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an autistic guy who sometimes remembers he can draw (they/them)

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2 months ago

sukuita omegaverse where fated pairs must mate or die... but sukuna is actually a beta - the most underrated abo out there - and that's one of the reasons for his villain arc?? like society said he could never have love or know true closeness bc only omegas/alphas traditionally pair and betas are far too common for anything deeper or more important, so sukuna forsakes any and all concept of love as nothing but chemical and weak. but yuji - who is another beta too - ends up fated with sukuna in like... the world's longest-lasting, most powerful bond ever that could potentially be their end... or their salvation.

yuji can choose to either accept the bond and teach sukuna how to love - if he can - or he could sacrifice himself and reject the bond so that they both die. either way they are eternally bound together, and it's all up to yuji what happens next.


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2 months ago
Just Having A Silly Little Identity Crisis And Drawing About It

Just having a silly little identity crisis and drawing about it 🥸


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2 months ago

I find sukuna's enraged reaction to being pitied so interesting, considering that he, himself, admitted that he didn't expect that someone (or maybe just yuuji) offering him pity would anger him so much. honestly looking at all sukuna's interaction with other characters like jogo, yuuji, gojo... the contrast in how he talks about being strong and how he talks about being weak is quite striking.

despite having a huge superiority complex, he never gives any boasting comments about himself, like gojo for example. he even praises others, sorcerer and curses alike, for their strength, which again is contrary to gojo who often belittles and degrades his opponents. however, sukuna's behaviour is not actually opposite of gojo's, because while he admires others' strength, he finds being weak disgusting in itself. you see, gojo never had a problem with other people being weak because being weak is not something he could ever relate to like "yeah, those guys are weak but how is that my problem?". others being weak never really disgusted him, not like it does sukuna, but rather amused him (probably why he teased and bullied utahime and ichiji so much lol) anyway, my point is that, sukuna's attitude doesn't contrast gojo's, it mirrors it.

gojo's problem was that he was obsessed with being the strongest. he desperately wanted to live up to his title, but not because he had some deep-seated insecurity about being weak, but because that's all he's ever been. he wrapped his entire identity around it, which in result made him believe that he could only relate to people who were just as strong as him. then there is sukuna... who on the other hand... (dramatic pause)... is obsessed with being weak or rather he desperately doesn't want to be seen as someone who's weak. sukuna keeps insulting and belittling yuuji for being weak, despite yuuji CLEARLY not being weak. yuuji's own humanity and the strength he derives from it, exposes sukuna's own deep-seated weakness and dare I say... insecurity.

at the beginning of this post I said how sukuna has a big superiority complex, which now, after the recent canon events it almost borderlines with an inferiority complex. the thing is that, superiority complex and inferiority complex are kinda the same thing. they both stem from a deep-seated feeling of inadequacy, with the only difference being that someone with an inferiority complex tends to express these feelings as anxiety and submissiveness, whereas someone with a superiority complex overcompensates by acting as if they're god's gift to mankind, which is the later for both sukuna and gojo. however, unlike gojo, whose own superiority complex comes from the fact he was treated like a god by everyone in his clan since he was born, sukuna's superiority complex and its origins can still only be found in the subtext. we know that he was born an unwanted little wretch and people hated him, most likely feared him due to his own abnormal appearance and probably later his overwhelming strength. I don't want to dive too much into this since we don't actually know sukuna's backstory, we can only speculate based on what we know. however, it's his conversation with yuuji after he possessed megumi that interest me the most. he says...

Well, saying it from my perspective; why are all of you so weak. Why (are you) so obsessed over living despite being so weak

and let's not forget, sukuna is the only character who thinks yuuji is weak, which makes the rest of his speech all the more interesting, as he continues...

How can living things who keep collapsing easily say that they wish to be happy forever?

now this is funny, because several chapters later he admitted that no matter how many times he tries to break yuuji, he keeps getting back up, he's either contradicting himself again (and well.. he IS) or...

It’s better for all of you to spend your whole life crushing fitting misfortune for you

he's not only referring to yuuji here... sukuna genuinely believes that the weak should spend their whole lives chewing on their suffering, as is their natural state... but why?

after yuuji offered sukuna mercy, sukuna felt looked down upon and got down right pissed, which even shocked sukuna himself. why would that offend him? after all, he KNOWS he's strong not even gojo's taunts could get to him or yorozu trying to teach him about love, something he supposedly already knows about. why did yuuji offering him sympathy enraged him so much? shouldn't he just laugh in his face for believing he could beat him?? it seems like.. MAYBE.. in that moment, yuuji unintentionally touched on a very sore spot there, revealing sukuna's own insecurity: being seen as weak.

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2 months ago
Sukuna In His Pajamas

Sukuna in his Pajamas

I needed to draw him in Hello Kitty pjs

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2 months ago

I just got back home from seeing Wicked

That musical should have ended in a big fat lesbian kiss


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2 months ago

I've been trying, and failing, to write a paper for hours

It was due yesterday

I ran out of red Bull

It's 3 in the morning

God help me


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2 months ago
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2 months ago
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2 months ago

Sukuna really said, “You can’t have me, and you absolutely cannot have anyone else I will fucking destroy them all” to Yuuji

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2 months ago
Happy Halloween @gojooooo

Happy Halloween @gojooooo <333

I'm going fucking insane

(ignore the bad hand and shoddy anatomy 3 hours leaves much room for error)


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2 months ago
I Hope it does not seem that I reduce my favorite characters to one trait they have in my art. And if I somehow do on accident that I promise I think of them much more deeply than that.
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2 months ago

Penetration is a gender-neutral act. Topping is gender-neutral. Bottoming is gender-neutral. You are not more or less of a man or a woman depending on how you fuck. You are not “fake trans” for having sex a certain way. You are not any less masculine for bottoming or any less feminine for topping.

