. It ruined your evening.

Yes, the cake was delicious. Yes, the presents were nice. Yes, all your friends were there. Yes, it was fun. But she wasn't there. It all meant nothing without her. How could you have been so stupid to think she liked you.

That evening you went to bed but you didn't sleep. How could you. Your thoughts constantly driving off to Wilhemina.

The next morning you stood up not having slept at all. You got ready for the day and went to work. Today you didn't bring Ms. Venable her coffee. You understood she didn't want your company so you did her a favor and didn't annoy her with your company.

You also didn't bring her her coffee the next day or the day after that. Most of the time you tried to get out of her way. You just brought her the things she asked for and directly left her office.

This went on until one afternoon she came to your desk and asked you to follow her. You went to her office she closed the door after you and sat down. She looked at you expectantly but as she realised you weren't going to say or do anything she opened her mouth.

"You didn't bring me my coffee the last days."

It wasn't a question just a statement.

"Yes, that's right."

She looked at you slightly annoyed.

"Why?"

You could just laugh at that. Was she so oblivious? You did her a favor she should be happy about it. She raised an eyebrow at your reaction.

"Well, I thought it was what you wanted. You showed me that you didn't want my company so I did you a favor." She looked at you in utter confusion. You had never seen this expression on her face before. It nearly made you chuckled a little cause it looked so cute but you hid that chuckle well. This wasn't a situation to chuckle and your relationship wasn't nearly good enough for something like that.

"I... I don't understand (Y/n)."

"You weren't there. On my Birthday."

The thought of that made you tear up but you blinked the tears away before she could see it.

"Don't be ridiculous (Y/n). Nobody would have wanted me there. It was a party, do I look like a party person? They were all happy I wasn't there."

"Maybe they were, but I wasn't." Now you really teared up and you didn't try to keep it back. She looked confused again and opened her mouth but before she could say something you cut her off. "I was looking for you on that Party. I really wished you were there. I missed you. I wanted you there. I thought you liked me. At least a bit. I thought I meant something to you. But I see that I was wrong now. I was wrong about you. That's okay really. But don't expect me to bring you your stupid coffee now. You can make it yourself." Tears were streaming down your cheeks now and you didn't stop them, you couldn't stop them even if you wanted to. They were held in for too long.

Slowly Wilhemina stood up and made her way around the desk. "(Y/n) you weren't wrong about me. I do care about you. More than I ever cared about anyone. But no one likes me, not here and not anywhere else. I didn't think you could be an exception. I really thought you were happier without me there. I never wanted to hurt you. You have to believe me." she stopped in case you wanted to say something but your tears were still falling and you weren't able to get a word out so she continued.

"I didn't think you could ever like me, I am so much older than you and I am... I have a disability. It's disgusting." When she said that you cut her off by kissing her. She was perplex at first but then she slowly put her hands on your cheek and dried your tears while kissing you back. The kiss was short because you wanted to say something.

"Mina I don't like you, I love you. And please never say you're disgusting. You are perfect, ok? How could I not love you?" A single tear fell down Wilheminas cheek.

"What did you call me?" You smiled softly and repeated it. "Mina, is that ok?"

She pulled you closer to her.

"It's perfect."

And she kissed you again.

Not worth living

Pairing: Kira Nerys×Reader

Word Count: 2099

Warnings: None

Summary: You have a crush on Kira and try to tell her. First attempts is a big fail, second one is harder but succesful.

A/n: So I am still writing the Zelda fanfiction, but I wanted to write again and had this idea so Yeah. I initially didn't plan in writing for Kira, but I updated it and now I do.

Prompt: I’m not saying I can’t live without you because that would be a lie. I could, a lot is possible. But I wouldn’t want to live without you. It would be hell and I could never be happy again without you. It would not be a life worth living.

You currently stood in front of your closet deciding what to wear later. Jadzia had asked you if you would like to accompany her and Kira to an evening in her new holosuite programm, a bar from the 22nd Century. Of course you said yes, Jadzia was your best friend and you loved spending time with her.

The only problem was that you had a massive crush on Major Kira. That was also the reason why you had such a hard time finding a fitting outfit. You wanted it to be perfect but it shouldn’t look like you tried to much.

