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update: atsushi after s4 (ft. mushiango)
[ here's your update sketch @qikirin !! ]
please kafka asagiri i want them to be happy
!! MANGA SPOILERS
pov: swapped places where Atsushi was the one who was supposed to get decapitated but Akutagawa saved him last minute and now they still need to fight Fukuchi
old art but i felt like posting it hehe
told you i'd draw atsushi
gift for: @cold-ramenn
bonus: i call this. coping after 108 (pt 3)
edit: yes i am aware of the sploch passing through aku's hair. do i want to fix it? yes. will i? no.
sharing my gallery full of BSD live actions images (part 20)
sharing my gallery full of BSD live actions images (part 21)
Friendly reminder that it exists (i'm crying)
Some wonderful Harukawa's art (rare?)
Perhaps you haven't seen it =)
my schoolz antivaping posterz r crazy
this one isn’t even the worse one i think our health teacher gave up awhile ago as long as it sayz no vaping he’ll let it pass
okay y’all i have a ✨thought✨
what if, whenever atsushi regenerates, he’s physically fine but for some reason, his body still feels the pain of the wound he received??
like immediately after it happens, he’s fine if not a bit more tired than usual.
and then he wakes up the morning after and the afflicted limb (it’s the leg. you KNOW i mean the leg i mean come on, it’s practically a bright red target atp) is just screaming in pain.
and eventually the pain starts to ease up and he’s able to function again but he’s still left with flair ups sometimes and just general chronic pain.
again: especially the leg i mean SERIOUSLY THAT POOR LIMB-
but yeah basically chronic pain atsushi. (totally not in the process of writing a one shot for this with a sprinkling of sskk)
anyway, thoughts? feelings? helpful commentary?
okay y’all i had another ✨thought✨
and yes i’m still working on the chronic pain atsushi fic, dw i haven’t abandoned yall
but i read somewhere the other night that allegedly bc tigers have such good distance and night vision, their close up vision can be not so great.
do ik if this is 100% true? no.
did i take it and run with it anyways? of course.
so my brain went bad eyesight = glasses and atsushi is a tiger, so now atsushi wears glasses. but then my brain furthered it by going “when do you wear glasses? to read!!” so now may i humbly present you with:
glasses atsushi who is also a passionate reader
bc i personally headcanon that one of the only things he had access to at the orphanage was books and he discovered he could use them as a form of escapism, thus sparking his love of reading.
and now, if you’ll indulge my even further.
akutagawa finds out about the love of books by quite literally stumbling into atsushi outside of a book store (consequently making him drop all of his books and accidentally ruin one) and assists him with taking the books back to his place.
and akutagawa also replaces the book that got ruined and when he gives it to atsushi (via stopping by his place) he is met with atsushi in glasses.
and akutagawa realizes 2 things: 1) his rival/partner looks very cute in glasses and 2) akutagawa is very gay for him.
i have a much for fleshed out plan for this and have additionally scenes i will add in, but i’ll leave that up to y’all’s imaginations 😉
thoughts? feelings?
update on this thought!!
the fic is almost done, just a few scenes left to right and some beta reading before publishing! it’s currently 12k words, which is the longest piece of written yet, and will be published to Ao3!
but now, it needs a name! and i cannot decided, like the indecisive anxious creature i am.
i have a few options, and yes they’re all hozier or fall out boy related, and no i’m not sorry for that. the poll will only be up for a day, given that im hoping to have this finished and published within a week!
okay y’all i have a ✨thought✨
what if, whenever atsushi regenerates, he’s physically fine but for some reason, his body still feels the pain of the wound he received??
like immediately after it happens, he’s fine if not a bit more tired than usual.
and then he wakes up the morning after and the afflicted limb (it’s the leg. you KNOW i mean the leg i mean come on, it’s practically a bright red target atp) is just screaming in pain.
and eventually the pain starts to ease up and he’s able to function again but he’s still left with flair ups sometimes and just general chronic pain.
again: especially the leg i mean SERIOUSLY THAT POOR LIMB-
but yeah basically chronic pain atsushi. (totally not in the process of writing a one shot for this with a sprinkling of sskk)
anyway, thoughts? feelings? helpful commentary?
Ladies, Lords, Nonbinary Royalty, and other gender-nonconforming courtiers!! May I proudly present to you, the hard-won efforts of my last month of screen time.
The Chronic Pain Atsushi fic has been born!!
If you don’t know what I’m talking about, find the og post on my page (it shouldn’t be too far down.)
This is by far the longest fic I have ever written and I am very proud of it for that fact. Coming in at a whopping near 25k words, this short and sweet one-shot turned into a novella.
Enjoy lovelies ✨
time to combine two of my fixations rq
look me dead in the eyes and tell me that Atsushi Nakajima wouldn’t serve The Vast.
i can see him loving the wide open space of the sky or the sea or space, absolutely nothing there but his god as he’s constantly floating or free falling, it’s exhilarating and makes his heart pound and it’s pure ecstasy to him. there is no past to haunt him, no need to keep fighting to be good, no need to constantly prove himself, no incessant worry that he’s not enough. he doesn’t have to do anything, or fight anyone, or meet some impossibly high expectation set for him. he can simply be and exist. it’s just him and his god. he’s not sure where he ends and his god begins, and he doesn’t think he cares anyway, he just knows he is utterly surrounded by his god and that in the middle of its infinite vastness, he is insignificant and meaningless. compared to his god, the meager time span of his life is incomparable. it means nothing. he means nothing, and he relishes in it. allows himself to just let go.
Hc that eventually Atsushi asks Kunikida and Tanizaki about possibly going to school. He knows he didn’t get the best of education in the orphanage but he loves to read and wants to do a little bit more with his life than just the agency. So they pull some strings and help get him set up. Maybe some summer classes to get him where he needs to be, but then in the fall he’s like Naomi and Junichiro and moves to part time at the agency while taking actual classes. I think he’d like that.
FINALLY GOT MORE
Don't mind them, they're just playing irl Subway Surfers
bsd chapters are like periods. once a month and as painful as cramps