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I just finished a fifteen minute existential crisis and questioning if I'm going to Heaven or Hell when I die while sitting on the floor, drinking hot chocolate and having an imaginary conversation with Michael Sheen during all of that, I don't think I'm okay
Today I woke up and chose chaos so y'all get to listen to me rant about something from my childhood that haunts me to this day.
When I was a child I lived in an old wooden house that didn't have any glass. All the doors and shudders were solid wood and the windows were just screens. Because of this plenty of random bugs and animals would end up getting into the house. This was always very annoying but there was one animal that always terrified me to my very core: the tokay gecko.
This little shit:
Now some strange people out there may think it's cute. But you know what's not cute? This 12" thing staring at you from your bedroom ceiling screaming at you at 3 in the morning. I cannot put its call into words but let me just say that the sound it produces rattles your very bones and sends chills down to your soul.
My parents once told me a story about a neighbour's cat's encounter with one of these things in order to stop me from trying to pet one. The thing to note about tokay geckos is that when they bite you their gaw locks, stopping them from being able to let go. So this cat got bit by a gecko, freaked out, and then ripped the entire body off its leg. The thing was that the head was still attached to the cat. So when the owner got home that night they saw their long-haired white Persian cat covered in gecko blood with the head still attached to his arm. The only way the owner was able to remove the head was by taking a screwdriver and prying it open.
So anyway that was my childhood.
once in a lifetime experience, I actually regret not going to school 😞
After so many people leave you start to question what’s wrong with you…
That hit hard oh my god
Glued to the pages of that old black diary, memories of a past I barely recognize, a toothless grin goes from ear to ear.
There was so much life, so much time.
I never got to know the little girl I used to be. I am her. She is me.
Still, there's a void I cannot fill, a coldness that crawls just beneath my skin, poisonous emptiness that runs deep within.
I've missed so many things. I will never be complete, not after everything you took away from me.
So I sit and think about everything she could have been,
if only you had let her be.
- r.l
Don’t mind me, just thinking about my beloved Lion Husband/Dad/Comfort-Character Ibuki (Beastars) again.
If anyone has good fics that actually involve him for an extended period of time, please share them with me. I’m desperate and need more before I go bonkers.
What's your Taylor album big three?
making dave memes is my daily pure form of entertainment.. also my sense of humor is ✨broken✨ ✌️😗😌😎😪👁️👄👁️
ik I've already said this but DAMN I WANNA BE THAT DRUMSET >-< :'(
Is it normal to have a song stuck in your head for 3 days without a stop or is it just me?
rhett was so intent on making link sit on his lap.
The internet is just Toby
Everyone who talks about my immortal is Toby
We are ALL TOBY