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I rlly think I know everything til you ask me to do anything (narcissistic bitch with no self esteem ugggghhh 🥲✌🏻)

cw. dubcon (implied), predator/prey, fearplay, being chased

Sigh.

I'm just, just thinking about how it feels to be chased, you know? How exactly it makes you feel. How you can think– feel a million things at once all while nothing runs through your head at the same time.

In the woods, through a mansion– just playing a little game of hide and seek where you know what happens if you’ll be found. So many possibilities with the same result, the same exact feeling that floods through you.

The way all of a sudden you can hear your heartbeat in your ears; something you’ve never felt before becoming all too apparent with the adrenaline that’s running through your system. How wide your eyes get too– doe like and bambi as you search the bath in front of you at a rapid pace, trying to take in as much information as you can while your brain processes the rest of the world.

It’s just like, it's so jarring, you know? How scared you feel in that moment– at how scared you are about the fact you’re turned on too. It only pushes you to keep running harder. Keep trying to escape the predator that marks your trails, that leaps over logs and ditches at such a fast pace you think he has to be a demon.

At least he gives you a head start.

God, or what’s even sicker is the slow type. The one that makes you play hide and seek in his mansion. Has you quivering in a corner, hand covering your mouth to try and shield the sound of your breath. His footsteps pacing closer, and closer. The click of his heel louder and louder as he searches for you– for his beloved.

And you hate how much you like it, you really do. Feel crazy for wanting to be chased down to the point of obsession– crazy for becoming wet at the thought of him closing in. Catching you. Finding you.

But you want it, you want it so bad. And the fear– it's mixing into something dangerous. Something that almost makes you want to be good. To reveal yourself so you can be rewarded like a good girl.

Anyway. Those are my thoughts on this fine night!!

Thinking perverted things 😔

devils minion bbys be still my heart :’)

masks and helmets that hides someone's face in such a way that they become the face themselves my beloved

these are all creatures to me

:D !!!