smolstarthief - You're a Loser, Baby!
You're a Loser, Baby!

☆ Ren // 28 // Pangender // ♑ // Bi-Demi AroAce ☆

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YOURE THE AUTHOR OF PRISON OF GRIEF!? I LOVEVTHAT FIC SM!!

YOURE THE AUTHOR OF PRISON OF GRIEF!? I LOVEVTHAT FIC SM!!

Oh hello! Yes both me and @creepymarsh are authors of this fic! It all started with an AU idea they coined while chatting on Twitter so send love to them too! The next chapter is slow coming but we're happy you're loving it so far!!!

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6 months ago

I swear to god the more I think about how Sumi's toxic/negative thoughts and behavior along with the filter's red flags were not only fully ignored but even outright ENABLED and sometimes mocked by the people around her the more horrified I feel guys. Again, fuck Shujin Academy. Not only that but her whole experience at Shujin just felt so... Isolating. It doesn't excuse it and she needed to grow out of it but it's definitely little to no wonder she primarily clung onto and became dependent on Maruki and Joker for a while.

Like her peers, Shujin faculty, hell even well intentioned ones like Maruki and even her father just kept enabling and putting on temporary bandaids thinking that what's currently happening to her and their ideas to help her were gonna benefit her in the long run when they just... Unwittingly make it worse. It's primarily when Joker steps in to tell her to STOP with the delusions and unhealthy behavior that she finally starts to show actual improvement and snap out of it. Same with her coach who had been trying to tell her to stop from the beginning.

Like don't get me wrong, Maruki and her father aren't horrible and DO care about her compared to Shujin but they kinda still unwittingly contributed to her problems by allowing her to live a lie as Kasumi. But on the other end of the spectrum, there's the added nuance that she did feel like the filter did help her (she was suicidal for Pete's sake) but also felt that she didn't need it anymore because it's ultimately not healthy and just a bandaid solution.

That and she acknowledged and admitted her own faults in the situation saying that she wasn't any better. Actually the more I think about it, the more I realize that one of the mental hangups she's dealing with is being so caught up in her own problems that she doesn't see the bigger picture of things (Kasumi not being this perfect person, Maruki's suffering despite his kindness and smiles, etc.). She even mentions it in a safe room dialogue and can even be shown in the flashback of Kasumi's death. It just kinda adds more to her selfishness even when her feelings are understandable and Kasumi's behavior and methods of helping can definitely come off as condescending to anyone. It just reached MASSIVELY unhealthy levels along with people around her enabling the toxic behaviors (Maruki included).

I guess a tl;dr is that she IS an interesting critique on Japan's fucked up mental health system and stigmas along with Maruki and I feel like people should talk about this more because it's so interesting to dissect.


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6 months ago

I swear if I had a nickel for every time Tom Taylorson voices a dad-like character with trauma, long hair and goatee, wields a big sword, and practically adopts a group of youngsters I'd have two nickels... Which isn't a lot but it's funny that it's happened twice!

I Swear If I Had A Nickel For Every Time Tom Taylorson Voices A Dad-like Character With Trauma, Long
I Swear If I Had A Nickel For Every Time Tom Taylorson Voices A Dad-like Character With Trauma, Long

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6 months ago
I Drew A Second Outfit Design For Sumi Wayyyy Back So Now I've Decided To Redraw It And Make It Better!
I Drew A Second Outfit Design For Sumi Wayyyy Back So Now I've Decided To Redraw It And Make It Better!

i drew a second outfit design for sumi wayyyy back so now i've decided to redraw it and make it better! and also, i chopped her hair off! now THATS what i call character development


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4 months ago
Quick Thing For Father's Day. I Wish They Actually Got To Hug...

quick thing for father's day. i wish they actually got to hug...

sillier thing under the cut

Quick Thing For Father's Day. I Wish They Actually Got To Hug...
Quick Thing For Father's Day. I Wish They Actually Got To Hug...

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