In the end you settled with a dark green dress, it was knee long and had long, puffy arms. You curled your auburn, shoulder long hair and put on some subtle make up. Dax had told to you to be at Quarkes’ at 1900. It was already 1854 so you went to the turbo lift.

As you arrived at Quarkes’ Kira was already standing at the stairs and waiting but you couldn’t see Jadzia. She was never late, so you asked Quarkes if he knew anything.

“Sure, she said she couldn’t make it, something on ops. But she assured me that you and the Major would come and I would get my Latinum. I hope so.”

You rolled your eyes at him and wanted to go to Kira to tell her but then it hit you. That would mean you two were alone. Jadzia did this on purpose, you were sure of that she always mocked you because of your crush on Kira.

For a second you thought about just turning around and leaving but Kira already saw you and waved at you.

Ok, I can do that. It’s just one evening. Just two hours.

So you walked over to Kira and told her what Quarkes just told you. “Well that happens sometimes, but we can also have fun without her, right?” She looked at you and laughed, you really wanted to do the same but all you could get out was a nervous chuckle.

You had no time to say anything else because Kira took your hand and started pulling you up the stairs and towards the holosuite.

Suddenly you stood in the middle of a vibrant bar full of people from different countries from the earth and a lot of different coloured lights on the walls.

Just as you wanted to say something you realised you and Kira were still holding hands, so you quickly let go of her hand and laughed nervous.

“Do you want to drink something?” Kira nodded and you both went to the bar. You sat down and after sometime you stopped being nervous and just talked and laughed with Kira.

It just all felt very natural and as if it was meant to be like this. Just you two sitting in a bar and laughing.

Suddenly one of your favourite songs started to play and without thinking about it you just pulled Kira to the dance floor. On second thought you really wanted to turn around and leave but that would seem absolutely stupid. So you just started dancing.

For the first time this evening you really looked at Kira. She was wearing wide white pants and a fitting white blazer. Under the Blazer she wore a black tight shirt. She looked beautiful and the way she was dancing and laughing right know made her look ethereal. You knew you shouldn’t have looked at her body because know you couldn’t look away anymore.

“(Y/n) you are staring, that’s not very polite.” Kira laughed and you looked up directly into her eyes. Suddenly you stoped to move and stepped closer to Kira. Before you were able to do anything she pulled you close and you could feel her lips on yours.

Her lips were soft and the kiss, though it wasn’t long, was the best feeling you had ever felt. After a few seconds you felt Kira pulling away and staring at you shocked. “Kira I-, I’m sorry…” she slowly shook her head and left without a word.

Now you were standing alone in the middle of the dance floor, like an idiot. You felt so stupid, how could you have ever thought that she loves, even likes you. She is such a strong, intelligent and beautiful women and you are just.. well you. Just the little Lieutenant from the science lab. Mediocre beautiful and intelligent and for sure you weren’t strong. Kira had lost everything but she never cried and you? When your brother died you could stop crying for three days. Remembering you were still standing on the dance floor, you left the holosuite and rushed to your quarters.

The next few days were horrible, Kira ignored you every time you saw each other and the lunch on the promenade with Dax and Kira wasn’t fun like normally. It was awkward. Neither of you could look each other in the eyes and for some reason you felt anger towards Jadzia in you. You knew that in the end it wasn’t her fault but she left you an Kira alone. If she was there it would have never happened. No one spoke a word and on the third day Kira didn’t even come to lunch.

Of course that was reasonable, better not be there than bear this awkward silence but still you felt a little sting in your heart. It was like you were losing her completely. You couldn’t risk this. So you decided to talk to her.

Well, that sounded easier than it actually was. Every time Kira saw you in the turbo lift she turned around and left. Every time she saw you on ops she acted like she was super busy or talking to someone. You searched her at all the places to which she normally went, but she was never there. She either locked herself up in her quarters or she changed her whole routine just so you couldn’t find her.

That hurt. Even more than the rejection after the kiss. Because now you weren’t losing someone

you loved, you were losing one of you best friends.

At the same time you felt so sorry for Jadzia because she was affected by your actions too. She couldn’t just hang out with her two friends anymore. You mostly met her alone or she did things with Julian.

After trying to talk with Kira multiple times and always failing, you asked Benjamin for help.

