From The Scale Of Punching Zixuan To "Accidentally" Killing Him. How Bad Is It?

From the scale of Punching Zixuan to "Accidentally" killing him. How bad is it?👀

Wei Wuxian: Shijie, do you love me?

Jiang Yanli:Of course I do!

Wei Wuxian: Would you still love me if I did something bad?

Jiang Yanli: Well, of course I would...

Wei Wuxian: I mean something really, really-

Jiang Yanli: A-Xian, what did you do?

will this all just be memories one day?

pairing: skz x gn!reader

prompt: when you think they’re falling out of love with you :(

warnings: angst, sad stuff, emosh, self-pity n stuff, negative view of the future/love.

author's note: i didn't really edit this so if there's some errors in the grammar or tenses send me a dm so i can edit it. thank u. also if you love angst as much as me i love you and i hope you're okay:(

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chan

it was okay. you told yourself that. but you were feeling so terrible– you just wanted him to reach out. it was stupid, yeah, but you hadn’t heard from him in a few weeks. and that’s not the only reason you started to doubt yourself, but it wasn’t helping. whenever either of you reached out and asked for a date, the other couldn’t fit it in. it almost seemed like maybe it wasn’t going to work. like maybe he did have a lot more important things to worry about than you. he could just send you a simple text, after all. if he wanted to. it almost felt awkward that his name was saved as “boyfriend” in your phone. could you call it that now?

you thought about how gentle he had always been with you. how patient. it was only now you became insecure. hardly was this him falling in love. you were convenient. he was conflict-averse. he surely didn’t get butterflies because of you, his palms didn’t sweat like yours back then. you remember nausea and anxiety. it was all so new. all he did was give you a soft smile, and pay for your movie ticket. your dinner. you thought he was more experienced– a bit older than you. but, now, you think.. maybe he never wanted you as much as you needed him.

minho

you kept checking your phone. over and over. almost every few seconds. he said tonight, didn’t he? you read over the messages again and again. 

you just want to cry. he’s living his dream and travelling the world and you’re sat at home, alone, waiting for him to even let you know that he still cares about you. did he forget? maybe he fell asleep, you wonder. it’s a little early, you think. so maybe he’ll call you tonight still. your eyelids are heavy. you wish your bed even felt good anymore. all you want is to be near him again.

you had already texted him. “Lovey?” you had typed.

you just missed him. it’s like your heart ached not knowing what he was doing right now. not knowing if you could help him with anything. not being able to hear about every little thing that was pissing him off and making him giggle.

you dozed off despite your attempts not to, and in a panic, you woke up in the middle of the night to the missed call notification.

that’s when the tears fell. fuck, you missed him. you wondered if he missed you even half as much.

changbin

it seemed like anything you said just pissed him off lately. so you were silently sulking and just closing your mouth without speaking. as you lay in bed, your shared one, turned away from each other, you looked out the window at the starry sky. maybe this is loneliness. maybe you are on your own. maybe love does fade.

you remember this feeling from a previous breakup. the inevitable end. when you started to become boring, and replaceable. a nag, a nuisance. it pulled at your heart dully, how excited and happy you used to be. together. thought this was the one. this was forever. how you were thinking about a real future: maybe a wedding, a house, maybe kids. suddenly that just felt hollow. a stupid dream.

hyunjin

he seemed happier with other people. your friends told you it was all in your head, ‘maybe mention it to him and he’ll make his feelings obvious’.

but he didn’t laugh with you anymore. he hardly seemed to talk to you. if you weren’t paying close attention, you wouldn’t notice anything was different. but his answers were emptier than before. he didn’t seem to feel anything when you touched him anymore. all of it was fading away, felt like a memory of when he used to be in love with you.

you saw him laugh with others– wide smile, a loud laugh bubbling from his throat. eyes shining with happiness. you wondered if you would ever make him feel like that again. if it was over. if your love was slowly dying.

jisung

he still loved you, you knew that. but for some reason, every time he smiled at you, told you he loved you, kissed you, you were scared one day he wouldn’t. that he’d leave you like everyone else. like you couldn’t embrace this feeling, this love, these affections, because then it’ll just hurt that much more when he gives up on you. when he finds someone better. 

one part of you wanted to grasp onto all of these moments and hold them dear. this is the only time you’ll experience this: this adoration, affection, and love. another part wants to politely accept and not dwell on the feelings. it will all hurt more eventually.

felix

why did he only pull away from you? were you too much for him? how come he says he loves you but won’t touch you? is he disgusted by you? your mouth sours at the thought. that maybe the only man you ever loved— that you trusted was repulsed by you. 

you didn’t ponder for long what you did wrong. this must have been coming. you thought he was out of your league since the beginning. it was about time he found someone better. someone that he desired, longed for. not just someone that will take care of him. he wants to want someone. and it’s only fair. 

seungmin

it seems like he doesn’t meet your eyes at all now. when you mentioned it– brushed off gently with a laugh, “i only have eyes for you, you know that.” he smiles, and kisses your cheek. it seemed like you were anything but enough. he doesn’t like doing the same things as you– you wonder if he was pretending back then when he used to play video games with you. he doesn’t like the same movies. he scoffs sometimes at your idea of date night. maybe you weren’t compatible. maybe that feeling of falling in love was teenage desperation, appeasement of one another. maybe you never were going to last.

jeongin

you’re sure when you see her for the first time that they were a perfect match. the way he laughed with her. how pretty she was– flawless, effortlessly gorgeous. and she was just a little taller– just the perfect height if they were to hold hands. not like how yours would bend at the elbow holding his. you knew you didn’t stand a chance. it hurt, but soon it was just humiliating, to follow them around on their date. you were forgotten as soon as they found each other. you hated how his eyes shone looking at her. convinced you never saw him look at you like that. you clenched your fists, nails almost breaking the skin of your palm. making up an excuse and disappearing to cry yourself to sleep in your room.

Can we have a new invention that could lead this like... Not a sudden blast, but like go to the washroom, take a pill and chill on the toilet and boom!

i wish the period blood came out all at once like a shotgun blast

She looks so good!!!🥺

JEONGYEON ☆ SET ME FREE (230317)

his baby

a kiss for hueningkai 💋

Please this is all I need.

Imagine casually mentioning to Diavolo you’re broke- like-

“Damn. I don’t have enough money for (whatever you wanted to buy-)…” and without a second hesitation, he hands you a huge wad of cash, “Is this enough?” You stare at him for a second, before taking the money “Enough?! I’m pretty sure this is more then I make in a year!” he chuckles, thinking ‘Humans really are adorable.’ Before saying “Well, it yours now. Let me know if you ever need more.”

To him it’s simple. You needed money and he has more then enough of it-