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3 years ago

Made this at work today:

Made This At Work Today:

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6 years ago

Poem: Ground Control #2

It’s the same song again,

But a different feeling,

And maybe I’ll never know why

I feel so pressured by the passage of time,

But the same voice promises

That I’ll be fine

Even as my heavy heart

Distresses me further.

It repeats the same lines

So many times

That I might start to believe it

Someday.

j.p

Part of the “Ground Control” series of poems, written while listening to the same song (“Ground Control” by All Time Low) several months apart


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6 years ago

Poem: Insomnia

It’s all dark here

And there’s no one to bother me

And nothing to fear –

But since

I’m all alone here,

There’s no one to comfort me

And no one to care

j.p


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6 years ago

Poem: Coffee Dreams

I smell coffee in my dreams

Because I live on it when I can’t sleep –

And when the caffeine has worn off, my jaws

Widen with each unavoidable yawn

j.p


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6 years ago

Poem: Leaving

I thought of you again last night -

Amid the darkness at the time,

And with my half-awake mind -

Because you left a note

Where you knew I’d see it,

And in time, I finally did.

I’m leaving it there, and

I’ll pretend not to have read it;

I don’t need you to haunt me

So long after we ended.

I don’t want to think of you

With guilt at what I left behind.

We both knew that things

Between us weren’t right;

Don’t give me so much grief

For leaving you behind.

j.p


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6 years ago

Poem: Sometimes

Sometimes I spiral down to

Gloomy thoughts of you and I,

And I want to go back to the

Simpler days when my mind

Wouldn’t drift back to you –

Not even only sometimes.

j.p


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1 month ago

Can’t sleep 🫤


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2 years ago
Okay, Im Awake!

Okay, Im awake!


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8 years ago
Snap Chatting Early In The Morning #awake #alive #earlymorning #nightshiftmode #gay #gayboy #gayfit #gayguy

Snap chatting early in the morning #awake #alive #earlymorning #nightshiftmode #gay #gayboy #gayfit #gayguy #gayhot #gaycute #gayfollow #instagay #gaystyle #gaystagram #gayfollow #gayman #blueeyes #gayselfie #gaypose


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8 years ago
Blue Porridge And Green Tea For Breakfast. Yummy #breakfast #earlymorning #morning #awake #yummy #delicious

Blue Porridge and Green Tea for breakfast. Yummy #breakfast #earlymorning #morning #awake #yummy #delicious #healthy #greentea #porridge #oats #musclefood #gaymuscle #delicious #morning #thursday #awesome #amazing #instalife #gaylife


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1 year ago
Okay, Im Awake!

Okay, Im awake!


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9 years ago

When she was exhausted he would lay her down and stroke her hair until she’d fallen asleep, because he always knew, when the next morning dawned, she would stroke him until he was fully awake.

by~sw (via namelessin314)


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2 months ago

he talks you through it.


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3 months ago

I'm just walking and walking, among this darkness

My happy times asked me this question

You, are you really okay? it asked me

I replied, no, I'm so afraid...

Still, I hold the 6 flowers tightly in my hands,

I'm just walking.

I'm Just Walking And Walking, Among This Darkness
I'm Just Walking And Walking, Among This Darkness

Maybe I, I can never fly

I can't fly like the flower petals over there

Or as though I have wings, yeah

Maybe I, I can't touch the sky

Still, I want to stretch my hand out

I want to run, just a bit more.

I'm Just Walking And Walking, Among This Darkness
I'm Just Walking And Walking, Among This Darkness

Awake, JIN


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4 years ago
Took A Nap After Dinner Feeling Exhausted... Woke Up Past Midnight... I Am Over Napped Now. Hahahaha

Took a nap after dinner feeling exhausted... woke up past midnight... I am over napped now. Hahahaha 😪😪😪 #sleep #awake #goodnight #selfie #tired #instapost #instalike #instafollow #like4like #follow4follow #igerasia #igerthailand #igerphilippines #asianboys #man #boy #bear #chub #cub (at Bangkok, Thailand) https://www.instagram.com/p/CDjk5OEnqXX/?igshid=1uqomg87juw5f


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