“Please, you have to help me. Otherwise I won’t get to talk to her till she’s on her deathbed. Could you please tell her to come to the meeting room? She will think you want to talk to her but you’re not going to be there. I will.” Benjamin new that you were right. Kira could be extremely stubborn.

And Jadzia probably already told him about you and Kira’s Situation.

“Fine, I’ll do it. Tell me when you are there.” You smiled at him, the first actual, genuine smile in days and left.

“(Y/n) to Benjamin. I’m there. Call her.” And now you waited. It couldn’t be long. If Kira thought Ben needed her she would hurry.

And so it was, a few minutes later the doors slid open and Kira entered. As she saw you she looked to the ground and ignored you.

“Kira..” you couldn’t go on because she looked up and cut you off.

“I think this is not the right time (Y/n). We should wait what Captain Sisko wants.” You slowly approached her and put your hand on her left arm.

“Kira, Benjamin won’t come. I told him to call you here. I new otherwise I would never get to talk to you.”

She wanted to turn around and leave as she understood what you wanted but you pulled her back.

“No, Kira. Stop running away from me. I can’t do this anymore. I miss you and this breaks me.”

She looked shocked for a second but managed to pull herself together quit fast. Like always.

“Ok, speak. I’ll listen.” You slightly smiled at her.

“Kira , I’m sorry for what I’ve done. I didn’t want to make you uncomfortable. And I understand that you see me as a friend, nothing more, but please let us be friends. Give us a chance to be friends again. I don’t want to lose my best friend.”

You felt a tear in the corner of your eye but you didn’t give it permission to fall. You wouldn't do this again. Cry just because you aren’t strong enough. Was Kira crying? Of course not.

"Oh, (Y/n). You made the wrong conclusion. I-… I like you. More than I like a friend, but I know that you could never love me. I mean, how could a heart like yours ever love a heart like mine? I’m a warrior! Broken on the inside, so much older than you and god knows not so beautiful. I might have been 20 years ago but not anymore. I understand you could never love this.” For a second you thought her eyes were glistening with tears. But as fast as it seemed to have come it was gone again.

“Kira I-, Nerys. I’m not saying I can’t live without you because that would be a lie. I could, a lot is possible. But I wouldn’t want to live without you. It would be hell and I could never be happy again without you. It would not be a life worth living.” Some lonely tears were now falling down your cheek.

“Why?” Kira looked at you in shook and disbelief.

“Because I love you.”

“But why? What makes me loveable?”

Now it was your time to look at her in disbelief. Didn’t she know how amazing she was?

“Because you are the strongest person I know, your life was not an easy one. You lost everything. But did I once see you complain or cry about it? No. You are sad about it, yes. But you learned to go on with your life and to always see the light at the end of the tunnel. Because you are the first person in my life to make me feel at home. You have such a calming effect on me and you always know what’s wrong with me and how to help me. Because your laugh makes me feel like its a warm summer day in my mothers garden on earth every time I see it. Because I feel like all my problems are irrelevant and life is worth living every time I hear your voice. Because I feel save with you and I know that you would fight every single person in the whole quadrant if they would want to hurt me. Because you always have an idea to save the day. Because you are more intelligent than anyone I know. Because you are beautiful, graceful and ethereal and every time I look at you I don’t want to look away anymore. Because you listen to me, you genuinely listen and would send everyone away who would interrupt that. Because you always think about the others before you think about yourself. Even after all the pain you suffered from and all the dark days in your life your top priority isn’t your own wellbeing. It never was. Because you never judge me and always have my back if others do. Nerys you are the best thing that has ever happened to me in my entire life. And not for one second did I think about the fact that you are older, because it just doesn't matter. It doesn't make you less beautiful or less amazing and it doesn't change the fact that I love you with my whole heart. More than I ever thought I could love someone.”

“You really think all of that?”

”Nerys, it’s the truth.“ Tears were streaming down her cheeks and for the first time ever you saw her cry, but they weren’t sad tears. They were happy tears.

“I love you (Y/n). “ She approached you and you took her cheeks between your hands.

Slowly she got closer and your lips touched. This kiss was much softer than the one in the holosuite. It was full of love, hope and reassurance. After a few seconds the kiss broke and Nerys pulled you in a tight hug.

Hypothetically if I were to post a mcd fanfic (mainly laurence bc he's my fav) would anyone read it?

(Pics included)