Trouble Maker

Trouble Maker

I can't sleep

Here we go again

Dear motherfucker, How can you ask for more after everything I gave to you? After all the things you made me do And the pain you made me go through? After all this time how can you be still here? Living deep down my mind and bring to the surface all my fears? I know you do see the state I am in But still, you let my insecurities to sink in And I know you well enough to know this is just the start Of a game that will tear me apart And I ask myself why I still humor you even if I know I’ll lose And you will leave me with traumas and a hidden bruise But I guess we will find out The only question is how

Same

Me: *isolates myself, cuts off connections to every one in my life, is scared of attachement and commitment, doesn't respond to people for weeks*

Also Me: *is lonely af, suffers from separation anxiety, needs constant attention to feel even half human, is very emotionally invested in simple relationships*

Me @ me:

The worst feeling is knowing they love you but in the wrong way