Cvutting - Tumblr Posts - Page 2
tried watching the new season of heartstopper and now I'm just sad that I'll never have a big muscly guy to hug me and give me kisses and tell me I'm pretty.
I'm like a mix of kurt cobain and stalin. i sleep all day and write songs all night.
kill me. Please kill me. I want to die right fucking now. Please kill me this instant. I long for the great release that death will bring. Please kill me. I desperately want to die. I literally can not stand being alive. Please just let me die. I want to get hit by a fucking truck. I want to die. Kill me. Kill me now. Kill me right now. Please kill me. Pretty please kill me. Pretty pretty please with a cherry on top, blow my fucking brains out. I should not be alive. I need to die. I will always be alone. I will die alone. I'm gonna kms. I need to die. Please kill me. I want to die as soon as possible. I hate being sober. I wish i was dead. Like, genuinely, i wish i was dead. I will jiggle a genie's balls and forfeit my other 2 wishes if it means i can die. Please kill me. I should cut off my fucking hands. I should set my skin on fire. I want to die. I am nothing. I am worth nothing. I should have died years ago. I want to cut until i bleed out. I want to cut my face. Please kill me. Kill me now.
Anyway, have a nice day/evening/night. I love you.
TW ED N SH VENT
always needing to cvt myself.
always cutting out the bad parts or at least trying to.
this stupid fvcking fat body.
always feeling invalid u less i'm seen, but i don't want to be seen.
do anything to hurt myself in the slightest way.
To starve.
what is wrong with me.
<3
i'll get to the point of posting pictures of my $h and progress soon so then maybe i might feel valid or at least have smth to do??!
he's so pretty i want to make him cry and whimper and drink his blood
whenever i go over my cal goal i just cut myself as punishment and that works for me (or i do it when i don’t want to eat)
my parents really don’t care if i cut they ignore it like they ignore when anything bad happens
crazy little girl gonna hurl herself off a building
my thigh when im ever inconvenienced even just a little bit
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Like no shit its such a struggle to figure out witch one to do!!!
Sh, masturbate, or sleep? That’s what’s really about…..
I’m so fucked up. Like, sweater-weather is finally here and my first thought was “Cool, arms are now unlocked :D”
Bitch aren’t you supposed to be in recovery??