Bloom Honey, Bloom

Bloom honey, bloom

See those pretty roses?

They have thorns too

Had pierced someone

Hurt someone

But didn't sink in guilt

In life, things like that happen

You'll gonna hurt somebody

Break somebody

Well, who doesn't?

We all have that kind of days

We're loved

We're hated

Nobody is perfect

So get out of that shell

Brighten that face

And show the world

That you are capable of love too

Yes you don't always gleam

Like the sun

Sometimes you come

With a thunderstorm

But at least, honey at least

You don't fake any of it

You're authentic

You're raw

You're a mess

And because of that

You're beautiful

So like those pretty roses

Bloom honey, bloom!

-pretty roses,

Katie, 21:30

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But darling, you may drench the heart with alcohol and it will still feel what you prevent it to feel when you're sober.

The heart may have drunken episodes darling but it will always remember...

It will always remember the things that made it fly in its hazy state of drunkenness.

Maybe, there are things in this universe that you can escape. Love isn't one of them. For it will always rise and persist from every sidewalk crack that you pass by.

So darling stop denying the heart its freedom. Just let it feel what it truly feels.

The heart remembers

(Sidewalk cracks)

Katie, 21:00

Heart, I failed you again.

I'm sorry you broke again. And this time, I don't know if I can ever make you whole again. For you didn't just shatter into pieces. You've been burned into ashes. Unless, you're a Phoenix, there's no way I can revive you.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry I led you into an open combat. I'm sorry I didn't listen to your screams. I'm sorry I didn't trust you when you said we're walking into a trap. I thought you can manage. For heart, you've always managed. You've always been so strong. I counted so much on that. Even when you're losing it all, I didn't let you retreat.

I'm sorry.

It was all my fault. I led you into a battle we cannot win. I'm so sorry. I just thought he's worth it. That he's different. Now your ashes scattered about the ground say it all.

Heart, I'm sorry. I truly am.

Not a Phoenix,

Katie, 21:45

I used to say

I

Singular

Selfish

In every way

I

Didn't mind

Walking on the pavement

Alone

At night

Ignoring

The cold wind

And the eyes

Darting behind me

They're strangers

Thus unimportant

I

Just walked

Straight

And sturdy

Like

I

Owned every beat

Of my heart

Then

I

Saw you

Oh, my eyes-

They lingered

On your silhouette

Taking shape

In the verge

Of the darkness

You

Materialized

And all the walls

I

Built around me

Crumbled

I

Am exposed

Vulnerable

To the cold

You

Held me

In your arms

Kissed me

Like you know

Where my scars are

At first

I

Was scared

But

You

Blew

My fears away

You said

We

Will traverse the oceans

Discover how deep

Secrets could get

Measure how far

The horizon could stretch

You said

We

So I smiled, undaunted

Trusted

You

Took your hand in mine

Offered my all

Selflessly

You're mine

This time is ours

You

Me

We

Forever

-Of love and pronouns,

Katie, 22:00

@littlest-meerkat

I catch the first drop of rain on my palm and imagine how much you waited for it. You told me you wanna fall in love before the first rain of November. It's been raining for weeks now, my love. And every drop reminds me of the reasons why you had to wait for this season, to fall in love. And though I exhaust my wit trying to get the wisdom behind it, I don't understand. I can't understand. Why did you wait? And why did the rain come too late? Too late for you to feel it glide on you face. Too late for you to catch it on your palm. You know, sometimes I try to question Cupid. Why? Why you? Why me? Why in the universe did we have to wait? If he has a conscience, why did he allow us to wait this long? Now you're gone and the sky just won't stop raining. And I still don't get it. My world may be flooded soon and I will still be here trying to unravel the wisdom behind the course of waiting you chose to thread when you could have just fell in love with me. I wish I could have just ignored your "first rain fantasy" and fell in love with you while I had the chance.

-Waited for the first rain to fall in love

Katie, 24:30

Fragments shrieking

Underneath her bed

Consuming sanity

Kindling time spent

Invincible soul

Turning cold tonight

In gloom sinking

Marching with shadows

Leaving the room

Enraged yet steady

Amidst falling debris

Varying degrees of

Incessant torment

Nothing could shake her

Gravitating towards

Nowhere she walks

On steep rocks

Wondering about the past

-Leaving tonight,

Katie, 24: 45

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