I Never Believed In God And No Amount Of Times Being Forced Into Going To Church Changed It

I never believed in God and no amount of times being forced into going to church changed it

Saying it's just a phase feels like a rough attemp to nullify all the disbeliefs I always had

do you know what I actually believed? If I disobeyed I'd be punished and something bad would happen with me. It's FAR different from believing in God and even still it has lots of correlation with childhood traumas

goddamn, sometimes I hate Twitter so much

Talking to yourself is a Japanese art form known as Shisha Kanko.

It's a practical demonstration of the Buddhist concept of mindfulness.

Talking to yourself is healthy and good for you.

(currently at page 157) I'm worried about my future because I can't even be a betabuck since I always need support in everything. I can't even betabuxx

I CAN'T EVEN BETABUXX

OH BOY I'M SO FUCKING SCREWED

Currently reading The Blackpill theory: why incels are right & you are wrong and oh boy, it's been YEARS since I felt absorbed by any book like this way. It's such a refreshing take and It's even more interesting since it was written by a blackpilled normie which I never fully believed it was even possible

I genuinely don't care. It's not a privilege, I just can't do ANYTHING and giving my opinion on this wouldn't change nothing, therefore I don't care. That's all

"How can I make Arceus with all of his types and be biblically-accurate/Lovecraftian/uncanny?"

I'm not even joking, this was my line of thought

It was cooler in my head when I imagined it I swear