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2 months ago

OKAY BUT I THINK IT WOULD BE SO FUNNY IF SUKINA DRESSED UP AS AN ANGEL FOR HALLOWEEN

Like who woulda thunk that?

(I'm going to whip out my iPad rn istg)

i have this idea for a sukuita students au with yuuji who’s desperately starved of the affection his childhood significantly lacked of so he falls for anyone that falls for him but it’s never love Love you know and he’s also a tiiiny bit dense & then there’s his classmate or even better his roommate sukuna who only falls in love once in his life and boy does he fall. but he isn’t exactly the best at explicitly showing his emotions so he’s gnawing at the bars of his enclosure like YUUJI PLS I WANT YOU SOBAD and they also bicker alllllll the time about who leaves his dirty clothes on the floor (it’s yuuji) and who’s watching his show at full volume at 11pm because he lost his headphones (still yuuji) (sukuna will eventually join him) (“move over brat. if this shitty teen drama is gonna keep me awake then let me at least see what is it about”) and who has his friends over while the other is trying to study (that. would be yuuji again) like imagine nobara trying to investigate how it’s going with ozawa and yuuji is on his bed lazily throwing a ball back and forth at the wall saying “fine i guess we went to the movies yesterday” in the most bored tone ever and sukuna is sitting on his own bed on the other side of the room pretending to read but he’s actually losing his fucking mind

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2 months ago

Hey girl I think you're legally obligated to write a multi chapter slow burn fic now

i have this idea for a sukuita students au with yuuji who’s desperately starved of the affection his childhood significantly lacked of so he falls for anyone that falls for him but it’s never love Love you know and he’s also a tiiiny bit dense & then there’s his classmate or even better his roommate sukuna who only falls in love once in his life and boy does he fall. but he isn’t exactly the best at explicitly showing his emotions so he’s gnawing at the bars of his enclosure like YUUJI PLS I WANT YOU SOBAD and they also bicker alllllll the time about who leaves his dirty clothes on the floor (it’s yuuji) and who’s watching his show at full volume at 11pm because he lost his headphones (still yuuji) (sukuna will eventually join him) (“move over brat. if this shitty teen drama is gonna keep me awake then let me at least see what is it about”) and who has his friends over while the other is trying to study (that. would be yuuji again) like imagine nobara trying to investigate how it’s going with ozawa and yuuji is on his bed lazily throwing a ball back and forth at the wall saying “fine i guess we went to the movies yesterday” in the most bored tone ever and sukuna is sitting on his own bed on the other side of the room pretending to read but he’s actually losing his fucking mind

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2 months ago
Jujutsu Kaisen (ch. 265), Gege Akutami / Fallen Angel, Alexandre Cabanel
Jujutsu Kaisen (ch. 265), Gege Akutami / Fallen Angel, Alexandre Cabanel

Jujutsu Kaisen (ch. 265), Gege Akutami / Fallen Angel, Alexandre Cabanel

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2 months ago
Original Thread By @pukichoand Several Other Users
Original Thread By @pukichoand Several Other Users
Original Thread By @pukichoand Several Other Users
Original Thread By @pukichoand Several Other Users

original thread by @pukicho and several other users

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2 months ago

dear people with OCD: the next time you have spiraling & intrusive thoughts, what-ifs, or catastrophizing scenarios, I am sending a cardigan-wearing 46-year old NYU professor directly into your brain and he says "Aaaaand scene!!!" and he claps his hands slowly. and he says "Wow. Wow. Powerful stuff. Evocative imagery. A little bit post-modern, a little bit hysterical realism in the vein of Don Delilo but let's pause right here." and you will recognize your thoughts as a perplexing avant-garde film shown to an audience of 15 liberal arts students who are now trying to get a good grade and sleep with their professor.

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2 months ago

Hiccup after watching Snotlout kiss Fishlegs at the end of Big Man on Berk

the "now all of China knows you're here." meme edited to say "now all of Berk knows you're queer."
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2 months ago
Yuuji Probably Has 5 Lungs Or Something
Yuuji Probably Has 5 Lungs Or Something
Yuuji Probably Has 5 Lungs Or Something

yuuji probably has 5 lungs or something

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2 months ago

yuuji: nose!

yuuji: i just typed that with my nose :)

sukuna: heart

yuuji: NOT AGAIN

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2 months ago
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2 months ago

I did a two week art intensive, and I hate that my mentor (and instructor of the course) was right. I have too much to say for a small canvas and I need to go big and stop limiting myself

Our final project was a piece that was a minimum of 30"x40" .... My piece was 45"x50" (over half my height, I'm 5'3) and I loved working at a larger scale (⁠╥⁠﹏⁠╥)

⬇️here's my piece if you were curious ⬇️

(God save me from horrible image quality)

I Did A Two Week Art Intensive, And I Hate That My Mentor (and Instructor Of The Course) Was Right. I

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3 months ago
A Hardworking Businessman

a hardworking businessman

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3 months ago
Day 1 Of Jjk Memes

Day 1 of jjk memes