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Water and Blood |Part 2

Sakamaki Ayato x aquaphobic!reader

Warnings: Ayato being Ayato, aquaphobia, slightly nsfw

Pairing: Sakamaki Ayato x you

Word count: 1502

You were suffocating.

-The feeling of sinking into a bottomless lake, unable to move or struggle.

-You tried to scream but no sound left your lips as the water swallowed you into it's depts like a predator swallows it's prey. There was no up or down, no left or right. Only the feeling of water everywhere around you.

-The water shoved you around. Shaking your body and-

-With a gasp you opened your eyes.

-In the dark you made out a very worried Ayato who was kneeling next to you, hands still on your shoulders from trying to wake you up.

-Slowly you realized where you were. Ayatos room or rather his bed was painted in the grey shades of the night. Moonlight shone through the windows and illuminated the room. From your position you could make out the forests black treetops outside.

-After calming down a bit you let out a sigh. Another nightmare...

-Ever since the incident with the pool, a week ago you couldn't seem to find peace. You knew you should be trying to think rational instead of letting your fear control you but you couldn't help it. The thought that the whole torture process of fear and nightmares would start again had been frightening a week ago but now that it was actually happening...

-The nightly tossing and turning began again and couldn't seem to stop. It was exactly like back then.

-Ayato exhaled slowly as well.

-"It's not your fault. I didn't tell you so how were you supposed to know?" you asked him like the hundredth time this week and he looked at you with a mixture of a kicked puppy and a dead eyed look.

-He had been beating himself up all week.

-How could he have missed this important detail? He thought he knew you... And all the while you were suffering from the same fear he had all those years ago. He knew how bad it felt. The fear everytime an open water came into view. It made him feel even more guilty.

-And Ayato usually considered himself the best boyfriend to wander earth...

-Seeing how bad he felt about it, of course you had already forgiven him. Even though it was quite the dick move on his part...

-But you were too tired to deal with an Ayato who's ego was quite deflated so instead of trying to convince him furtherand possibly making the situation worse you just held his face in your hands and placed a gentle kiss on his forehead.

-Slowly he shut his eyes relishing in the feeling of being this close.

-His arms went around you to keep you from pulling away. Not like you were trying to but the gesture told you more than words ever could.

-And for a moment everything was just okay...

-As you were finding comfort in his arms he found it in yours and so for a while you just sat there nobody saying anything.

-Because you didn't need to talk. Not right now.

-After a while he pulled away.

-"Ayato?" you asked softly but he didn't respond. He just pulled you down into the bed again.

-Both of his arms went around your waist and he pulled you incredibly closer, your back now pressed against his chest.

-He snuggled his face into the crook of your neck.

-Your body now safely encased in his arms the two of you slowly succumbed to sleep.

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-A few days later you found yourself at the edge of the pool again. Ayato was swimming his lanes and you were about to call him for dinner because Reiji asked you to.

-As you walked towards the bench where his stuff laid, you always kept a safe distance of at least two meters to the water. The light glistened on the surface making it look like a sea of cristal. How could such a beautiful thing be so scary?

-He saw you come in and moved immediately into your direction.

-After getting his body out of the water he quickly crossed the distance between you and pulled your body into an embrace.

-A very wet,cold embrace...

-"Gahh! Oh my god, Ayato you're getting me all wet." you shrieked and immediately untangled yourself from him.

-He smirked, very satisfied with himself.

-"Don't I always do that?" he asked and you snorted, throwing a towel at him. He caught it, still grinning smugly and started drying himself off.

-When he was all finished you pulled him in for a quick kiss. He happily complied and sneaked one hand onto your backside, squeezing it possessively. You rolled your eyes with fake annoyance and smiled against his lips.

-"We need to go, Reiji will yell at you again..." you reminded.

-Ayato seemed to have no problem with this though as he pointedly ignored your comment and deepened the kiss, slipping his tongue into your mouth.

-One of his hands was around your lower back to pull you closer, while the other layed on the back of your neck halfway tangled into your hair to keep you from pulling away.

-Not that you minded...

-As the kiss became more heated and intense with every passing second you put your hands around his neck as well and tilted your head to give him better access. Man he was way to good at this...

-Although you knew he'd had a lot more practice than you. He was about a few hundred years older than yourself after all.

-All rational thinking flew out of the window as he kissed you like he was a hungry wolf and you were his only prey after months of starvation.

-While you were a little distracted by his lips, Ayato had wandered both of his hands downwards.

-Now he picked you up, one hand under your bottom the other safely around your back, lips never leaving your own. You put your legs around him and tangled your hands into his fiery, red hair.

-Slowly he walked forwards till he could press you against the nearest wall.

-When he had your hips pinned firmly between his own and the solid tapestry behind you he pulled away and locked his poison green eyes onto yours. Seeing you all disheveled and out of breath because of him never failed to give his ego a huge push. It just made him so proud to be the only man to get you into this state.

-His lips started wandering now. He left a few little kisses on your face. Your nose was first, then your forehead and both your cheekbones.

-At your jaw he started a trail of longer kisses that soon turned into leaving hickies all over your neck. You probably looked like somebody had repeatedly punched you in the throat after he was finished with you. You were used to this side of him by now.

-Because he'd always had to fight his siblings for everything, even when he was a child, he became very possessive of the things he owned and cared about.

-And between getting to know him and becoming his girlfriend you had quickly and surely wormed your way into said category.

-Ayato made sure you had a few hickies somewhere visible at all times. After all everybody should always be able to tell you were Ore-samas property only. This of course included yourself.

-Although he made extra sure you knew who you belonged to as well, even if it meant leaving a few darker hickies in places only him and you would be able to see...

-On a particular spot over your collarbones he stopped moving. He kissed it once lovingly as to prepare that particular part of your body to what was coming.

-Then he bared his teeth.

-With a sound similar to biting into an apple he pushed through the outer layer of your skin and into your flesh.

-Your breath hitched and you pressed your teeth together as your brows furrowed at the pain.

-As he started sucking a small whimper left your mouth.

-"Shhh, baby. Just a bit longer," he calmed between gulps. He had slipped one hand under your top and was now rubbing soothing circles on your hip with his thumb. "I'll make it feel good soon," he breathed.

-True to his words a few moments later the pain in your neck started to fade and was replaced with immense pleasure.

-"Ayato," you moaned tilting your head to give him better access.

-He chuckled softly and bit down again, this time in a different spot.

-"That's right. Your mine. Your only mine. Nobody else can have you," he said, his eyes opening to burn the image of you into his mind once again.

-You completely surrendered yourself to the feeling of his piercing fangs.

-For the first time in days you finally were able to forget about your fear and let go.

Bonus:

-"You think they'll still come to dinner?" Kanato asked.

-Reiji sighed.

-"Let's just start without them..."

Did somebody say over five hundred words of making out with Ayato? Anyways I hope you liked it!

I just found out I’m not the only one with aquaphobia and I feel so much better

very unserious vent 😭

you do not understand how embarrassing having to explain how severe my aquaphobia/thalassophobia is irl. when I tell people that I can’t swim underwater in MINECRAFT because I’m too scared I literally want to shrivel up and die 😭😭☠️☠️☠️